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Chun.YuI felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Saturday, September 30, 2006
Laogong come to my house today again. Time flies when I'm with laogong. He had to go early because of his godparents' baby 1st anniversary. =( I can't bear to let him go but..no choice. Sadded. He promised he will take photos of the baby to let me see. Hehes...Wonder how the baby look like. He said that the baby is VERY cute! I can't wait to see the baby photos. Laogong look excited and happy when he's talking about that baby. LOls. So cute... Laogong...I know sometimes I might seem to be very unreasonable and demanding. I'm sorry for that. Really... I didn't meant it. I know I had said this a lot of times but I still wanted to say sorry to you. I had planned to spend the rest of my life with you.. I don't wish to lose you because, I won't know what to do if you are not by my side. For the next entire week, I won't be able to see you!! We will be busy having our exams..Laogong..Remember that I will always be by your side to support you. It doesn't matter if you are able to get the 1st position a not. What's most important is that you had tried your best! I won't leave you even if you did badly for your studies. It's because, I love you. Not your studies! Must keep this in heart! Laogong... You must take good care of yourself when I'm not around with you... Don't keep studying. MUST relax too!! Don't forget to eat your meals regulary... I sound naggy. =X LOls. Last but not least...I love you!!! Thursday, September 28, 2006
Exam is round the corner...I'm left with around 3 days to the first day of exams. Well, the exam timetable is kinda stupid. =X Anyway, I won't be able to enjoy life just like the other even after the exam. It's because I be having my O'level mother tongue... =.= She said we have to stay back on the afternoon to do test papers. That's so tiring... But, there's some so-called good news for us. That's she said we might be going to China for an exchanged programme. She still have to choose people to go because only 20 people is allowed to go. I hope it won't be me...It's because that mean I won't be seeing laogong for almost a week!! =X So I'm not interested in it.. =) I want to accompany him!! Muacks. And spent his birthday together with him. ^^ I can give up anything just to be with you... Saturday, September 23, 2006
Another week had gone by...And this means exam is coming..I'm really stressed out by the exams. =X I wanted to revise my work very badly. But... I just don't really have the mood and the time to do it. Maybe it's because I'm always talking to laogong on the phone. It's only when laogong are busy, than I would be able to have some time off. I'm not blaming laogong. It's just that I can't control myself. Though I wanted to study, I can't bear to let go any of the time that I can spend with laogong. I really hope that we will always be together. Really. I don't want to leave laogong. Whatever laogong had promise me...I really hope that laogong will keep those promise too. I have confidence in laogong..=) My plan for this week: To be able to finish revising my Biology. To be able to finish revising at least 3 chapters for my Amath. To be able to understand the last chapter that Mr Koh had taught last week in Emath. And lastly, To be able to spend my Friday with Laogong. =) Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Wahs! I didn't realise that I have not updated for such a long time. Of course, not counting the post laogong had written for me. =) I'm really damn stress this few weeks. I could just cry suddenly. I just don't know why...Maybe I'm really too stress up for the exam. =X I just got back my result for Term 3. Not that good. In fact, it's worst than Mid year exam. Haix... Anyway, end of year exam is coming in 2 weeks time. I really have to buck up on my studies. If not, I'm really scared my dad would not allow us to be together. Didn't really get to spend more time with laogong. Except on last Sunday, which is also our 3rd anniversary. =) I really had a great time and it's because laogong is there with me. Time really pass by very quickly. I'm sure that in a blink of eye, 3 years would have gone by and we would still be together. ^^ By the way, I want to thank laogong for helping me update my blog yesterday. Muackx. Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Hi all, im Chun Yu boyfriend. She asked me to write this blog. =) Hmm... so far we already been together for 3month. Although i sometimes make her angry, but i really didn't mean it. Over here, i going to say "sorry" to you! SORRY Lao Po! Its been really very happy together with you. This few weeks is going to be a busy week! Exam is just round the corner, thats mean that i will have lesser time to spend with you le.. =X You just told me that you are going oversea together with Xin Jie after exam. Hope you can have fun and make sure you enjoy yourself ok? When im not around, you must take care of yourself hor. If not, i will.... KISS you.. ^^ But im really sorry that i cannot accompany you as much as last time le. But i promise i will accompany you even more after my exam de. =) Its a promise ok? And hope you can do well in your exam. Lao Po, i love you forever. Muacks! Lao GonG Wednesday, September 06, 2006
I went back to school for a Biology talk. All that I understand from that talk was "breast cancer" and "enzyme". Pathetic isnt it? =X Science center chagne alot! There's a water theme park..It looks fun but I didn't get to play! Sad-ed. Anyway, I'm going to tried it out one day. Sound childish huh? Hahas. Hmm..Daddy, mummy, ah gong and ah ma are all at the OBS now. It's quite boring without them. But they are coming back in 2 days time. Wonder how they will be like when they come back... Are they really been tortured over at Pula Ubin? LOls...Hope not.. Today, I get to see laogong again! So happy!! Laogong..Sorry that I haven't give you the letter. I promise to give it to you as quickly as I can!! Wednesday...Why time pass by so quick? =.= Left only 4 more days to SCHOOL REOPEN!! Well..I really hate to go back to school. I just don't wish to see some teachers' face. =X Plus, I have not finish my homework!!!!! >.< Sunday, September 03, 2006
Another boring day for me at home today. Know why? It's because I didn't get to see laogong. =X Spending my day at home is not really what I want..But I had to do it to make my parents happy and not to fobid me from going out. Parents are like that...When you go out too often, they will start complaining. Plus, I will be having exams soon after this September holidays. =.= It's so depressing to think about those stressful days that I will be having after this holidays. And my mother tongue O levels is just round the corners!! Oh My God... I think I will soon be having a mental breakdown just by thinking about all this. I have not even prepare for the O level...=X I'm so stress!!! Just hope I won't flunk my O level. Only by getting a A than I could continue to remain in HMT class. Tomorrow is N level Chinese exam for laogong.. Hope he will be able to pass it with flying colours! =) Must remember that I will always be there to support you! Muacks!!! Friday, September 01, 2006
Ok...There IS changes. Today didn't went to watch movies with xJ to help celebrate her birthday. Turn out that it had become a couples' outing. LOls. Cool manx! Today went to watch movie with daddy, mummy, ah gong and ah ma! We went to watch "The breakup". Well, it's not bad... But the ending wasn't what we all had expected. We all thought that they would be together again but... Sad ending. =X Hope we won't be like them. Anyway, we went to take our "3 generation" neoprints after watching movies. Laogong didn't want it at first...But with me around, he still take it. LOls.. Laogong so good... Don't know what happen today to ah gong. Lols. Super crazy. Do all those lame actions. One unexpected thing happened when we are takin neoprints. He actually KISS ah ma!! It's so Oh My God! Didn't know ah gong could be so daring. =X Laogong! Thanks for giving my dad a card on his birthday. He appreciate it very much. Don't worry, he sure like it! =) I love you more and more everyday! Muacks. |
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