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Chun.YuI felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Wednesday, January 31, 2007
飞轮海-夏雪 你给的爱带着温度 尤其拥抱时最清楚 心跳传来的起伏 像一颗跳动的暖炉 手放进口袋的温度 融化了走过的路途 冰天雪地的国度 能抱着你就很满足 谁都知道气候会变 更别说诺言 你的冬衣还留在我窗前 你的世界已经准时晴天 远方的我在夏天看雪 我的孤独慢慢冻结 在没有你的夜 给我的爱已经过了期限 而我的心在夏天下雪 明明寒冬已经很远 我还是无法结束这冬眠 我的世界乱了季节 赤道居然会飘着雪 热带雨林的原野 看起来白茫茫一片 回忆在我心中积雪 连日出也无法溶解 应该流汗的夏天 可是却一直流眼泪 没有你的夜 Thursday, January 25, 2007
......I don't know what's gone wrong with me this few days. Haix. Maybe it's because of school work. I really didn't mean to be so unhappy everyday. Really. But somehow, whenever I know that you are with that girl, I just feel weird. Is it the feeling called jealous? I don't know... It's because I never know how it feel like to be jealous of somebody. Not until I have this weird feeling because of you... I know I'm being a bit selfish here but... I really don't like you to be with her. Or even SMS her. I mean, you know I don't like you to SMS her yet, you even went to eat breakfast with her. Alone with her. >.<> Haix. Maybe I really think too much. But if you want me to trust you, then you should not do all those things to make me lose faith in you. I really trust you alot. But that doesn't mean I won't mind that you SMS her or eating breakfast with her. =/ Monday, January 22, 2007
Wee~! Just change my blogskin. =)) I think it's quite nice! Hahas. Today had a very tiring day. Let me ask you, who would not be tired after having 8 Amath cum Emath lesson for one day? o.O Having a great headache... I think my brain is going to burst with all the formula inside my head...=/ Amath test was ok-ok. Though I had a feeling that I think I'm gonna fail. LOls. But NBM! Hahas. >.< Laogong also had a tiring day bahs... =X The song lyrics which I posted early was my favourite song! Really very nice. =D There's one line which suit what I've been thinking about. "越是幸福越害怕怕它会结束" I'm just really worried. =X Hahas. Maybe it's unnecessary, but which girl won't be worried about this kind of things? Girls would always get jealous even over a tiny, wingy thing. And yeaps! I am. LOls. But, I will trust still laogong~! =)) Just that I don't have confidence in myself... Hahas. There's alot of other good girls around laogong... Scared that he will be snatched away by them. =/ Anyway, that show that my laogong got the charm. HAHAs. 幸福背后- Cindy 那温暖你的温度 安静的意味着那 短暂幸福爱就算满足 却是个未知数如果有天长地久 有多遥远让我看见 越是幸福越害怕 怕它会结束 越拥抱却越是孤独 没人了解的寂寞 我自己照顾 不想让你发现我 凌乱的脚步 我努力跟上你的速度 不再独自感受 那幸福背后藏的辛苦 那么快你的甜苦 如何让我的花色 爱让人喜悦 就算会有变数 只要能拥有一秒 有多辛苦我愿付出 越是幸福越害怕 怕它会结束 越拥抱却越是孤独 没人了解的寂寞 我自己照顾 不想让你发现我 凌乱的脚步 我努力跟上你的速度 不再独自感受 那幸福背后藏的辛苦 Friday, January 19, 2007
Cool man! Yesterday went to Ngee Ann Poly! It was great! My trip was not furtile as I got alot of goodies back home... =)) I even saw my long lost god brother. LOLS. I didn't even know he's in that poly... =.= Xue hua, ruiling and me spent most of our time at the LSCT (Life Science and Chemical Technology) block. I called it "Lemon Sugar Coffee Tea". =X They had alot of activities going on there and we sure had our fun. Get to see alot of interesting thing and also, get to eat alot of yummy food too just like candy floss and popcorn. =] Well, I kinda wanna choose the courses over there. Maybe because of the fact that the students who are studying there were all very friendly or because their courses really had alot of interesting thing that attract me. Hahas. Futhermore, Ngee Ann Poly is near my house... =/ Hmm... I think really had to think it over carefully. Anyway, I wanted to take a look at Astronomy and Psychology course... But didn't get to see it so I'm wondering whether to go again tomorrow. Lols. But don't tink so bahs... I'm going to spend my day with laogong. xD Too bad I had to go home early tomorrow because of my uncle. Lols. It's ok! At least I get to see him today... There's really alot of homework to be complete this weekend. Mostly it's Mrs Tan homework, both Emath and Amath. Stress-ed. =.= We even had to see her for 4 periods straight on Monday.... =/ Argh. I don't even want to think about it. Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Woah. Never update my blog for such a long time. =.= Anyway, I was quite busy because of the school. It's the final year of my secondary school life and that's when all the teachers will start to nag at you... "This year, you are taking your 'O' level. So, you must buck up now and don't only start to study when you left only 2 or 1 month till 'O' level..." Blah, blah, blah... All the teachers practically say the same thing over and over again when they step into our class on the first day of lesson. =\ I already heard enough of it. Lols. Well, though I hate to hear all this nagging from teachers, I can't help but agree. I must really buck up!!! Must strive for the best. Although I don't plan to go to JC.... I still think that it's important to have a good result on my 'O' level certfiticate. Hahas. At least it look nicer... =X Hais. Our exam date for 'O' level is much earlier than last time. It's on the 22nd of October. =.= SIAN-ed. I believe other that staying back in school on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday, there's more that's yet to come... Ever since school reopen... I've been seeing laogong lesser. SAD-ed. But anyway, it's ok! I still get to see him on weekend. =)) It's our 7th month tomorrow... So, I wish to wish laogong a happy 7th anniversary!! =] We will go enjoy ourselve on Saturday. Hees. Muack. Saturday, January 06, 2007
I had a major quarrel with laogong yesterday. But luckily, we are fine now. =)) I believe that every couple would quarrel no matter what. But the most important thing is that we must learn more about each other after we quarrel with ech other... Not making the same mistake again... So, I hope that we would really be closer and not quarrel any more. =x Well, I had my Amath homework and it's still not complete. =.= And I need to memorised the script by Monday and have a presentation right before the eyes of Mdm Jiang. =/ Scared-ed. Hahas. So many things to do yet so little time. >.< A very very bad news!! I gained 2kg... SOBS. Must be laogong keep ask me to eat. Lols. =X And, xuehua isn't in my geography class!! But I still got meiyen and weiyang. =] OK! I'm going to stop here. Waiting for laogong to call me... xD Thursday, January 04, 2007
My heart is sour like the kiwi after seeing the message. Especially when I did just finish eating a kiwi. = ( Monday, January 01, 2007
2006 had ended yesterday.. And I spent the last remaining time of 2006 with laogong. =)) So it's especially meaningful. =] We went to countdown at Esplande together with daddy and mummy. Really had a hard time looking for them cos' there's really alot of people there. I had to squeeze through the crowd in order to get to them. Hahas. But luckily we found them cos' if not, we wouldn't be able to get such a clear and nice view of the fireworks. xD The fireworks yesterday was really great! It's nice... Really nice... =] I'm glad that laogong is by my side. We really had trouble finding bus to go home after the countdown. Lols. We were just following the crowd, trying to see if there's any bus stop with the bus we wanted to take. =.= Saw alot of Indian guys walking around, shouting and shaking hands with people. Quite scary... Luckily laogong is with me. =D We saw a cab that's going to back to Bukit Panjang so we gave up searching for a bus stop. It's really expensive to take a cab but...No choice. =\ Managed to reach home at 2am. But for laogong, he reached home only at 5am. >.< Anyway, today is the new day of a year. Really hope that everything would go well... =)) Of course, hope laogong and I would be happy everyday too. Lesser quarrels... More love... Wish everyone a happy new year!! |
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