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Chun.YuI felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Thursday, August 30, 2007
OH YARX!! I actually pass my HMT prelim. When that paper was like so... Difficult? LOLs. That's the only word that I can use it to describe. Got a B3 for it... Hope I would get the same grade, or even a better one for my O's =] JIAYOU to everyone!!!!!!!! How I wish this good luck will never end... =X OMG!! I was reminded by the Biology lesson I had yesterday. I've learn some new things yesterday. Wahahahahas. Guess what it is... CHIMPANZEE masterbate. WHALES have a penis. I never realise those facts until my Biology teacher told us yesterday. I'm not being pervert ok!! I just find that it's really interesting. =X Yeah... Maybe I'm just too naive? Maybe all of you knew all this? HAHAHAHAHAS. FUNNY. Yesterday was the PTM and I'm soooo FED UP. Hayati was like speaking tales to my mum which are NOT true except for the part whereby she said I was always day dreaming in her class. I didn't improve? Oh well, I'm not going to listen to anything she said cos' I think that I've already done quite well and I've IMPROVED. At least for my L1R4 I got 16, which is enough for me to get into a poly. Wahahahahas. Luckily my mum didn't believe a word that she said as my result slip show it all! So, whatever she said is no use. LOLS. Yeah, kinda pity her that she had wasted her saliva. =/ Now is the final lap and I must really wake up!!! I should start revising NOW and stop slacking. =.= That's precisely why I bought back my Biology texbook. HAHAs. AND AND AND, not forgetting Chemistry. =] I really need to polish up on these two subjects. But with the help of ZHU on Chemistry and my teachers, I think I should be able to do it. =/ Lols. AH~ Tomorrow is the perfomance. I can imagine the audience laughing when they see us dancing. That just prove one thing, we are SO cute! LOLS. Yeah~ Going to have a "reunion lunch"(As what Serwee said) at Pizza Hut! We should really pamper ourselve after our cross country. ^^ Really looking forward to Saturday. =] And oh ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINJIE!!! Hereby wish you pretty forever~ Hahas. Hope you find your prince charming soon. ^^ P.S BPPS students!! BBPS is not open tomorrow~ =X Tuesday, August 28, 2007
My 300th post. LOLs. =] As I looked back at all the previous posts, I realised I've grown up so much! Hahas. Perhaps I'm not as immature as I was in the past. =X Oh well, today was a RAINY day. I was practically drenched. Hahas. I was sharing an umbrella with RL. But it's really make no different whether you have or do not have an umbrella. Lols. Cos' the rain was really BIG. I think I caught a cold. =/ Monday, August 27, 2007
YEAH! I think the audition was a success! Though I don't have any idea if we HAD or HAD NOT get into the audition.. LOLS. But, it was FUN!! =] I guess everybody did tried their very best at the audition today and class spirit of 4/9 can really be seen. A little hipcups and there but overall, it's ok... Everybody was cooperative and we all enjoyed ourselves. We even managed to make the judges LAUGH. I think we must be SOOO cute.. Hahas. The other classes weren't that bad either. Especially 4/7, their performance was really W-O-W. There's only one word to describe HMT prelim today, and that is the word BAD. The passage was like so damn CHIM. CHIM until I don't understand a heck about what it is talking about. LOLS. Oh well... Let's leave this to GOD. Hahas. Mdm Jiang asked us to hand in our composition today and I'm like un-oh... I've no idea that we had to hand it up today. LOLS. Guess I must be sleeping in class. =X WEDNESDAY is coming. Don't know what's Mrs Tan going to say to my mother... Hahas. HEY. I pass both of my math, though it's not a B, what else she expect? To be truthful, I'm really satisfied with my results. =xX FRIDAY!!! COME QUICKLY~ I wanna enjoy myself. =( Sunday, August 26, 2007
HOHOHO... SWING. Been such a long time since I last sat on a swing Until yesterday. LOLS. Felt like I'm a kid again. Remember how much I love to sit on a swing when I was young... I love the swing. Felt like I'm on the top of the world as I look down when I'm swinging. As the wind blow, As you swing, Troubles seem to swing off from your brain too. Won't it be nice if the one you love was with you, As you swing up high in the sky.. And higher... And higher... With nothing to worry about, For you know that he will be there to hold on to you, And won't let you fall out from the swing. HA. So romantic!! AH~ Spent a boring day at home. Slack throughout the day and as a result, I did NONE of the homework. I tried to do Amath but it was just so tough man... The questions were sucha big different from the one we had been doing in the notes. =.= As for Social studies, won't be having lessons tomorrow as I'll be having my HMT prelim. So, decided not to do it YET since I won't be seeng her tomorrow. HAHAS. So, HMT prelim DID do some good to me. Oh well, tomorrow is the audition!! ~.~ Nervous lahs... LOLS. But I'm glad to be at the back. Wahahahahas. Nice arrangement that they had come up with... Pairing up COUPLES together. LOLs. It's really interesting to see them dance with each other at the back. =X And oh ya!! SOUL GARDEN. xD I'm getting excited at the mention of it. HAHAS. Hope to spend a great day out with xj and xh. Hope our another outing during September holidays will be sucessful. And that is, able to shop till I drop. ^^ Typical women huh... =X Currently saving money. Just so that I will be able to enjoy myself during September and of course, this coming Friday. =] Saturday, August 25, 2007
连哭都是我的错-东来东往 分手到底是不是你要的结果 给不了我太多还不准我难过 不知道是为了什么 还要把你无力的爱记得那么多 怎么放手 也许上天安排你我擦身而过 我明白和你的爱不可能会有结果 你留下泛黄的承诺 要我抱着你的双手流着泪不准你走 说我贱也无话可说 连哭都是我的错 在你面前还要我怎么做 要我看见你们拥抱还一笑而过 沉默是我的错 连哭都是我的错 空房间独自等待着日落 爱没有进入身体就已经太执着 爱你是我错连结束也是我的错 WEE~!! Thanks to Jeremy, I've got the Secret's piano scores. WAHAHAHAHAs. It's nice de lohs~!! =] I wanna watch the movie again.... I'll definitely buy the VCD of the movie if it ever comes out. LOL. Just came back from Bugis... LOLS. And of course, I went with ZHU. Been a really fun day although it's only for a few hours. =] Must remember what you said!! Late night movie and sunset after my 'O' level. BLEAH. Apart from going out with ZHU, it's our school's food n fun fair today. I was really glad to see that our "business" at our stall was great! Not only did we attract girls to do the manicure, even guys came too! Hahas. I could even see that the posters that we had paste around the school work so well too! It's because I saw a few people looking at our posters and wondering if they should do it. Lols. Well, Moday is our TEACHERS' DAY audition. 4/9 must get into the audition ok?!?! Lols. WE MUST JIAYOU! Let's show our class spirit on that day. =] Oh yars, not only is it Teachers' Day audition, it's HMT prelim too. It's like so stupid lohs... =.= We are missing lessons just to take the stupid prelim. ARGH. What kind of decision is this? It doesn't mean that those who take HMT is much smarter than the others in ALL subjects,including chinese, and that we can actually miss the other subjects lessons!! They should really change the way they organise the TIMETABLE. Next time go watch movie lahs~ =X AND. I want to buy my bag. YOU must accompany me. Don't ask me why YOU. Cos' I want it to be YOU. Hahas. Thursday, August 23, 2007
For your information, I don't have to tell you who that person is. It's none of your business. AND. I'm just saying out my opinion. I'm not pin-pointing anyone or what. As for the she, it's definitely not YOU. For sure. We just wanted to make the performance to be even better. We want our class to get into the audition too. If not, we won't even bother to tell them about anything that's wrong with the performance, right? If people can write things to vent off their unhappiness in their blog, why can't I? It's so unfair. If people can accuse us, why can't I? BUT. I'm not accusing anyone here. I'm not even scolding anyone here. I'm like, already clarify in my post that I'm sorry if whatever that is written in it makes anyone of you feel uncomfortable or what. I also said that I'm just saying out my opinion. Can't you open your eyes bigger? People still have the right to say what they want right? You are obviously trying to make things diffcult for me and making a big fuss over nothing. But hey, I'm not as free as you are. So can you spare a thought for others? Keep your comments to youself. Well, if you are so unhappy with me, you can just come and find me. You don't have to be anoymous and scold people behind their back. It's so troublesome. Hahas. You know who I am anyway. =] Get this clear, I'm not someone to be trifled with. I'm also a human who will get angry. Please don't over do it. THANKS. I want to get out of this school. F-A-S-T. I just can't wait for the FREEDOM. LOLS. Oh yars.. Before that, I just can't wait for another round of shopping trip. I WANNA GO SHOPPING!! Boo~Hoo~ MONEY MONEY WHERE ARE YOU? MONEY MAKES THE WORLD GOES ROUND. MONEY MAKES ME GO ROUND TOO. HAHAs. Bags.Clothes.Shoes.Earring. My English teacher actually add one more mark for my paper 2. And if XH didn't help me count wrongly, I got a B4 for it!!!! Wahahahahahahas.. I think so.. LOLS. Tuesday, August 21, 2007
I PASS MY ENGLISH PRELIM~! ^^ Ok.. Maybe some of you won't understand what's the big deal of passing English. But if you were to be in my school, in my CLASS, with my kind of teacher, you would know that it is really a RELIEF to us if we manage to pass it. Hahas. I did quite well for the paper 2. And!! I'm actually just a mark away from B4!!! Ok.. Maybe it's really pure luck. Lols. Hope this kind of luck will stay with me till O level ends. =] So, I could say that I've actually got back all my papers and I really don't know if I've improve or what... I failed my 2 Sciences. Yet, my chemistry result was actually better this time round compared to Mid year although I still fail. =X Hahas. What an irony. This is also true for my Biology result. I think if I've work even HARDER, I would have pass those two subjects. As for the remaining subjects, I passed all of them. It was not that well done either. Oh well, who cares? At least I pass them, especially my AMATH and EMATH!! =D Oh ya.. There's still HMT prelim next week. ARGH. The normal chinese prelim was cancelled but not ours. It's so UNFAIR!!!!! I shall grit my teeth and hang on for I will get to enjoy myself next Friday. SOUL GARDEN!! Here I come~~ XD Monday, August 20, 2007
For the teachers' day thingy, I'm like fed up? Told her to make some changes because it's really hard for some of us who are not able to catch up with the pace of the song and yet, she didn't listen. REASON being, it's nicer that way. WTH? Will it be nice if everybody do that action until so MESSY? =.= And, we don't really have to dance the SAME way as the HSM people does. We can modify it and make it more like it's our DANCE. AND AND AND, we did practice for the dance. Be glad that we turn up for the dance unlike those who actually didn't even bother to come. Did you see us when we were actually really practising? If you didn't, please don't accuse us of not being cooperative. Thanks. We were actually there watching how you people dance. With the old steps that she insisted not to change. It just really look messy. I know about all the efforts that Meiyen had put in. And I do understand it. We give the advice to make the dance better. To allow us to stand higher chances of getting into the audition. It's not about us learning the dance steps and then that's it. And, if she still don't want to take our advise, I shall wish us good luck for the audition. In any case, I do really want us to get into the audition. Oh well, I'm not writing this to scold anybody or what. I just want you to get the facts right.. Ok? I really want to take this opportunity to clear any kind of misunderstanding. I'm sorry if this make any of you feel uncomfortable or unhappy. Yeah.. So hope you know what's actually going on back then. WAHAHAHAHAs. Finally I get to touch the computer. Well, kinda know my results. I don't know if I've improve or what. Hahas. But anyway, I'm more than satisfied to be able to pass my math. ^^ Had my English oral today. I'm so damn nervous. ARGH. In the end, I don't even know what I've said. Hahas. I didn't kinda expect to have that topic thus, I didn't really study for it. =.= Oh, let nature takes its course. HAHAs. I just hope to PASS my English. Shouldn't be so difficult bahs? Sunday, August 12, 2007
WAHS! The melody of the piano piece is still going round and round in my head~ I love all the music that is played in the movie, SECRET. I want to learn!!! >.< I went to watch Secret with HM on Friday. It's so damn touching! =X The twist of the story was nice! I think it is a really great movie. Funny yet touching. ^^ I wouldn't mind watching it again for another time. Wahahahas. Who wants to watch!!! O.o Oh well, it's fun to go out with him. Hahas. Had the buffet at Goodwoods park with him. The buffet was nice because there's the chocolate fondue. =P But then, I spent ZERO dollars. All the expenses of the day was ON him. Wee~ Hahas. Must really thanks him for the shirt that he bought for me. I was just joking with him to get my last year birthday present, this year birthday present and this year birthday present. HAHAs. But, I really appreciated it. SHIT. I'm having problem to walk. All because of the blisters on my feet. SOBS. I wan plasters!!! You know, I really can't take the attitude that you gave me sometimes. Though it's not always, it seems that it's getting worse. I just don't feel I'm a friend to you. I really wish to stay on as a friend with you. But do you want to? Thursday, August 09, 2007
SIAN. It's so damn SIAN. Was supposed to go out today. But... =/ Oh well, I just find that we are drifting apart. Further and further apart... HAIX. Maybe we shouldn't have started in the first place. Hahas. But, that's life. How would you know what's going to happen in the future. Tomorrow going out with HM. Hahas. EVERYTHING ON HIM! Wahahahahas. Gonna get my last year, this year and next year birthday present. =D Wednesday, August 08, 2007
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAs. I'm CRAZY today. LOLs. I'm feeling sooooo excited now. Why? Because I just pierced my THIRD EAR HOLE! =] It's been SO long since I last pierced my ear holes. The FIRST time I pierced my ear hole is when I'm three. It's like a donkey year ago? HAHAs. So, I forget about how painful it was to pierce a ear hole. XJ make it sound as if it's so painful and scary. But then, it turn out otherwise. Hahas. Though it is painful and scary when I heard the sound of the 'POP'. =X Oh well, the worst is over. LOLs. I'm planning to pierce some more. WHEN I have the MONEY. ^^ Ok, today is the so-called National Day celebration for my school. Celebration? I don't think so. Hahas. I guess they should really check the sound system. It will be even FUN if I can actually KNOW what the hosts and performer are saying. =X But, I did kinda went crazy for a while. All because of XJ's motivation. HAHAs. Oh ya. Apart from celebrating National Day, we're celebrating early Children's day today. Why? Cos' you can see teachers bringing their own child to school. Hahas. But they ARE adorable. ^^ Especially Mrs Tan's son. So, after the celebrationS, XJ, me, XH and MX went to Bugis. We ate pasta, mango ice and I bought a new shirt! =] I just couldn't resist the temptation to buy clothes. BUT! I burnt a hole in my pocket. Lols. Tuesday, August 07, 2007
YES! I passed my Emath paper 2. That's not all. I even got an A1!! Hahas. =] But then that's only for paper 2. =X Well, better then none. Right? Hahas.. I just wish for a just pass with my paper 1. =] My English O level oral is on the 20th. And it's on a Monday. I'm wondering why isn't it on a Tuesday? Then I won't need to stay back for HMT. =.= That's not the worst thing. I'm the second last person of the group. AHAH~!! I don't know if I should be lucky or what. But to me, being the second last person on the list means I'm DOOMED. =X I'm relieved that for this long weekend, I've only got HMT and Amath homework. Wahahahas. I can get to enjoy myself. ^^ Tomorrow's the celebration for National Day and this means we get to end school early! BLEAH. Going to go out with XJ and XH. =) WEE. Maybe going out with ZHU this Thursday. Hahas. =] Looking forward. Monday, August 06, 2007
I'm so GOD DAMN happy today. Why? I pass my Amath~! Wahahahahas. Didn't expect to pass my Amath paper 2. Though I just need one more mark to get a B but.. I'm already satisfied with it. =] It's like been so long since I last pass my Amath? =X Oh well. Thought we will be getting back our Emath paper today but turns out that the TEACHER who just LOVE to ask me to shut up didn't come. ARGH. 4/9 is going to open a stall for the FOOD n FUN fair! ^^V Initially, Mrs Tan didn't want it but... =X Hahas. Ok. This shall be a very short post for today. All because of the stupid blogger. Or maybe it's my computer's problems? Been trying to sign in for a few times and I finally managed to sign in just before 10 minutes to 10pm. LOLs. Shall update more tomorrow. I've NOT finished my homework so off I go. =D Sunday, August 05, 2007
陌路 - 张栋梁 我们都知道感情是盲目 我们都知道永远是虚无 再一步就看见爱迷路 每一次拥抱就换来糊涂 我们都知道拥抱已麻木 我们都知道相爱不能继续宽恕 再服输就让爱情变成荒芜 才发现我们只缺了个地图 也许爱不该让步 其实应该很清楚 我们的爱 已经走到陌路 就让我们的爱情走到此结束 在一起没有幸福 就很迷糊 来时不由自主 如果相信爱是感动的最远处 那时幸福就会满足 让爱更清楚 我们都知道相爱不能继续算数 再服输就让爱情变成了荒芜 才发现我们只缺了个地图 就让我们的爱情走到了陌路 我知道 你知道 不会再不认输 就让我们完成这完美的演出 WU～Oh～ 那一刻 当你说要离开的时候 其实我想要再给你拥抱 Oh～ 就让我们的过去走到此结束 再一次走到幸福不再迷糊 我会永远在乎 Nothing much to talk about for today. Managed to finish my Amath and HMT homework. Will be revising for the test tomorrow later on. ARGH. I'm really moody. I think I really shouldn't see those kinda touching and yet SAD movie. It just make my mind go CRAZY with those stupid thoughts. But then, it make me learn somethings. If it's not meant to be, it's not meant to be. Kinda like a crap. Hahas. Hope that I'll forget about my past soon. I want to get a new life. I must admit that it's getting better. At least, I'm not like what I am in the past. At least I don't think about the past all the while anymore. At least I managed not to think about him for most of the time. I believe I can do it. Though I've said it for so many times. LOLs. I shall take that as my experience. HAHAs. Happy-go-lucky. Saturday, August 04, 2007
FIFTH post of the DAY. =X Guess something wrong with my eyes. Been rather uncomfortable. My eyes feeling kinda tired everytime. But.. the uncomfortable is more than that. =( It's not my spectacles' problems. It's my eyes this time round. =/ Hope nothing goes wrong. I have not see the beautiful world. Most importantly, I've not see my Prince Charming. I want to go for a movie. (Perhaps the movie"Alone"?) I want to go for neoprints. I want to go shopping. I want to eat that CHOCOLATE. I want to eat Japanese food. I want you to accompany me. =/ |
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