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Chun.YuI felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Monday, May 29, 2006
 saw tiis??lolx..we are so damn funnii at the iice skattin there..LOLx..summre takinn pics..but iit was fun!! okies..enuff bout tt..lolx..tml takiin report books le!! wahx!! dunno wartt ii gonna see in there..-.- here's another piic we took at the ice skatiin there..  Saturday, May 27, 2006
ok..todae the first timme ii post!! since tt dae..hmm.todae went tuhh iice skatiin lohx..wahahahax..nortt bad lahx..quite fun...but ii stil dunno! xh dunno learn until noe le lohx..ii so mei you yong..LOlx..haiish. aniiwae..wartt a great dae..hahax..we miit henry..yong hui..and kelviin at the cck lrt..bt end up they tok is petir lrt..funnii siia..BEN DAN~ lolx..xJ dun hiit me arhx..hahax..realli mahx..after they cum we went tuhh tk mrt to jurong lohx..in mrt henry kipp wan tk piics orfh xJ..funnii scene too..at jurong there saw jerome and zhiizheng doiin donation thingy..dan help dam donate lohx..liing came soon after..miie went toilet wiif liing..cum out saw xh's gan di le..okiies lahx.nortt bad..dan we all went to iice skate after those boiis finish styliin their hair.. at first dun dare de!! bt all lyk wan go..if i pang sey lyk beri bad..so bo biian..go lohx..sum mre..spend 15 lyk tt sia! fer the tickets..gloves..andd sockx..aiyoyo..niix time will briing mine along! so exp..realli scary wen ii step out..wahx! almost fall..lolx..liing help miie lohx..dan after tt xh's gan di..my god!! ii hold their hand until beri yong li..=X but cos scare mahx..bo bian oso..hahax.. once..ii accidentally cause xh to fall dwn..=X bu xiao xin de!! his gan di thou got try to stop..bt too bad..cant..and he didnt fall!! once i oso fall.but he oso didnt!! wat the... he quite gd lahx..stil gortt say sry ferr mkin me fall..althou nortt hiis fault..hahax..but he did fall few times wen he tryin sum stunts..lolx..i play till leg pain so go sit sit awhile..xh's gan di pei me oso lohx..dan he kiip tokiin crap..ii in there wan freeze to cold le..he li hai! can realli mk me cold to death..lolx.. aniiwae..ltr dinner went causeway there..xh's gan di work iin tt pizzahut mahx..so went there eat...berii niice siia! hahax..went xh hme after tt..henry giif xJ a bear bear..so cute.LOlx..we all kiip zhuo nong them..lolx..let dem haf sum lonely tiem tgt..thou we iin bus siit behind them onii..LOLx..at xh hse even worse..yonghui n kelvin kiip tok crap! lolx.went dwnstair buy drinkx..they went hme soon after we ask them to escort us back hme..cos gt a pervert ah pei! lolx.. aniwae..nw i hme..leg so pain.kaes.dun rite le!! Monday, May 22, 2006
haiish...haiish..dun feel lyk postiin aniithin todae..its jus a bad bad dae fer miie..aniwae..jus tuhh update muii result.. eng (paper1) => 26/50 *jus pass* geo => 16/25 kaes..nth le Sunday, May 21, 2006
 ytd was sooo fun!! haha...reach hme bout 9.40 siia..i walk untiil muii leg soo paiin..hahax..first..went over tuhh xh hse lohx..ard 10.40 lyk tt..dan after tt we tk bus to bugis..wiif xh didi oso..cos xJ pull hiim along de..LOlx..dan reach there went tuhh fiind xJ cousiin..we kiip want pull xh didi and xJ cousiin tgt..bt..cant..hahax.. aniiwae..we went tuhh buy tiickets fiirst...dan went tuhh eat...tt noodle berii big bowl siia..eat until berii full!! after eatiin went tuhh walk ard lohx...shop shop..xh bought a beri style glasses..kool!! after tt went tuhh watch moviie lohx.."over the hedge"!! tt carton damn cute n funni! hahax..lyk tt hammy de most..he so cute!! hahax...aniwae..we walk walk agaiin n took sum pics...and oso neoprints..we oso bought sum eariings.. xh n her didi went off to mac tuhh look ferr their parents lohx..we went oso..wanna persuade xh cum wiif us tuhh explande..but too bad..she say dun wan..so jus left miie..xJ..andd her cousiin.. we went directly tuhh esplande after tt..eat at the stall besiide the esplande..the char kway tiao berii big bowl oso!! soo full...LOlx..after tt we went tuhh walk at the mariina there..dunno wartt programme there..manii ppl..we shop and shop and shop..bought a badge! each one orfh us.. went esplande there shop abit agaiin..saw a huge bear!! wahx!! so cute lehx!! tt shop iish ferr us tuhh make our own bear bear...niix tiime ii gonna mk one! hahax..i dun care.. miie n xJ oredii plan hao hao le..niix tiime shall briing our bf there..mk them do one too..LOlx..eat choco strawberry...here cousiin treat de...BERI NICE! i lurve iit alot..niix tiime shall go andd eat agaiin.. soo...finally..went tuhh esplande up there...quite niice lahx..but too bad no stars lohx...hahax..iif nortt sure mre niice..took super lotsa piics...hahax...wiif xJ cousiin camera..and last orfh all..went tuhh tk 960 tuhh go hme lohx..hahax..super tiired.saw mei foong andd valerie at the bugiis stop there...reach hme leg super paiin..bt nortt tiired..dunno why..lolx Friday, May 19, 2006
weee~~ todae no sch!! dun yoo all noe how shuang iish tt?? hahax..i slp until 10 plus dan wake up..*yawn* hahax... dan todae i went tuhh call tt flyer distributor...he say the space all fill up le!! wahx! so sad lohx...*sobx* dan tt mean miie andd eehwa hafta fiind another job agaiin le...haiish..so we mus start fiindin nw..LOlx.. aniwae..tml iish gonna biie a FUN dae..hahax..cos goiin out wiif xh..xJ..andd her cousiin..wahahahax...we oredii plan hao hao le...first..bugis..we shall go eat first..shop shop..dan go watch moviie..whiich tiink should bt "over the hedge"..dan we shall tk sum pics wiif xJ's cousiin camera..niix..suntec..go walk walk agaiin..whiich lastly..ESPLANDE!! hahax..we go see the niite viiew frm there lohx...so qi dai..nber go see b4..but shld biie quite niice bahx..xJ say de..LOlx..andd sum mre..1 mre week tuhh sch holidae!! Thursday, May 18, 2006
wee~~todae gortt back muii result le lehx!! except ferr geo andd eng.. heex..all pass...bt nortt tt gd thou...no As!! bt mayb overall gortt bahx..nortt too sure..aniiwae, here's muii result.. Chi =>66 (overall le...) Chem => 58.3 S.S => 60 E.math => 66 A.math => 60 Bio => 52.5 sadd siia..as yoo can see..all soo lousy!! onii thiing iim happii bout iish tt ii FINALLY pass both muii math!! hahax..common test both faill buii 1 mark siia..nw finally improved le..hahax..thx tuhh mrs phillip bahx..shes a gd gd teacher..^^ muii emath! could get an A1 de!! all cos orfh muii toopid careless mistake..haiish..*sign* but nber miind..aniiwae oredii pass le...iim man zhu le! xD now hopiing ferr muii geo n eng tuhh pass!! dan all sub dun haf fail..oso nortt bad le..heex heex..decided nortt to put pass iin muii blog le..quite ma fan actually..hahax.. ehx...i forgett call tt person agaiin..todae stay till ard 5 iin sch ferr biio..tuhh check our papers lohx..toopiid sch..no allocate tiime ferr us tuhh check paper..mk us stay back..we onii class wiif pure biio lehx..mush treat us betta mahx..lyk tt hu lue us..so bad... sat mayb goiin out wiif xJ..her cousiin..eehwa..andd xuehua..but stiil nortt too sure lohx..hahax..see see first..=) Wednesday, May 17, 2006
wahahahahax..wait..jsu let me laugh finiish first..hahahax..lolx..muhahahahax..iim soooo damn happi! finally..i finiish muii exam!! oh yeahz~ todae geo iish okiiex lohx..nortt lyk wat ii tiink..so diffcult..hahax.. butt too bad!! toopid jiiang ask us tuhh stay back.jus bcos we diidnt reallii did well iin our HMT..dan mk us do sec 3 exp de chii mid yr paper..wahx! we all at first tok iit was sec 4 de siia..diiaox..iish sec 3 de...we sure tml kanna scold tuhh death de! ehx..ii tiink shld biie tml get back paper bahx...dun tell miie the cher mark the paper sooo slow worx..so i tml sure diie..sum mre gortt amath! wahx!! haiish..ii prepared tuhh diie le...cos...ii found out tt ii did alot of qn wrongly!! sad... oh no!!! i forget to call the flyer distributer!! wahx!!! mus rmb tml arhx!!!!!! Tuesday, May 16, 2006
oh yeah~ tml iish the last day orfh exam le!! wahahahahax..xD..left tt toopiid geo paper lohx..so sad...i dun giif a damn to iit at all..faiil dan faiil..most impt iish tt muii amath betta PASS!! amath so damn damn diffcult lohx..first qn see le gong liaox lohx..the other.dun hafta say le..mre i do..the mre i kanna confused...okiiex..dun tok bout iit le..so sad.. xJ!! she say she go esplande wiif her cousin..diaox lohx...say wan go tgt in the end tell miie she go wiif cousin..aiyoyo...i oso dunno wan go ant..siianx...haiish..todae slp ferr 3 hr plus agaiin..diie..iim addicted to haviin a nap! hahax.. Sunday, May 14, 2006
cool!! todae the 14th orfh may le!! oso iish the mothers dae...hahax..aniiwae..todae went tuhh plaza andd study wiif xJ..ermx..nortt reallii study amath lahx..we oso onii study ferr 1 hr plus onii...the wks xJ gif miie oso habent fiinish..LOlx.. we were doiin our wk halfway wen we started tuhh chat..chat chat chat..still gortt chat bout wartt?LOlx..dan suddenly hp vibrate..scared miie worx...ii wann ask smth..WIND!! wartt yoo mean buii ur msg?? i jus cant understand..wahahhaax...okiiex..so after chattin..we wetn tuhh library!! borrow 4 xiao shuo lohx...shld biie nortt bad bahx..ii trust muii taste...LOlx.. we sit at the liibrary ferr a while..readiin the bks..whiich after tt..we went out andd shop ardd..went tuhh comic connectiion...see see walk walk here..hahax..miie n xJ see sum clothes damn nice worx!! but too bad we no money...=( we went outside mac tuhh chat chat...hahax..chat bout whre tuhh go after exam...duriin wed n frii de..hahax..but too bad thurs still gortt sch.iif nortt wed can go esplande le..so mayb we hafta waiit until frii bahx..nortt too sure eiither..i wann celebrate riite after exam!! wahahahahax.. after tt ii went hme..dan went out tuhh eat..celebrate mothers dae lohx..eat the chilli fiish..ehx..now muii throat abit weird le..LOlx..mayb oso frm eatiin the choco wiif xJ jus nw bahx..nbm!! iits worth iit!! the choco damn niice!! ii miiss the taste...=X Saturday, May 13, 2006
wow!! tml de 14 orfh may le..heex heex..aniwae...bt ii biie stayiin at hme..cos..exam habent fiinish..>.< cant go out! too bad...soo sad.3 mre papers tuhh the end orfh muii exam..seem long yet seem short too..hahax.. went tuhh update muii friendster profile jus now..cos nth tuhh do..stay at hme todae as usual..oh yarx! realise smth..tml iish mother day! ehx..i didnt get aniithin ferr mui mum..=x...aiiya..nber mind..tml help her do hsework can le..hahax.xD ytd slp ard 1 plus..*yawns* quite tiired lahx..LOlx..reallii nth tuhh do siia..mayb go study amath?? but tues dan exam lehx..nw study ltr 4gt le...so..betta dun study..^^ Friday, May 12, 2006
iim totally tiired..ytd read the hua ji yu ji..inside..i read a story tt was soo..totally lyk miine..andd ii totally agree wiif wartt iit say inside..mayb..tts wartt i shld do too..ii dunno bt...haiish..aniiwae read a few mre..andd all the story was sooo...sad de..cant stand iit le..so went tuhh slp lohx..so iim sry tt ii diidnt reply ur msg.. todae dan realise tt i exceed muii msg le...1167 msg siia..haiish...sum mre stiil gortt 12 mre days lyk tt tuhh one month...so mus endure lohx...tiish month bill sure diie..=X ppl!! dun msg miie..cos ii wont reply yoo all de..iif nortt ltr sure kanna hack tuhh death buii muii parents.. hmm...maybe..iif i one dae realli realli cannot stand iit le..ii miight jus do tt decision..but nw..dun tiink i will bahx... weihsiin mama ask us wann go sentosa duriin holidaes anortt..hahax..mayb will go iif realii gortt bahx..wann us dem go watch moviies de..but..weihsiin mama dun dare.^^ but iim sure the rest orfh the guys oso de same bahx..wahahahax..=X now..iim waiitin ferr exam tuhh end..so tt ii can go andd biie crazy wiif muii fwens! go shop..go watch the nite at esplande.. Thursday, May 11, 2006
wee!!todae early dismissal frm sch..wahahahahax..thou didnt realli consider early cos its 12.30 plus..didnt gt tuhh see muii chii n biio exam paper...lesson go on as usual which was..ehx..rather boriing.. todae almost cried iin sch..why? cos almost quarrel wiif xj..but now..okiiex le! ^^ after explaiinin all the things lohx..b4 tt muii mood was lyk..totally BAD..tt mrs leong bang our class table jus becos US..the chem student didnt go out orfh the class durin her PYHSIC lesson..i was lyk..almost goiin to scream at her..bt i didnt..i onii mumble under muii breath...unreasonable siia..we oso dunno go whre mahx..toopiid.."U R THE ONE WHO DUN BELONG TUHH 3/9!!!" after sch went tuhh xh hse AGAIN..wahahahax..and orfh cos..we took piic AGAIN..wahahahahax..  xJ ling miie hahax..we are super lame lohx.took lotsa funnii piic..one orfh iit iish tiis...me gettiin hug buii ling!!^^  wahahahahax..stil gortt our legs de piic..eekx..smelly..LOlx.. oh yarx..b4 i end..i wanna say ii tiish few days jus noe a fwen buii the name orfh"Jinxiong"..niickname..tight bear..xD why i rite tiish? cos he REQUESTED de....wahahahax..rite le arhx..dun say ii dun haf..xD Wednesday, May 10, 2006
*cough*nw no sore throat..iish a bad cough..aiiyo..hahax..todae do the chem paper kiip coughiin..do untiil last paper realli cant tahan..anii how do...lolx..cos oso no tiime le mahx..bo biian..the chem paper was soooo..diffcult..wonder can pas anortt lehx... ytd was emath paper..ehx..i tiink stiil okiiex lahx..at least nortt tt diffcult as ii tiink iit iish..hahax..hope can at least pass iit..so..now stil left amath..eng paper 2 andd geo! yeah! and after tt ii would biie free le!! wahahahahax... planning tuhh go alot orfh place wiif xj they all..go beach cycle...go ice skatiin..althou i dunno..hahax...ehx..stil go esplande..and shoppiin spree! xD todae went hme..ii slept ferr 3 whole hours! wahahahax..berii shuang..budden wake up headache.tiink iish slp too much..kekex...tml no exam shoo nth tuhh study aniiwae...sum mre 12.30 release tml! yeah! i go watch tv le!! mush enjoy myself todae..^^ Monday, May 08, 2006
 tiish iish miie and xj iin xh hse!!hahax..we dun owae study at her hse siia..owae iish jus tk piic!! and todae..fiinally upload sum orfh iit..didnt realli so manii siia...we oso berii boliiao..went tuhh tk our messy messy emath thiingy piic..iit look lyk tiish..  wahahahax...we are sure crazy...as we almost do emath beariings until wan go crazy le!! =P aniwae..todae ss paper..soooo diffcult siia..i riite crap inside muii paper..xD sure fail... eng paper 1 oso anihw riitex..=x tml emath!! sure diie..lolx..aniiwae..miie nw berii tiired le..so dun wan riite liiaox..play too much iin xh hse..^^ Sunday, May 07, 2006
phew..todae feeliin much much mre betta..throat nortt paiin le..hahax..budden voiice stil sound weird..so hoarse..=.= todae slp untiil 10.30 lyk t wake up..cos ytd slp berii late.lolx.. wanted tuhh study ferr ss de..but..realise tt habent fiinish muii amath n chii..so go do abit lohx..hahax..aiyoo...dan after doiin iit ii ben laii wan study ss de..BUT...no mood..hahax..i SWEAR ii go study later..xD tml iish eng paper 1 n ss..dunno wiil b diffcult anort..aiya..nber miind..ii dun wan go tiink so much..lolx. ahx!! so siian..wan exam tuhh end faster..dan can relax le!! wahahahax..n go out..miie wan buy lotsa thiing siia..gals things!! =P so gonan start save money now..hmm...n horx.june go work!! hahax..save money buy things..=X Saturday, May 06, 2006
ytd didnt blog..cos too tiired le..went slp..didnt touch the com at all..aiyo..ytd sore throat habent okiiex siia...muii voive stil weiird weiird de lehx..bt at least nortt tt paiin andd dun feel lyk gortt fever le..dad giif the mediciine quite effective...^^ ytd iish chii paper..aiyoo..dunno iish cos siick or wartt..my whole body ache siia...dan tts why affect miie durrin exam..cant tink properly lehx..hahax..nbm..i dun care so much..lala~~ ytd was ms chiong last dae siia..so ke xii..she even giif us each a chocolate..calbury de!!whiich i lurve iit berii much bt cant eat...cos orfh sore throat..so..can onii waiit till feel betta lohx..dan todae..wake up ard 10 plus..hahax..dunno why...ytd slp so much le stil can slp until 10 plus todae..wanted tuhh do sum hw bt...do until those i dunno de i oso siian le..so didnt do anii mre lohx..xD Thursday, May 04, 2006
wow!! todae fiinish muii biio exam le!! wartt a relief.. -phew- but horx..SUPER diffcult..sure faiil..=.= aniiwae..nbm..hahax..cos calculate le..me even jus pass oso still can get B..i tink..tts wat xh say de..she calculate de mahx..^^ ytd went xh hse tuhh study biio//but actually..didnt realli study..wahahahax..dere crappin n playiin wiif mei mei..she sooooo damn cute!! hahax..stay untiil 7 plus..andd didnt even study..ytd went hme n piia lohx..todae go sch oso dere k muii biio... luckiily todae rmb tuhh pay muii o level fee..iif nortt no niid tk chii..hahax..tok after the biio test can go hme le..but..aiiyo..still gortt lesson..amath n emath..dan after tt still stay back ferr chii..>.< so untiil ard 3 dan go..by tt tiime..miie oredii hungry untiil dunno wartt le..breakfast didnt eat.recess oso didnt eat..so beri berii super hungry lohx..lolx.dan went mac wiif xh and liing..wahx..dan eat until super full..waiit ferr xj until 4..dan told us she mayb nortt cumiin le..cos tt filzah habent release dem..wa sey..she realli noe hw tuhh kiip dem back..owae lyk tt wan..luckiily miie nortt iin their klass.. finally..muii mouth stil beri paiin!! wahx!! ah!! Tuesday, May 02, 2006
wahahahax..todae super crazy..notice aniithin diif?? yeaps..iim riitin iin a TOTALLY new way!! -bleahz- aniiwae..todae super tiired siia..wake up at 5.45 in morning.. -yawns- went sch lohx..dan horx..raiin abiit..sho went tuhh klass tuhh assemble..piia muii amath fiinish..^^todae cant tok much..cos i gortt ulcer iin muii mouth!! SO PAIN.. but..cant tok berii xiinku..so horx..i tok weird weird lyk tt..qiu qiu laugh at miie.. -argh- aniiwae sch was as usual...BORING..dan todae horx..xj berii sad..aiiyo..see le oso berii sad..but..wartt can we do? tiish iish her prob andd we cant say much..so can onii mao mao de zhi chi ta..mush jiiayou kaes?? we will owae support u de!! yeah! dan horx..duriin assembly saw miss adeline tan!! OMG! i didnt do a SINGLE tiime pratice sia..sure diie..since she are back..means koko iish goiin le! haiish..sad lohx..cant slack animre..=.=ll after assembly iish SS..dan super funni..hahax..Mr tan so funni n lame..cute too..^^ aniiwae..he took up almost half an hour mre..mk mr koh there wait..hahax..piity 3/8..they stil hafta stay back ferr geo..we 3/9 dun! xD todae...stil okiex lahx..muii mood sumtiime gd sumtiime bad..mayb cos orfh the weather..recently lurve tuhh stare out into the space..into the sky..dunno why oso..haiish..how ii wiish tiish could biie solved.. miie stiil left ALOT orfh hw..biio..dunno do until whre..chiinese..so mani ex habent do..jus dun feel lyk doiin..hahax..=X..stiil gt biio MID YR EXAM..whiich ii habent study..and iits tiish THURS!! wahx...2 mre daes siia...=.=ll jus saw a GAY blog..wahx..they shoo handsome lehx..bt too bad gays..=.=..aniiwae jus ask xj she okiiex le mahx..and she iish!! -bleahx- tiish iish beri gd..we mush stay happi all daes worx!! Monday, May 01, 2006
wee~~ todae no niid go sch.. whole dae slackiin at hme.. phew~~ but.. do hmwk.. argh.. gd gd holidae kanna waste.. but aniwae oso cant go out.. wanna EXAM le.. biio onii revise ABIT andd ii stiil left 5 mre chapt.. AH!! sure tt iim goiin crazy soon.. xD tml goiin back sch AGAIIN.. sum mre gortt SS supp and amath.. ben lai wann kor teach miie emath.. but.. nw dunno still gortt tiime ant.. cos after all supp soo late le.. o.O muii emath ben lai kanna safe le.. budden suddenly amath supp popped up.. haiish.... |
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