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Chun.YuI felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Friday, March 23, 2007
Sometimes, we shouldn't hope too much. As the saying goes, "ni qi wang de yue gao, shi wang jiu yue gao". Today was the first time I truly understand the meaning of this phrase. But, I can't blame him too. I know his legs were really pain. Feel so heart pain. T.T Laogong really sha lohs!! Run 12 rounds... SHA XIONG!!!! =X Just now, I was walking alone back home in the cold night air. I was feeling really cold. My back and legs are aching from all the walking. And, my hand are aching from all the practice today. From 2pm to 8pm. My hand are like damn exhuasted! Lols. I wonder if I still have the energy to do my homework tomorrow. Well, hope my hard work pay off by getting either a SILVER or GOLD for our SYF. Less than two weeks to prepare!!! ~.~ Everyone, jiayou!!! I really don't know what to do sometime. I felt so lonely and helpless. Can anyone help me? =/ How I wish I can break free from this world. =)) Monday, March 19, 2007
LAOGONG COOK AN EGG FOR ME!!! Lols. I'm like damn happy although it's only an egg. TO me, it's special! Ehs, anyway, that's two days ago. Hahas. Well, that was his first time cooking for me! And it was on our 9th month anniversary. =D Laogong is the best~! Muacks. I remember what I cook for him for the first time, spaghetti. ^.^V Well, I miss him alot now. I wanted to enjoy my day with him on Saturday. But I have to finish my stupid HMT project. SOBS. By the time I finish, it's already around 7pm. ='( But then, thanks laogong for accompanying me. =] Oh ya, 4/9 BBQ was also last Saturday. but I didn't manage to make it. All because of that project. ROAR~ Today was the first day of school reopen. Had our CO SYF rehearsal today too. So we miss our lessons... I wondered if I should be happy or sad. Lols. Secondary 4 work is very important lehs~! =X Anyway, I'm kinda feeling stress. SOBS. And Mrs Tan said that our English and Emath class will be banded. O.o SCARY~ Loneliness seem to be with me nowadays. ARGH. >.< Can it just go away? I hope I won't feel this way anymore. Also, hope xh will solve her problems soon!!! =) Laogong will pass his exams!!! =] Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Xue te! I was writing my post just now when my computer hang! >.< I'm still feeling itchy. =X Why doesn't it just leave me alone? =.= ARGH!! It's been four days and it just doesn't seem to get better. SOBS. Today kinda stupid. We only had Amath lesson for today. Lols. 1 hour lesson and we are done. Well, heard from them that Mr Leong was sick that's why our Biology lesson is cancelled. Actually, there's CO today but I didn't go... My rashes got worse!! Getting more and more itchy... And I didn't eat my medicine in the morning so, I decided to go home and rest. =X I think it's kinda bad because our SFY is just round the corner~! It's on 4th April. And for the fact that I really hadn't been practising... I hope I can made up for the lost time. SOBs. Hope that we will get GOLD. Which it's kinda impossible. =X At least, we must get at silver so that Mr Lee would not be sack by Miss Sim!! He's really a nice conductor. By the way, we got our class T-shirt today!And the real cool thing is that our T-shirt is pink colour for both girls AND boys. Hahas. Nice man! I love it alot. Especially the little skeleton. So cute!! 4/9 the Homo-sapiens rock!! Here's some of our class T-shirt pictures..  This is the front view and that's the little skeleton I was talking about. Cute right? =X  That's the best thing about our class T-shirt. We got our own name on the T-shirt! =D  This is the back view of our T-shirt. Using periodic table. Aren't we reative? P.S IT'S COPYRIGHT!! I want to go out with laogong!! Miss him so much. My dad let my brother go out! >.< Hopefully, I will be able to go out with laogong on Saturday to celebrate our 9th Anniversary! =] Yeah!! Sunday, March 11, 2007
NO WAY. It's finally holiday! I can't believe it. But there's just one thing. I just don't feel the holiday mood. =/ Nothing for me to cheer for, nothing for me to celebrate. Something just happened. =( I really hope it won't become anything worse. Well, since holiday is here, it's companion will sure be with us too. HOMEWORK. =.= For geography and SS, there's no supplementary for us but there's one condition. We have to finish the homework they gave us. Hmm... I wonder if this is good or BAD. LOls. Anyway, holiday still long and I think I will just relax for a second and enjoy before doing it. YET, my results was super bad. I don't think I will get to enjoy much of my holiday. I swear to myself and promise laogong that I will work extra hard whe the new term start. Though I might go crazy soon too. =X But, I will still try my best. Besides enjoying my holiday, I will also TRY to revise my work whenever I have the time. =) I MUST! I MUST DO IT NO MATTER WHAT!! I'm feeling itchy all over. SOBS. I wonder if it's chicken pox. Though I haven't got it but my mum looked at my rashes and said it doesn't look like it. Laogong say I will have a fever if I got chicken pox which I don't have. Hmm.. Weird disease!! =X But, is it because of Ee Ling? Hahas. Anyway, I don't wanna think so much. The more I think, the more itchy I get. =\ Laogong, it's going to be our 9th month anniversary! I can't imagine we had been together for such a long time. Time really fly by very fast. Being with you makes me feel that everything else in the world doesn't matter. =] I really hope, we would be together no matter what happened. And, whatever you had in your mind, I hope you will tell me. Whether it's your problems, your happiness or what. I just wished to be the first one to know whenever you had something on your mind. Laogong, I can't really get to see you much. Maybe we won't even be able to go out and celebrate our 9th month anniversary. I'm sorry. All my fault. But I will try to work hard for my studies so that my dad would allow me to go out again. =X I PROMISE you!  P.S Laogong habent wake up arhs? Lols. Lazy bear~ =X Wednesday, March 07, 2007
YEAH~! Today was our school Sport's Day. The weather today was SUPER hot. =X Must be the weather that make my head pain. SOBS. Hmm.. Long time didn't update my blog and recently, there seem to be alot of problems. =X But well, I believe it will be solved eventually. Hahas. There's always laogong for me to lean on. =] Next week will be our holidays!! Although I can wait for it to come, there's news spreading around that we will be having holiday lessons from morning till 5. >.< I hope it's not true!! It's like, normal school days.... NOT FAIR!!!! And, I want to go and find laogong... SOBS. P.S I miss YOU!! =)) |
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