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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
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Chun.YuI felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
I tried all my ways to make you happy. Yet you still chose her. I've learnt something. And it's always better to be loved, than to love someone. (: Do treasure those who love you. 紧管我细心灌溉你说不爱就不爱 YES! I'm going to live my days happily from now on.:D And weird, I feel like studying. HAHA. I'm going to work hard to go UNIVERSITY!!! Another off day. Slacking at home~ I haven't got my pay!! And the worst thing is that I've not bought my CNY clothes too. Hahas. Ok, I plan to buy dress~ But I think I look shorter wearing dress. -.- Thursday would be my last day doing full timer. I'll have to wait till next Monday to resume working, as a part timer. March would be even better cos' I don't have to work at all. Lols. Well, I'm going to appeal till I get into SP if I'm really so "lucky" to get into my first choice. Asked XH to help me ask if it's going to be difficult for me to appeal into it and that person said that should be can... Does that means I stand a chance? LOLS. And I've asked some of the people studying in SP and my kor, they said should be ok. I hope so. -.- It's damn troublesome. None of this would have happen if I've not go and change my application form at the last minute. I should have state my stand clearer to my parents!!!! I don't want to have any more regrets. It's a BAD feeling and I hate it. YEAH! I've finally found the song that I've been wanting to find. It's the song playing on my blog and I really love the melody of it. I even find that the lyrics is damn meangingful.(: And I've changed something on my blog. If not for some un-creative people who actually used what I've written on my blog, I also won't bother to write something new. Oh well, I guess that person is just so plain lazy. The worst thing is that, that person denies it. HAHA. Pathetic lahs~ Parents never bother to find out what their child really want. They will just impose their thinking on to them. They will always say, "This is all for your own good" and expect us to thank them for it. Please lahs, don't act as if you know everything. Times are different now. This is the way you left me, I'm not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory, no happy ending. Monday, January 28, 2008
Damn it. I hate my parents. They basically FORCE me to amend my application form. I don't want to go JJC. I DON'T WANT. I HATE THEM!! If I ended up in any of the stupid courses just because I wasted my 1st choice on JJC instead of the business course, I'm gonna blame them for it. I'm gonna do many stupid things that they will never think of. Stupid, what the heck of what letting me choose what I like. GO TO HELL. I've never had any regrets. Till today. -.- I should also blame myself for being so itchy hand. I hope I can get into Business Adminstration. AH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ CAN CAN CAN?? I want to go to SP. PLEEAAAASSSEEE~~ A bulletin board in my friendster which I came across. Every girl dreams that one day she WILL find a guy that does these things for her. Even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someone's life. • leave her cute text notes. • kiss her in front of your friends. • tell her she looks beautiful • look into her eyes when you talk to her. • let her mess with your hair. • touch her hair. • just walk around with her. • FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES. • look at her like she's the only girl you see. • tickle her even when she says stop. • hold her hand when you're aroundyour friends. • when she starts swearing at you,tell her you love her. • let her fall asleep in your arms. • get her mad, then kiss her. • tease her and let her tease you back. • stay up all night with her when she's sick. • watch her favorite movie with her. • kiss her forehead. • let her wear your clothes. • when she's sad, hang out with her. • let her know she's important. • let her take all the photos she wants of you. • kiss her in the pouring rain. • when you fall in love with her, tell her. • and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before. That's what I want. :D I guess this is something which many people would say, but never really able to do it. A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now, he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go..... 人生最傷心的事， 是你和他/ 她愛情長跑了多年，最後的結局卻不如所望。 如果他 /她現在讓你覺得不值得付出， 那麼一年，甚至十年後，都不會值得付出的。 讓他/她走吧... I've finally decided(: After days of pondering & sleepless nights, I've submitted my application form. Wahahahahas. Yeah, I've made up my mind to choose poly instead of JC. Cos' to me & maybe to my friends too, I'm really not suitable for JC. So well, this is how I choose. 1 - S71 BUSINESS ADMINISTRATION (SINGAPORE Four years of secondary school life is finally over. =X Though I used to complain that I hate my school, I will still remininsced the past that I had in the school in future. Hahas. Cos' this is the place where I got to know all my bestie. =] Of course, I will hold all the precious memories that I had with my friends dearly. Now that all of us had to part ways to continue with the journey of our life, I wish all of my friends all the best. :D Wee, I'm going to rebond my hair. I guess? LOL. I hope you will still confide in me like how you do so in the past. Will you? Friday, January 25, 2008
I still remember the atmosphere in the hall yesterday before taking our results. I still remember I almost cried when I saw my results. I still remember how happy I was when I saw that I pass both of my math. I still remember I almost couldn't take my results cos' I've not paid my school fees. HAHA. And, I still do not know if I should go Jurong JC or take the business adminstration course in SP. -.- My parents keep psycho me go JC. My friends think that I'm not suitable for JC. I'M GONNA HACK THE PERSON WHO THOUGHT OF THIS STUPID THING. WHY MUST WE CHOOSE WHETHER TO GO POLY OR JC. -.- But I still remember that all I could think of yesterday was him. I don't know why... It's like duh, my mind keeps wonder offffff~ HAIX. I guess, he's still on my mind & heart. Thursday, January 24, 2008
WAHAHAHAHAHAs. I guess my result isn't really what I've expected. =] As in, I didn't realise I could get below 15 for my L1R4. I think I should be satisfied with my results. Right? Hmm, it's like really lucky that I didn't fail my A.math and E.math!! Not forgetting chemistry. I even got an A for A.math. Phew, I didn't let my teacher down!! Hahas. And the weird thing is that I actually score better for my A.math than E.math. How cool is that. -.- But that's within my expectation cos' I just felt that E.math is harder than A.math. Whee, I'm a weird person. :D So, overall: English : B3 Combined humanities : B3 Math : B3 A.math : A2 Chemistry : C6 Biology : C6 Higher Chinese : A2 L1R4 : 12 L1R5 : 18 P.S This is before deduction of CCA point and Higher Chinese. So any suggestions? Poly or JC? This is making me go MAD. AH! Just a few hours left before the release of O's level result. =(( I'm feeling damn nervous about it. I kept thinking that I wouldn't really do that well~ Luckily Jeremy showed me a video which helps to ease my anxiety a bit. They are so charming~ How I wished that a guy would also sing it for me. Hahas. Of course, provided that his singing is not those kind that will break the glasses. =] Video is at the bottom. Do take a look. I'm sure you will be charmed by them too, if you are a girl. ^^ And by the way, they are Korean singers, a band called Paran. They are singing the song 月亮代表我的心. :D |
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