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Chun.YuI felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Woohoo~ Back from camp. It's really tiring! Just wake up from my nap. Hahas. But I think I'm having a headache. =X We used most of the time during camp to practise for our concert. Had quite a few rehearsal with the Band, Choir and dance members. It's practising, practising and more practising. My hand is starting to ache. A few of my juniors even got a big blister on their finger. Actually, I think they had really done their best, maybe not all of them.=X They lent their instruments back without us telling them to do so. They also had the initiative to ask us if they had any doubts. Although maybe they didn't really improve alot, but I can see the hard work they put in. Hope that they would work harder and catch up with us. Jia you!! The weather was super cold... I can only feel it when I wake up from my sleep. Sleeping on the floor make it even worse. =.= I had a phobia for eggs. =X There's eggs for every lunch and dinner. It's really scary~ >.<> Anyway, the most fun part of the camp was during our shower and free time. =p Our juniors were really cute! Lols. And they were very polite too. Hahas. I missed laogong alot during the camp... But I will get to see him later! Wahahahahas... xD Hope the time can pass by quickly. =)) Sunday, November 26, 2006
Tomorrow is my CO camp! It's super sian just to think of it... Not being able to see laogong for 3 days~! Haix... >.< Laogong and I planned to go for a movie yesterday with the free tickets that his sister gave him. But on seeing the huge crowd of people at the cinema, we gave up. LOLs. It spoilt our mood. Guess where we went? Vivocity. It seem like this is the typical singaporean way. We follow where other people go. Hahas. That tickets can only be used until 30th November. So, I don't think we will be able to watch it. =.= I had a busy time packing my bag for the camp today. Lucky for me that laogong is here to help me packed. Thanks alot!! x)) If not, I'm sure I would forget to bring alot of things... Hees. Yeah~! I just ate KFC. All thanks to my brother. He just got his first pay so he's treating us to a meal. So kind of him. =X Anyway, maybe the camp is going to be fun? Hahas. It's because XJ and ling are going too. I'm bringing tibits there. xD Hope the ants can't find them. Laogong! Thanks for giving me ur amulet. I'm really touched~! =)) I will give it back to you when I come back. Muacks. I will miss you alot alot alot... I'm bringing my handphone to the camp. Don't worry! I will take care of myself... You must remember what you told me just now. =] You are the best!!! Thursday, November 23, 2006
Yesterday was laogong's birthday! I'm not able to give him his present yesterday and I feel bad. =X I promised that next year would be better! Really.. =)) Hope laogong really enjoyed yesterday.. Hees. It's laogong prom night today! So, he's not able to come find me. I think if I didn't remind him yesterday, he would have forgotten about it. I do miss laogong alot. Lols. Wish that he enjoyed tonight. I want to see him wearing the shirt!!! *Grins* We will be going out again on Saturday so I hope he can wear it! Hahas. I will definitely enjoyed that day with him because if not, I will only be able to see him again until after my CO camp. Sadded. I really don't wish to go... Three days without seeing him!! I will miss laogong to death... Haix. I think the camp would be even more fun without those combined practices. =X More games!! Less practices!! I know it's going to be our concert but still, I want to slack. =] Well, I still have to go to Victoria Concert Hall for a rehearsal the day after my camp. Stupid. As if I'm so energetic.. =\ Today was the open house for my school. There's really very very few people coming for the open house. Perhaps it's because today was the release of result for the PSLE.. But it's really very pathetic. Anyway, that 's good because we get to slack~! I went to help out with laopo as she was all alone by herself. Lols. So lonely. So I "abandoned" CO for her. Hahas. I miss laogong!!! I wished he can appeared right in front of me at this moment! =X Sunday, November 19, 2006
Wee~! Our 5th anniversary had pass and I had an enjoyable day with laogong. =) Though it's only watching movie and eating dinner together, I still enjoy it alot. It's because laogong is there with me. Lols. We went to Shaw tower to watch our movie and eat nasi lemak. Laogong almost lost his wallet on that day. =X His wallet drop out from his pants while we were watching the movie. Luckily the workers there found it. They were very friendly! Lols. So good. I'm really happy during this 5 months with laogong. All things doesn't matter as long as laogong is here with me. With him around me, I'm brave to face anything. He's my friend,my guardian and of course, my laogong. ^^He's the best guy I ever met. Just like what I had told him, he's the best boyfriend I ever had. Hees. Laogong, what I really want is simple. Like making me laugh when I'm sad instead of keep blaming yourself or asking me what happen, not making the same mistake again instead of keep saying sorry to me. =) Even if you can't give me all this, I still love you. It's because, loving a person is to love both his good and bad points. I'm just telling you all this so that you know what I want. So that you will understand me better. What I want is not your words but your action. And, I'm prepared to spend my whole life with you. =] Really...Muacks. I only love you, my laogong. You'll forever be my boy. ^^ Wednesday, November 15, 2006
My throat!! It hurt so much... =X I even had a bad headache...*soBs* I went home directly after the IT thing so I didn't go to CO. I slept for 4 hours. Never had I had such a nice nap for such a long time. =)) Tomorrow I will be going for inline skating again. Hahas. Mr Kong said that it's ok. =X It's really fun!! Plus, laopo and mei yen mei will also be going. I'm sure we will have lots of fun. But the sad thing is that our class have Amath tomorrow when most of the class didn't even need to go back for lesson. SIAN. I just changed my blogskin again. The background isn't black anymore so you might not be able to see some of my post. It's because some of the colour of the font for my post doesn't suit the background colour. >.<> I miss laogong so much... He looked so tired yesterday that's why I asked him not to come today. Hais. Laogong... Must take care of yourself. Don't tired yourselve out. Muacks. Love you always... Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Ello peeps! It's damn FREAKING during the Bio SPA today~! But lucky that it's Mr Leong who was in charge of the side that I'm sitting at.=X Anyway, I think I made a blunder for the SPA. My table.. My conclusion.. My graph.. *Eek* Dead. Hahas. But laogong brighten my day!! It's because I get to see him today!! He seem tired from his work. >.<>SORRY laogong. Xuehua is back from China! She's just in time for the Bio SPA. =)) Everyone was shocked when they saw her. Especially Farhana and Meiyen. Lols. We all miss her alot! =] We still had to go back to school until Friday. Plus, I got CO tomorrow and Saturday. It's doubled sian. I don't really feel like going back. =X I want to spend my days with laogong! I admit that I would rather go out with laogong than to go back for CO. He's much much more important than other things. He's everything to me. *Muacks* I just love him alot alot alot!! I'm looking forward to our 5th month this Friday. I wondered if laogong would be allowed to released early from his work... I do hope so. I want to spend more time with him! Especially during this special day! *Grins* =)) Sunday, November 12, 2006
Wahs~ So long didn't update. =X Well, that's because I was busy playing maple with laopo. Hahas. I've already didn't play that game for a long time. If not for laopo, I don't think I will go and touch that game anymore. LOls. I went to Vivo city again together with laogong. =)) We discovered alot of whole new places like Old Chang Kee... Food junction. We are like "mountain turtle". =X I had quite enjoyable day with laogong!! It's going to be our 5th month soon! So quick.. Hahas. I'm planning to buy the present for laogong soon. He keep asking me what I want but I said I don't want anything. Know why? It's because I just want laogong to be with me forever. ^^ That's all I ask for. Laogong just now came to my house again. Starting from tomorrow, he had to work from 9am to 5pm during weekday. Sadded. =(( The time we will be spending together will get lesser. But I don't blame him... I know he will try to accompany me. I know.. =] Especially during his birthday and our 5th month anniversary!! Hees. Laogong~! I know you are kinda stress up recently. But must remember that, I will always be there for you whenever you need someone to listen to your problems or just need someone by your side to support you. => Don't keep thinking that you are unlucky. It will be over soon. I LOVE YOU!! Muacks. <3 Sunday, November 05, 2006
I didn't had a chance to use the computer until today. There's alot of thing I wanted to update but, abit lazy. =X Anyway, I went to watch The Grudge 2 with my laogong and laopo yesterday. That movie's storyline was abit confusing. But then, the sound effect are quite good. Laopo and I were almost scared to death. =} We went to Vivo city to watch. Thought it would be fun... But quite disappointing. The place were abit too huge and it's filled with people. I hate crowds. =X We have to search for an hour plus to find a place to eat. We were trying to find the Burger King but then, it was too diffcult. So we gave up and went to Habourfront to eat Macdonald. It's much more easier. Hahas. I saw quite a few chocolate shop! It's very tempting for laopo and me but too bad we don't have enough money to buy. In the end, we decided to save up money to buy them next time!! =p we saw a few person in green dancing on a platform. Look kinda stupid and funny. Alien-kind of looks. =X I miss laogong alot!! Didn't get to see him today. *soBs* |
But baby, where they knock you down and out
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