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Chun.YuI felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Today was the port tour~! It's wasn't what I expected but I still enjoyed it alot. =)) It's fun with my class. The trip was supposed to start at 8am. But, Mrs Teng wanted us to do a survey and Miss Ibaidah was late too. Hahas. We were lucky to have a very comfortable bus to travel in! The so called "tour guide" was quite friendly and funny too. If I didn't remember wrongly, his name is Omar. Sorry if I spelled it wrongly.. =} The first destination was the PSA building. Our "tour guide" told us many things about the PSA but I only managed to catch some of the things he were talking about. =X Next, it was our break time and we went upstairs to have a look at the food court. Nothing much was sold there. Although the smell was tempting, the food don't look nice. Plus, we were not hungry at all. Laopo and Mei Yen mei were playing around. Lols. Xuehua went to buy "cold" chocolate from the Starbucks. I drank a few sips and it tastes nice! The price was nice too, $6.40. Hahas. But the name said it all, Starbucks. =X After that, we went to Mount Faber. Yups, we went to take the cable cars. =)) I've taken it before but still, it's exciting to me at first. Laopo, Mei Yen mei, Mummy, Xuehua and me took the cable car together. It was a long ride because we have to take it all the way down to Sentosa and back to the starting place again. So, we began to get bored because the ride was far too slow for us. We were talking about ghost stories in the cable car. =X Lols. Finally, we went to take the bum boat at the Clark Quay. ^^ I thought it was going to be a fast ride. But then, I was not disappointed by it. It's was refreshing while taking the boat ride. And of course, the boys were as noisy as ever. Lols. We saw a bird statue somewhere while we were taking the ride. They suggested to take a photo of it and let Zhi Cong see because they were the same species.HAHAs. It's funny. There's always be laughter whenever the boys are around. Today was quite enjoyable and I'm dead beat. =X Laogong looked so handsome today! Wow. =} I miss laogong... Love him always.... Monday, October 30, 2006
Oh yeah~ The nightmare is finally over! I've officially finished my O' level exam. Phew.. I don't want to think of it any more. Now, I just want to thoroughly enjoy myself! =) Luckily we don't have any lesson tomorrow, just the port tour for us. It's perfectly ideal for me because I don't have to use my brain. Maybe just a little... =X Laopo and I have already planned to buy some sweets tomorrow for the port tour. We love eating sweets! Not forgetting "Hello Panda" too.. Maybe it's because it's the same species as my laogong. Opps..*Grins* I adore my laogong too much. =X I'm dreading to go out!! =)) I've told laogong and laopo. Hees. Maybe it's because I've been coping up at home for too long.. It's just make my "legs" itchy if I can't go out for one day. Hahas. I'm glad I went to CO today! There's good news but also bad news though. Good news is that there won't be any CO practice for this week! Bad news is... Teachers had make all of us to buy the tickets for the concert because she said the response was not that good. *SOBs* But at least, I've sold one of the tickets. And guess who's the buyer is...My laogong. ^^ He's the best. Always supporting me whenever he can. Another "client" I'm aiming for is of course, my laopo. She must buy it!! Since my laogong supports me, she must too. Wahahahas... MUACKIIES to laogong~ I will always love him.. =} Saturday, October 28, 2006
I'm feeling so boring now! Nothing to do... Laogong didn't come to my house today. I'm the one who ask him not to come. It's because he has been coming over here for many days...I'm scare that he's tired. I can't always go out if not, my dad will nag at me again. =x There's nothing for me to do at home. I'm still wondering whether should I go out tomorrow. If not, it's really boring to stay at home. But then, there's O'level on Monday. o.O Laogong said that he's scared that my dad would scold me for going out. Laogong is so caring towards me.. =) Laogong want to change his handphone but he just don't which phone is better. His sister buying a handphone for him for his birthday. Lols. His sister quite generous. Besides buying a cake for laogong, I'm still thinking what else to get... Anyone have any idea can tell me! Hahas. I want something that is unique. ^^ Laopo talk to me just now on msn.. Keep complaining about why I only put laogong in my blog and not laopo. Hmm.. She's jealous. Lols. =X LAOPO!! I got write about you in my blog too ok? =} You can go think about your "W". I won't scold you because I will also be thinking about my laogong. =] Anyway, I love laogong alot alot alot!! He's the best guy I ever met. Hehes. I miss him so much... It's just only been one day since I last saw you yet, I've been missing you alot alot. =X MUACKS!! Friday, October 27, 2006
Shit..My sore throat is not getting any better. And I've finish eating my medicines. Hahas. But I don't planned to go and see another doctor again. It's just a waste of money. =X Just hope it will get better soon..Took some pictures of laogong yesterday! =} So handsome!! Laogong is always the most handsome guy in my heart.. Wahs! I'm not going to China any more. All thanks to the MOE. Mdm Jiang told me that she don't know where did they went wrong when they were trying to apply for the subsidies thingy for us. All in all, they did not approve so, we won't be able to go to Suzhuo le. =X Although I felt disappointed, but I'm still quite happy as this mean that I be able to celebrate laogong birthday with him. Hees. I'm going to think about what to buy for him... I just got my report book yesterday. Not that well done but at least I pass all my subject. Even for my Biology. Hahas. It was a miracle. I though that I would fail my Biology but instead got a C5. =X And of course, we would still have to go back to school for lessons during holiday. For 3 weeks from Monday to Friday. =.=ll Although it's quite tiring... But no choice! I must buck up in order to achieve good result for my O' level next year. Speaking of which, next Monday is going to be my Mother Tongue O' level. Almost forget about it. =X I don't really feel nervous about it. Hahas. But I still hope I can get good result for it. Than next year, I would have one less subject to worry about. =) Luckily, my dad didn't say anything about my result. This mean that I'm still be able to stay together with laogong! Muacks! I love him.. Hees. P.S Our school performing arts is going to have a concert at Victoria Concert hall on the 5th of December. Must support me ok? It's because I'll be performing for my CCA, Chinese Orchestra. Tickets selling for $10 and $15. ^^ Wednesday, October 25, 2006
What a good weather. The hazy is getting better but my sore throat getting worse. Hahas. Anyway, didn't do much for school today. The best thing for today is that, I don't need to go for HMT lesson because we need to check our holistic report card. I don't think my holistic report card going to be nice. Don't really have anything to write in the paper that Mrs Tan give. =X Daddy and Mummy both have a lousy mood. Today was the first time I saw Daddy being so restless. But I'm just a outsider so can't said much too. All I can say is that...Mummy really want to give in to Daddy but see Daddy so restless, it also affect her mood. I just hope they would be fine soon. It's really diffcult to maintain a relationship...There would definitely be some ups and downs. But what we all need is to perserve, giving in to each other whenever we can. You sure do not want to regret that you did not cherish that special person. I know that saying it is alot more easier than the action that need to be taken. Yet, this is what makes a relationship going on. A promise is a promise. You shouldn't break it even though you have excuses. Sometime to that person, those excuses just sound extra. Excuse doesn't allow you to have the right to break the promise that you had make. Promise means a lot a lot to a person and it last for an eternity. Breaking a promise only make you seem not trustworthy. The best solution is: Don't ever make any promise to any people unless you really have the confident to keep it. I would rather you don't give any promises than you keep breaking them..My heart hurt whenever you break one promise. I hope u would stop breaking your promise because if not, my heart will soon break into half. A phrase that I learnt it from "The Cinderella Story" : "Waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought." Cool man.. Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Oh my god! I just eat something that I have been longing for... Chocolate cake! =) All thanks to Xuehua's younger brother!! It's because of him that I'm able to eat it. And guess what's the occasion today? His birthday! That explain why there's a chocolate cake for me. =X Had quite a fun time at Xuehua house. But the most embarassing thing was taking a photo with Xuehua's younger brother in front of their other relatives. Hehe... Xinjie said she had no present for him so she wanted to replace it with her kiss. Too bad he don't want if not, there would be a great show for me to watch. =X I just went to have a look at Xuehua's blog. That guy was still thinking that he still got a chance to be together with her. What a shame.. I mean, I never seen a more shameless guy than him before. =.= My impression of him is getting from bad to worse. Well, not only me of course. There's Xinjie and ball ball too. He really should know the true meaning of love. It's not about pestering her all day.. It's about giving her the happiness that she want. If you can't let her stay happy when she's with you, why not let her go? Let her find her own happiness herself..A guy should keep his word. Since you said in your blog that you already given up, you should do it. And, I know he don't like me at all. But I wanted to tell him that I don't like him either. Haha. This is a lesson learnt. Never de qiu a women if not, either her friends or herself is going to make your life suffer. =X Still, I'm having a happy life with my laogong! ^^ Nobody can break us up. =] Monday, October 23, 2006
Today was the usual day. But it's the last day of our HMT mock exam and I feel quite relief...=} Xuehua went to ask Mrs Tan today if anyone is being retained and guess what is her answer? Everyone in 3/9 is promoted to Sec 4! Great news isn't it? ^^ I'm going to find a time to celebrate! =X By the way, Mr Tan came into the classroom while we were having our mock exam and announced that the cross country for this Wednesday is cancelled! Phew... Who would want to run in this hazy weather anyway? =X But then, I thought that if there isn't cross country, I'm scared that there might be CO. Which, I don't wish to go to. I'm puzzled. I don't know why I'm gradually losing my interest for CO. o.O Maybe it's because of the previous incident. Or maybe its because I'm tired of doing the same thing for every practice. Or maybe I'm scared of this "kiasu" CO. =X Anyway, though I got promoted to Sec 4, I'm still not that pleased with my EOY result. I swear to myself that I'm going to work hard in order to get more As next year! And in one week's time, I'm going to have my Chinese O' level! Feeling quite nervous but excited at the same time... =/ I had a talk with laogong just now.. I told him everything that I was thinking about it just now. I'm sorry to think that laogong never care enough for me. Maybe this is the human nature, being greedy. I think I'm being greedy and demanding with laogong. ={ I feel quite bad about it. But after telling laogong about it, I feel much much more better. I realised that I must cherish laogong too. =) I must give him the best that I can, be glad that I had such a wonderful and caring laogong, a laogong who never been angry with me before. I'm truly grateful for it. I sweared that I will really treasure laogong because, I don't want to lose him. ^^ I love him... I'm confident that we will be able to stay like this forever. Few years down the road and we'll still be holding hands together. =} I promised laogong that from now on, I will tell you everything on my mind. But, laogong also must tell me everything on your mind if not it's not fair! =X Muacks! Saturday, October 21, 2006
Hmm...I had a fight with laogong yesterday again. =( I didn't meant to get upset over that. Although laogong told me that you meant it as a joke, to me it's not. It's because laogong promise me that he won't do it ever again and I trust him. Yet, laogong break his promise. I did tell laogong that I'm angry with laogong not because that he asked me to do that, but because he had break his promise. Still, I love laogong alot alot... I don't wish to end this relationship with him so soon. Really..I hope laogong will still be with me when I'm old. From yesterday's incident, I think laogong will really take the promise that he had make seriously. =X I'm really sorry for yesterday. Laogong really very silly. He didn't go home yesterday. He stayed at my house downstair the whole night. My heart really hurt alot. It's all becuase of me. Laogong even get a cold. Haix... Really feel very guilty. Laogong...I promise you that I won't leave you and I meant it. So, don't you worry that I will ever leave you. I will love you forever and ever. =) You are my one and only. I'm happy just to be able to stay by your side. Really... I don't need any other thing. Just you...It's enough. =} Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Today is the 17th!! Hahas. It's our 4th month anniversary. =) It's really been a happy 4 month for me. All thanks to my laogong... ^^ I'm really really lucky to have found him. Though we didn't get to go out to celebrate today, but still, I get to see you! Muacks... I wanted to thank laogong for the gift that he had bought for me. He bought 2 gifts at once, one for last month and the other, for this month. Hees.. He asked his sister to help him choose. I must say that his sister really got a good taste. =} Let me recount, the first month he bought a Perlin silver heart-shaped necklace for me. It's really a surprise gift to me. =) For the second month, he bought a mp4 for me. =X He really did spend a lot of money just on me alone...That's why he's broke now. =X Third and fourth month, he bought a pair of earings and bracelet from Perlin silver again. It's heart-shaped too! =) He really did helped me to match it up. Hahas...I really love it alot. But then, I love laogong alot more. I got back some of my papers today..Not that well done although I pass all of it. =X But I think I have really put in my effort in it. So, I don't care. Now, left Biology and Emath paper. Hope I can pass too. =) Last but not least, happy 4th month anniversary to me and laogong! ^^ I still love laogong as much as before. Perhaps, even more... =} Saturday, October 07, 2006
 Yeah! Yesterday was my first time celebrating mooncake festival with laogong! Not forgetting xuhua, xuehu's brother, qiuqiu, "daddy" and "mummy"! We did had a lot of fun yesterday... Although the haze was bad, we still enjoy it. We played until around 11 plus. =X The picture is the heart we make yesterday!All of us put in the effort to make the heart! And that is the heart that we all had make. It's really not that easy to make it. But still... We did it. =) I hope to celebrate it again with all of them next year! "Daddy" say holidays got alot of programme though our exam haven't over. He sure know how to enjoy life. =X Laogong reached home quite late yesterday but he still come to my house today. =) Laogong so nice to me.. So, I had another happy day together with laogong! I really felt blessed to be able to be with laogong. I would treasure laogong~ ^^ He's the best guy I ever come across. Really...Hahas. Lucky me.. =X Laogong...The haze getting worse and worse. Must really take care of yourselve. =) I really love you! Muacks. I hope to spend the rest of the mooncake festival with you. Only... Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Oh my buddha. I can't believe it... =( I can't accompany laogong during his birthday. I'm feeling so sad and guilty now. It's because I'll be going to the China trip and it's on the 21st November. Why can't it be on the 23rd? Haix.. I'll have to celebrate laogong's birthday earlier!! But never mind... I will sure buy alot of things back for laogong!! ^^ Well, I just got back my HMT paper. Mdm Jiang is really efficient in her marking. Monday just took the paper and she can give it back to us today. It's WOW. =X Anyway, did quite ok for it. I got 51/70. An A2 I think. But I can get an A1 if not for my stupid "NO". I shouldn't have change my answer from "YES" to "NO"!! >.<> Today is my Biology paper...It's SUPER diffcult. I'm sure this time I would fail!!! =X I regreted that I didn't make full use of my time yesterday to study....*SObs* I had given up on Biology. So, I must concentrate on my Chemistry paper! It's a MUST. Laogong's exam is also going to finish! I'm sure he will get good good result. =) Muacks. I love my laogong alot alot. Wahahahas.. |
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