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Chun.YuI felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Monday, June 30, 2008
SPAIN WON! Yeaps, Spain is the champion for the Euro'08! (: THE STUPID ITAB PROJECT IS REALLY DAMN STUPID. -.- Well, I finally manage to endure till the end of our last lecture, which was PACC. I tried to count the number of times she said "Quiet please" and "those who are talking can you please get out of the lecture hall now" to keep myself entertain. But somehow, I lose count of it. You can imagine how many times did she repeat those 2 sentences for the 1hour lecture. Honestly speaking, I really think that she spent most of the time trying to keep us quiet rather than teaching us. Like WTH, right? Comparing her lecture to the other lectures we had, I don't think we were that noisy during PACC. I really don't understand why she find us to be noisy. Perhaps her definition of noisy is that you can't even SNEEZE in the lecture hall. Funny, isn't it? I realised that I always post 2 entries at a time everyday. HAHA. Good mahs, at least all of you will click my blog more often to see if there's any new updates. :D Well, I shall get on with my ITAB project now and try to find out how to "validate" the data which was given to me. Seriously, I've got no idea what the hell is that. I'm currently blogging in school. Wahahahahas... Since I've got nothing better to do, I shall post up the photos that were taken on Saturday. :D Perhaps I will be able to go home early today! Cos' my group members said that we might just stayed back in school till 5.15pm. Wee~ But look at what's the time now, 12.30pm. -.- I still got 5 more hours to endure. SOB. Okies, I almost doze off while having Economics lecture just now. YAWNS. Might be going over to xuehua's house. Not sure cos' I'm feeling really well today. -.-  Lalas, a photo of us. (:  Cluster C.    Wilma~!  The most budget group!  And it's still stucked in my lappy. AH~ Sunday, June 29, 2008
3rd post. LOL Sometimes, things could become worse if you keep on avoiding it. You could in turn hurt the person even more if you keep on delaying. Whatever reason you give for not clarifying things only give other people the impression that you are trying to run away from reality. Thus, the previous post was my first step in clarifying the matters. Hope I didn't make things worse. -.- 谈恋爱应该是很快乐的，对吧？ 会在一起的原因不就是因为彼此喜欢着对方， 想要让他/她快乐， 像无时无刻的守护着他/她, 不让他/她受到伤害。 但是往往，却总是是自己让他/她伤心， 伤害她/他的人，也往往是自己。 爱情，就是这样。 -.- Well, currently rotting at home and I have a sudden urge of having a cup of iced chocolate from Starbucks with lots and lots of whiiiippppeeeddd creammmm! It's a super hot day today. LOL. Should be going over to xuehua's house later on when she's back from her driving lesson. But I shall see how's my dad mood. -.- Tomorrow's going to be a super long long day. With lesson starting at 8am and ending at 4pm, plus I've to stay back in school to finish up the stupid ITAB project, I can imagine how tired I will be tomorrow. Wonder if I will be able to wake up on time. =/ Hoho, exams over doesn't mean it's time to relax. Maybe it's our fault for not completing the project during the holidays. But well, who cares? :X And all because of this stupid project, I dont even know if I'll be able to go over to xuehua's house tomorrow. NVM, even if I didn't go I'm sure they still can enjoy themselves. LOL. Read through an email sent by my friend. I find it rather meaningful. 很有意義的十句話: Opps, I think I've got some homework that's left undone. But what homework is that? Someone tell me please? (: Saturday, June 28, 2008
Food Junction I find it hard to face you anymore. WE GOT THE BEST BUDGET GROUP AWARD! :D So yups, that's what we got for the event, Food Junction. We only spent $14.80 in total for eating 14-15 dishes. Incredible, isn't it? We even managed to come up some weird name of food like, Egg Prata Bomb and Green Curry Pork Ribs. HAHA. You can see how desperate we are in wanting to complete and win the race. In the end, we didn't came in top 3. It's all because we spent pretty much time on finding the place to find the last clue. I'm pretty exhuasted from all the running. Perhaps it's because I didn't eat anything at all since morning cos' I thought we'll be eating alot for this event. Yet it turned out otherwise. Adding to it was the super hot sun. Almost FAINTED lahs... Hoho, so all I ate was just a few mouthful of some of the dishes. I guess this is the reason why I'm having gastric pain now. -.- Nevertheless, I enjoyed the whole race. It was really fun exploring Geylang. Hahas! Too bad we didn't get to see any chickens around. If not it'll be even more exciting. Wahahahahas... I SHALL ASK GUAN YIN MA TO 保佑 YOU TO TIO 4D/TOTO AGAIN! Better treat me to a meal if you really tio. :D Food that is nice doesn't means that the service is nice. I almost wanted to box another person again today. As if we own them something. -.- What kind of service is this!!!!!!! Friday, June 27, 2008
Cont'd This time round, I'm really being scared out of my wits. Cos' meimei actually fell down right in front of me & immediately, there's blood. I'm not kidding, just a fall and she bleed. I was in a serious state of shock even till now. -.- The scene whereby she fell down and the blood just drip from her mouth just kept on repeating in my mind. Her cries make me and xinjie super guilty. :X I swear this was more scary then the other one. REAL SCARY. Another shock that I got when I left xuehua's house. She reminded me of the TIKOPEK uncles. Oh my god, I was really frightened that I almost ran home instead of walk home. The 小强 that suddenly appeared almost makes me scream too. There are just sooooo many unfortunate incidents that had happened to me. It's time to go to a temple to pray. I seriously don't have the mood to go for the event tomorrow. Cos' going for the event means I've to face another problem which has been troubling me. What ahPING told me today made me felt really uncomfortable. I don't want to lose a FRIEND. =/ Great, another problem for me. STUPID COMPUTER!!!!!!!! Thanks. The only problem is, I don't know how to use it. I'm such an IT idiot. -.- Last Day of MST Since you've eaten the ice-cream, CHEER UP!! & don't think so much. :D I think that I bring bad luck to people. I've been through a super bad patch recently and now it's my friend's turn. -.- Could it be because of me and my BIG mouth? Cos' I remembered that I said some inauspicious things yesterday before I went to sleep and it did happened today. Oh god, I should really slap myself. HARD. I'm more worried about that thing rather than my Statistic result. Hope we all tio first prize in 4D, TOTO and win in betting on soccer matches. Or perhaps, let's pray hard that money will drop down from the sky. GUAN YIN MA, 保佑我们吧！ I almost wanted to go up & box the person and his wife just now. Thursday, June 26, 2008
Lyrics of a song which I just came across. (: 你在哪里? 这些年来如意不如意? 还快乐? 还单纯? 还美丽? 时光如何对你? 我在这里人海中的一座岛屿 很平静风平浪静 只除了深夜里回忆会疯狂来袭 我很想你. 你知道吗? 如果可以就让我再见你 美好微笑清澈眼睛 好确定那持离只毁了我一个而已 我很想. 你听见了吗? woo~ 这是唯一我无解的困境 那些过去不肯过去 不管我后来遇见多少人 只能叹息都不是你 我只想爱你 我在哪里? 你会不会偶尔好奇? 有没有曾经怀疑? 我说我会忘记只是种好意 15% only lahs, don't need scare that I would forward my module even if I fail this coming exam. No worries, I should be able to pass. I am able to pass. I will be able to pass. I think I can pass. I surely can pass. Statistic is my best friend. Statistic is my boyfriend. Statistic is my father. Statistic is my mother. Statistic is my brother. Statistic is my sister. That's why I love Statistic alot alot alot. I adore Statistic alot alot alot. Statistic is the best. But this isn't what Statistic is thinking. :(( YYYYIIIIIPPPPPEEEE, someone has the "Sky of Love" movie~!! But I hadn't got it from him. -.- Oh well, anyway I don't think I'll be able to watch it today too cos' I've to study for my Stats. This stupid module is killing me. I HATE MATH. Headed to Vivocity after my MOB exam with xuehua. We went to Gloria Jeans Coffee to study and I recommended her to buy the CHEAP ice blended chocolate. This time round, I remembered to ask the person for whipped cream. Yes, I'm easily contented. :D Wahahahahahas... I think we were there crapping instead of studying. -.- Went off with the guys after they came. Oh my god, I'm feeling super bloated now. Well, thanks anyway. LOL. I think I have to go on diet soon. I SAW ALOT OF SUPER CHIO DIGI CAM AT IMM. I'm going to get it no matter what. HAHA. Of course, I don't mean by stealing it. :X OH YA, my handphone is with xuehua cos' she forgot to return it to me! Well, will be getting it back from her tomorrow so no worries! (: The girls are planning to go Kbox after exam tomorrow. The main problem is that, I've got NO money. =/ Thus, I might not be joining them. Seems that I've not been with them for this past few days. SOB. I swear I'll hang out with you girls till you get tired of me next week!! HAHA. JOB, I need a job!!! By the way, I'm sorry if I had neglected any one of you recently. Cos' I'm really busy with my exams and other stuffs. :X I just hope none of you would think that I'm ignoring you... Nothing else matters as long as you are happy. Wednesday, June 25, 2008
FINALLY, I HAVE THE "SKY OF LOVE" VCD. Yes, after waiting for donkey years, my brother managed to ask his friend to burn it for me. The sad thing is, that VCD just won't work. PEK CHEK. What if the world is coming to an end soon? What would you want to do most? Who would you want to be with before dying? What would you say to the person you love or to the person whom you hate? Have you ever wonder about it? There have been sayings that the world is coming to an end in the year of 2012. Which is like 4 years from now! Whether it's true or false, do start to treasure the time you spent with your loved ones. 幸福是给会珍惜的人。 Sometimes, people just take things for granted. =/ I'm FINALLY done with ITAB. It was pretty ok, just that I didn't really finished the paper. Some blanks here and there. LOL. But I think I should be able to pass. :X Anyway, next up is MOB. The module which can seriously kill millions and millions of your brain cells cos' there are just too many things to memorise. -.- I'm hoping it won't ask me for any definitions cos' I only memorise the main points. Hahas. That's how it is when you're doing last minute revision. :D 朋友是不会计较的。 Though we did get angry, it's for awhile only. Friends will not bear grudges with one another. & that's what friends are for. (: Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Boyfriend VS Boy-FRIEND Xuehua showed me this in MSN and I think it's super meaningful. :D Just to share with all of you. 普通朋友：半夜會找妳打msn聊天到很晚。 男朋友：半夜看妳還在msn上會趕你下線(當然妳可以柪個幾分鐘)。 --------------------------------------------- 普通朋友：他會找你出去玩,叫妳放棄報告或翹課。 男朋友：他會催妳快寫作業,或者想要跟你討論功課。 --------------------------------------------- 普通朋友：在你生病時，會講好話關心妳。 男朋友：在你生病時，他會關心到你很煩，而且逼你去看醫生。 ------------------------------------------ 普通朋友：他會盡量說好話來討好妳，妳會覺得他很棒。 男朋友：他所說的話，都是關心妳的！但通常像是在命令妳，妳會覺得他幹麻這麼做。 -------------------------------------------- 普通朋友：他什麼事情都會配合著你，只要你高興。 男朋友：他會幫你辨別是非，但你會覺得他管太多。 ----------------------------------- 普通朋友：他會說他要給你最大的幸福。 男朋友：他只能給你保證，妳跟他在一起，他是最快樂的。 ----------------------------------------- 普通朋友：他會幫你買消夜，送宵夜，載你上下課。 男朋友：他會幫你買宵夜，不過他會提醒你，吃什麼比較健康。他會載你上下課，不過要他有順路，因為他不能為你而翹課。因為他翹課，他成績便會不好，成績不好不會有好工作。那你們將來日子怎麼會好過，他會想的很遠。 ----------------------------------------- 普通朋友：他只有想到現在。 男朋友：他已經預見將來，該怎麼自我努力，好給你幸福 愛上一个人..........如此的甜蜜卻又讓人受傷害 放棄一个人..........如此的難過卻又讓人心碎 珍惜身旁的每一个人,不要等到失去了才瞭解到遺憾.和後悔是如此的痛苦.... ~※→因為愛你.所以放手還你自由←※~ ~※→因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾←※~ ~※→因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過←※~ ~※→因為愛你.所以我逼自己離開←※~ 如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊? 如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼? 是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開? 是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好? Kind of true in some ways. (: But it's always easier and better to be friends than lovers. I should be able to pass my Economics paper. LOL. At least I've got more confidence to pass this module rather than PACC. -.- Like so weird, cos' I thought I would do well for PACC and flunk my Economics. Turns out to be otherwise. Hoho, never mind. At least I've got 1 module less to worry about. :D Had lunch at a super vintage restaurant with Xuehua and Wong Har after helping him for his delivery. I felt as if I'm in the 80s/90s when we step into it. Hahas. By the way, thanks him for the ice-cream and the meal. Revised ITAB with xuehua at Jurong Library after our lunch. Realised that we don't really have alot to memorise except for the PMT, IPMT, PPMT, FV and PV functions. I had no idea when and how to use all this functions. -.- Oh well, shall see how it is tomorrow. I'm prepared to do badly for this stupid module. HAHA. :X Who was the one who invented Excel? Monday, June 23, 2008
Spoilt. Something random. Is putting yourself in other people shoes that difficult? I mean, being considerate to others is the least you could do, moreover if that person is your friend. Seems to me that you've become someone whom I don't know at all. It's like, you've changed. I seriously have no idea how could you do this. Maybe you think it's a small problem which can be solved easily. But that's actually not the case at all. Sparing a thought for others ain't that hard! You shouldn't only think of youself. What if something bad really happened just because you wanted to satisfy yourself? Would you be able to atone for it? No, you won't be able to. Just wanted to rant everything out. Phew, relieved. Don't guess who's that person is cos' I wont tell. :D & please don't think that the person I'm talking about is you. BAD LUCK I'm super traumatised today. -.- Apparently, things ain't going smoothly for me even though it's the start of the school. In fact, it got WORSE. Ok. So even after having spent much of my time studying for PACC, I've got no confident in scoring for it. I practically messed up the whole of Question 1 despite having spent 40 minutes on it. And it's all because of the stupid word, "billed". AH, I really feel like killing myself after the paper. Met up with xuehua after the paper and I almost cried while telling her about it. =/ Secondly, just as we were walking towards our car at Plaza Singapura, an uncle came and knocked into me. I don't know whether did he do it on purpose cos' he bumped into xuehua once before that too. Later part of the day, while xuehua and I were walking towards Causeway point from the MRT to buy newspaper, another uncle actually used his hand to touch my shoulder. Yes, though it's only my shoulder but the way he touched it just makes me feel super uncomfortable. -.- I guess he did it on purpose cos' xuehua turned back and actually saw the uncle smiling. If his hand was abit more lower, he would have touched another part of my body!!! Xuehua was also being scared when she saw my reaction. Hahas. Walao, why do I always attract UNCLES? And the worst thing is, I'm being taken advantage twice in just 1 day. Does being small sized makes it seems that I'm easy to be bullied? ARGH, thinking about the incident just sent shivers down my spine. Hope my luck would become better after today. Can I score well for the rest of my papers? How good would it be if there's a prince who's there to stand up for me. It can be broken. Easily. We ain't that important afterall. Sunday, June 22, 2008
Last day of holiday = Start of MST OOOHHHHHH MMMMYYYY GGGGOOOODDDD. In less than 24 hours, I'll be sitting for my PACC paper. & I can't believe that today's the last day of my holiday. -.- Hope I won't make any careless mistake like what I had done when I was doing the past year exam papers. =/ Seems easy? Actually it's NOT. I was woken up by xuehua's call again. Hahas. Anyway, she asked me if I would want to have breakfast with them. Told her I was simply too tired to get out of my bed cos' I slept at 5.30am yesterday. Hahas. Chatted awhile with her before going back to sleep. When I finally woke up, it's already 2.30pm and I realised nobody is at home! -.- I should have agree to have breakfast with them just now cos' there's no fooood at home. SOB. Anyway, pia-ing my PACC again. I know I've finished revising for it but still, better be safe than sorry. It doesn't hurt to go through everything again. Hoho, though there are still modules that I have not touched on yet. For example, ITAB. Stupid module. I really feel like hacking the person who came up with it. :X JIAYOU!!!! We shall mug hard and play hard later on. Lols. Another Primers' event, food junction (食字路口) , coming up on Saturday. Wee, we shall eat to our hearts content on Saturday. :D 我好想你。。。 They make me miss you once again. =/ Saturday, June 21, 2008
I'm currently at xuehua's house. We wanted to study for MST but it doesn't seems like we are doing what we had planned initially. -.- I'm feeling way too sleepy and reluctant to study for my Economics. After being woken up by xuehua's phone call, I practically drag myself out of the bed to prepare to meet them up for breakfast. Yet, we ended up having lunch at Centrepoint. I shall not blog any further and continue watching my movie. Wahahahas... I know, that's not what I'm supposed to do now. :X AND, I didn't get the job at Vivocity. Which means, I've to start hunting for jobs again. Ah~ Friday, June 20, 2008
What happen? Recently, there have been weird people tagging in my blog about weird stuff. It's like out of a sudden. Perhaps someone is playing a prank on me huh? -.- Home is not the best place for me to study. That's for sure. With my laptop and bed around, I just don't have the motivation to take out my lecture notes and study. Plus the construction work which is going on nearby, it makes it even harder for me to concentrate. Kill me please. I hope some miracle will happen and I will be able to do well in my MST without having to study. Ok, I know that's super impossible. :X I can't believe that this week is my last week of holidays. And I've done nothing meaningful. =/ Instead, bad things just keep happening to me during this holiday. Hope my luck will change for the better once school starts. LOL. Perhaps going over to xuehua's house later this evening. Let's see how it goes. Someone helps me with my Stats~! EDITED: I really wonder what's on her mind. I tried to speak nicely to her and yet she gave me attitude. WTH. & when I raised my voice, she said that I wasn't respecting her. Hey, who's the one who started this in the first place? Ok, I've given up in arguing with her. I doubt I'll be able to stay in this house any longer. I just cant stand it. I'm simply looking forward to school reopen cos' it means that I'll be spending more time in school instead of staying at home. I need to get a breather. P.S Sorry if I sounded vulgar. :X Thanks, friends! I'm feeling better. (: Reply to tags: Thursday, June 19, 2008
Parents. I'm feeling low, low, low, low, low, low, low. The situation I'm in now is something that most of you had experienced it before too. Like, when you told your parents the truth, they just wouldn't believe you. They insists that you are up to something no good. But when you told them a lie, they believe in it totally. Isn't it irony? And my father still believe that I didn't put JC down as my 1st choice cos' I had always wanted to get into a polytechnic. Wth, I changed my choice at the last minute all because of him & this is what I get? My dad is complaining to me that I'm going to waste his money if I continue to hang out till late at night since I've been spending my time to have fun with friends rather than studying. Firstly, I know the fees for studying in polytechnic is extremly high. That's why I wanted to work part time to pay off the fees myself yet they insist that I shouldn't. FINE. Secondly, I didn't hang out till very late at night everyday. I do know that it's not good for a girl to stay out late at night. I didn't go around fooling with guys like what my dad thought I did. So apparently, this is how he thinks of me, his daughter. Thirdly, I didn't lie to him when I told him I'm going to Macdonald to study with xuehua till tomorrow morning. I'm not going out to have fun like what he thinks it is. It just shows that he doesn't trust me. Hais, now I finally realise that telling him the truth is akin to courting death. I just simply don't know if I should tell them the truth or a lie from now on. The urge to leave this home is overwhelming me. I wanted to get away from all the stupid restrictions that they had given me. What more do they want from me? For goodness sake, I'm already 17! They even wanted to control me when I'm using my own laptop. I did pay for it too ok? I've the rights to use it as and when I like too ok? Moreover it's holidays now! I seriously have no idea what they want from me. If they don't want us to lie to them, they should believe us right from the beginning. Is it so difficult? If only there's someone who's willing to take me away. Pre-exam stress I'm feeling super damn pissed off now. All because of my irritating brother. Can't he just stop bothering me for a minute? I seriously almost wanted to smash my bag on to his face just now. Grrr. Today is almost over & I've finally finished revising my PACC. Yes, one module down and 4 more to go. Honestly speaking, I really felt that I've done all that I could for Economics yet I still don't have any confidence that I would be able to pass this stupid module. -.- I had no idea what more I can do for it. Pathetic right? 3 more days. I shall pray hard to Guan Yin Ma that I would at least pass all my modules. I dare not hope fr a good grade. Just a pass is enough to satisfy me. P.S Though I'm using another number now, I'll still be using my current number. Do ask me for the new one. :D Actually, it's a prepaid card number which I only use it for one occasion. Those who knows me well should understand what I mean. PHOTOS~! Overdue photos! Lols. Not in order, I'm simply too lazy to arrange them. -.- Enjoy~ Vivocity      DBA/09 chalet at Sentosa.            FORFEITS done by us.  Our "spacious" room    See, I'm so tired. LOL      Wednesday, June 18, 2008
=/ A meal a day keeps the fats away. (: Meal of the day: Fish & Co. Thanks :D Ok, I'm seriously lagging behind in terms of my revision for MST. Panic? Anxious? I felt nothing. I just felt that I'm tooooooo moody to be in the mood to do anything. Parent is always my main source of problem. They always have plenty of things to say, be it going home late or just simply staying at home to use my laptop till late at night. Adults are just too complicated to be understood. Adding to it was that I just can't stop thinking about it. Oh my god, someone tells me what to do can? =/ It's really hard to forget about something that had been engraved deeply in your heart. His shadow is everywhere. It totally affects my appetite. I just don't seem to be hungry even though it had been hours since I last had my meal. Hoho, what a good way to slim down. Yet the gastric pain which is killing me seems to be warning to me that my stomach is grumbling. -.- How contradicting is that? Where's my guardian angel? Tuesday, June 17, 2008
大家好！有没有发现什么不一样的地方？ 那就是我今天竟然用华文来写博客！ 这也都是欣洁的主意。 也难怪，她总是有这么多奇怪的想法。:X 其实我今天本来应该是乖乖的待在家里的。但是雪华突然来电问我要不要和他们一起去吃午餐，加上我在家里简直快要闷到发慌，所以就乘妈妈不注意时偷偷的跑了出来。到雪华家后，Alfred便载我们去乌节路的NYDC吃。和以往一样，今天又让Alfred破费了。也就因为这样，我们三位小孩子便决定买东西来送给他，来表达我们的对他的谢意。“赶走”那两位男人之后，我们便开始了我们的计划。 走着走着，我们从找Alfred的礼物到变成是我们在逛我们自己的东西。所以说，女人天生就是爱购物。哈哈！在Wisma那里看到了我那一群同班的好姐妹，让我即惊讶又内疚。原因是我今天本来是和她们约好一起去学校读书的，却因为妈妈不让我出门而失约。但她们却在乌节路看到我在逛街，真是让我不好意思。对不起！:X 当那两位男生弄好他们的东西时，我们便过去FarEast Plaza 和他们会合。为了节省时间及精力 （应该说是我们懒惰），我们三位女生既然不顾交通规则而乱过马路。虽然非常危险，但对我们而言却是即好玩又刺激。哈哈。 正因为我们一直都在逛自己的东西而忘了买Alfred的礼物，我和欣洁便先留下雪华和那两位男生，自己跑去找礼物。买了之后，我们便去Bugis吃甜品。后来又在那里逛了一下才载欣洁回家。 而我便到雪华的家坐了一下才舍得回家。 至于那两位男人，一个去送货，另一位则回家。 明天将会和雪华小姐去读书！ 我已经浪费一天了，在这样下去，到时候考试恐怕得拿零蛋！ 各位，加油吧！ 我终于完成了！ 哇哈哈哈哈。。。 我的华语程度还是一样吧！ 欣洁！满意吗？(: Studied with my friends today. Though I didn't finish studying all of the things, at least I did finish part of it. Hoho, it's enough for me to feel satisfied. :X Headed to Vivocity with ahYUN, ahXIANG and ahPING. ahYUN and I went for the job interview at the Shin Kushiya restaurant and I guess it was fine? Well, we still have to wait for their call. -.- Drank ice blended chocolate at Gloria's Jeans Coffee today! By the way, it's only 3bucks, what a deal isn't it? LOL. The only sad thing was that I forgot to ask for whipped cream to put on top of my iced chocolate! Oh my god, how can an ice blended chocolate do without whipped cream right?! It just taste sooooo wrong. And I even mistaken cinnamon powder for chocolate powder and I just put a whole chump of it on to my iced chocolate. -.- It's like making it even worse. I was grumbling and grumbling about it to them all the while when we were in the shop. But a great chit chat session with them and Weiling cheered me up. :D Window shopping at Forever21 and tried on some of the clothes. We had so much fun that we were practically occupying 2 changing rooms, causing a long queue of people waiting to try on clothes outside. :X Met up with Xinjie and Xuehua at Giant to shop for our fondue ingredients! Strawberries were too expensive so we didn't buy it. It's just like iced chocolate without whipped cream, how can a fondue do without strawberries!! -.- Never mind, we are tight of cash too. Hahas. Since Alfred is not here yet, 3 of us went up to the top of Vivocity and we started to cam-whore. It's as though we were one of the kids playing with water too. =/ Alfred came and I accompanied them to have their dinner at MOS at BPP. After that, headed to Xuehua's house while he went off to pick up Wong Har. 3 of us just kept laughing till we almost fainted while we were preparing for the fondue. It's definitely been a long time since we laughed like this. Because of me hors! LOL. Ate and Alfred sent me back home. Like what they said, I'm the modern age Cinderella. Always have to be home early~ How disappointing is that. P.S Alot of photos that were taken today were unable to be uploaded. Damn the stupid blogger. :X So yups, I shall upload them up tomorrow! :D I broke my finger nail. SOB. Sunday, June 15, 2008
Full, full, full. Tired, tired, tired. Sick, sick, sick. Studying tomorrow at SP with my lovely classmates. After that, going for a job interview at VivoCity together with ahYUN. Lastly, having self-make fondue with xinjie & xuehua. I want to have a haircut! My fringe is like damn irritating. -.- I swear I know how to cut hair using a bowl. LOL. & definitely not with an ice cream cup. :X I'm like stucked in the middle of nowhere. I just want all of my friends to be happy. Tell me, how hard is it going to be? Hoho, hope you feel happier. I can see that you are super emo. Don't dwell over those matters. Everything will be fine soon. HAPPY FATHERS' DAY! Too bad my family ain't celebrating. Sunday makes me feel lazy to study. LOL. So yups, I guess I'll leave it to tomorrow. :X Xuehua coming back later! Misssss her so much. Wee, perhaps going to fetch her from the airport that is if her flight is not delayed. Another time coming home late and I think my parents will hack me to death. Hoho, I wouldn't want that to happen. :D I love my dad. (: Saturday, June 14, 2008
Headache headache headache. Seeing my friends being troubled by love makes my head spin. Another busy week for next week. Studying and enjoying at the same time. Last week of holidays and we should definitely make full use of it! :D ahYUN and I are going to Vivocity for a job interview next Monday. Studying at school on Monday, Tuesday and Friday. Fondue with xinjie and xuehua on Monday. Ice-skating and studying with them again on Wednesday. Seems like I'm going to be super busy again. Lols. Friday, June 13, 2008
Girl, tell me if something is troubling you. We are all so worried for you. =/ I'm back~ Miss me? LOL. Though I'm damn beat, I still want to blog! Long post cos' there's just so much things to talk about! :D YESTERDAY Met up with ahXIANG, ahYUN, ahPING, Timothy and Samantha at Queenstown MRT station before heading to ahJIA's shop to take all our BBQ food. The food seems to be much more than what we had imagined it to be. So, we took a cab to Sentosa without meeting up the rest at Vivocity first. The uncle on the cab sounds kind of fierce that it scared us out of our wits. Yet actually, he's quite a nice old man. LOL. Checked into the chalet and much to our disappointment, the chalet turns out to be a room that can barely fit all of us in. -.- Played heart attack and blackjack with pocker cards and we girls were shouting like mad! :X Waited for the rest to arrive and off we went to Siloso beach for some games. We only had a few round of captain's ball and we were already feeling exhausted. Hahas. The 5 of us decided to go to the 7/11 at beach station while the rest went back to the chalet to have a drink. To our surprise, the 7/11 at the beach station doesn't sell ice. -.- So we had to take the mono trail all the way to the other 7/11 at Palawan beach. The time spend waiting for the trail was so long that we almost die of heat stroke. Hoho, went back to chalet and we started preparing for the BBQ. I tried to start the fire but to no avail. My first time trying and I failed! :X Had to trouble Hanting to help start the fire. Sat, chatted and ate with some of them before going to the BBQ pit to help ahJIA and Keet Hui with the BBQ-ing. I love to BBQ! It's so fun~ Lols. TODAY Some went up to the chalet at 12am to play games while the rest stayed to BBQ finished the food. After much hestitation, Zheng Yan, ahJIA, ahPING, ahYUN, ahXIANG, Keet hui, Wei Ling, Keng Lai, Shimah and me went for night walk around the Sentosa. Some of them were like dead beat so we walked for a short distance before sitting down near the beach station to chit chat. Played the "Concentration Game" with them and it was hell fun. (: Lotsa scary things happened and we only managed to find out after the walk. Phew, luckily nothing happen. We went up to the Merlion to catch the sunrise and again, we were shouting like mad. Sad thing was that we didn't managed to watch it. I guess we just can't find the right place to watch it. The view was being blocked! =/ So we walked round the hill before going back to the Siloso beach. Tiring but fun. Hoho, lied down on the sand & it feels soooooooo nice. Went back to chalet to try to catch a short nap but it was just toooo cramp. -.- All of us were like finding spaces to sleep comfortably. LOL. Finally the problem is solved after we removed the first mattress of the bed down to the floor. Woke up and check out of the chalet. Headed to Siloso beach again to play games. It was super fun when we were playing with the water bomb. It's a pity some of them didn't want to play. Anyway, we soaked ourselves in the seawater. Cooling but definitely salty. Washed up, took a few photos and journey back to Harbourfront. Had Pastamania with the night walk clique, excluding Keng Lai and Shimah, for lunch though it's already 4pm. Backed home now and I'm seriously damn tired. I could fall asleep almost immediately if I were to lay down on my bed now. And I think I'm going to fall sick soon after drinking the seawater and eating so many BBQ food. Shall post the photos taken another day when I've received it. :] Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Everybody seems to be very pek chek. Why? Omg, someone tells me how to solve this. >.< I'm sooooooooooooooooooooo hungry. -.- Went for grocery shopping with the girls today at Commonwealth! I seriously enjoy the whole shopping experience. Hahas! All of us were like looking for discounts, promotion and cheapest price for all the things that we are buying. Typical auntie lahs~(: Well, we forgot that it's Wednesday today, which is to bring your own bag day! So the auntie at the cashier was like saying, " Youth like you should remember it! You should do more to save the Earth since you are teenagers." Like so WTH, what does saving the Earth got to do with our age? -.- Anyway, we took cab back to ahJIA's shop since the things we bought were simply too much for us to handle. :X Saw ahJIA parents and brother and all of us were like damn paisey. LOL. Had sugar cane drink at the coffeeshop before going back home. Chalet's tomorrow and I can't believe it! It's like we've been anticipating for it and the day has finally arrived. Lalas~ I want to suntan~ Steven message me about the Sri Lanka trip today. Woah, hope all of us can go. That would be so great! :D Back from Primers Award Night. All of us weren't as high as I thought we would be. It turns out to be a typical award night with some small performances here and there. Overall, it's still ok though ahJIA and me were having back pain from sitting on the chair for too long. LOL. I signed up for the oversea trip to Sri Lanka! I hope my friends and I could get in. I really hope to go for it, since it had always been my wish to help those people in the third world country. And this is definitely a chance that I wouldn't want to miss. :D Steven, help us put in some good words lahs~ :X I almost laugh my ass off when I saw 老大 do the rolling stunt while we were walking out of the school. :] Initially, we wanted to have dinner at the Japanese restaturant located at Clementi that ahXIANG and ahPING had been talking about. Yet by the time we reached there, it's closed. What a pity. So off we went to KFC. As usual, we girls were gossiping again. Seems that it had been long since all the 5 of us sat down and gossip together. Though we hadn't met up with each other for only a week. Hahas. We chit chat till we didn't even notice that it was raining cats and dogs outside. What a day. (: How I miss eating durians. LOL! Tuesday, June 10, 2008
I've been waking up pretty late recently. Woah, I can see the dark eye rings appearing. -.- I seriously need to start sleeping early. ahPING was like saying she wanted to look more mature by wearing mature clothes. Me? I guess I will look super weird if I were to wear mature clothings with my kiddy face. Ahahahahas, I guess I shall just stick to my current dressing. Primers award night is today! Wee, going to meet up with my camp mates and the girls. All of us are super curiously to know who is the new cluster head of cluster C. :D As for tomorrow's programme, we'll be going to buy the things needed for chalet. I love going for grocery shopping. LOL. And Thursday will be our DBA/09 chalet! Though it's only for a day, I'm still super looking forward to it. (: Monday, June 09, 2008
谢谢两位大哥哥！ Yups, just returned home from studying with xinjie. It's like I finally managed to digest some of the topics for Economics. I felt super accomplished! :D The 2 大哥 came over to Bukit Panjang Plaza to look for us and they headed to LJS for their dinner. Managed to solve my laptop's battery problem. I was like damn shocked when Alfred managed to place it back into the slot. Cos' xinjie and I tried putting it back but to no avail. Yet, it seems so easy for him. LOL. And Wong Har seems to be so scared that I will die of dehydration as he keep asking me to drink. Hoho, thanks but I can do without water. Those who knows me well knows that. ^^V They drove me home and gave me a new laptop case! I was really surprised when they gave me the laptop case. :] Thanks!!! They are seriously just like my 大哥. HAHA. And I'm happy for the girls that they had found guys like them cos' I know that they are going to treat them well. We girls could never thank them enough for all the things that they had done for us. Right? =] I'm feeling much better now. Thanks. I'm feeling super emo recently. HAIX. Received a call from him 2 days ago and I read through my past entries which were written when I was still with him. It's like the feelings I had for him came back in just an instant. Perhaps it's cos' I've been feeling kind of empty this few days that made me miss the days we spent our time together, the days when we were still a couple. Or maybe even because seeing my friends so happily in love makes me kind of miss him. I don't know. I just know that ever since our 2nd breakup, we've not been contacting with each other for quite awhile. Maybe if we hadn't started, we'll still be talking about almost everything under the sun as close friends. Sad case, isn't it? I know my parents meant well when they don't allow me to stay out late at night or even staying over at my friends' house. But face the fact! I'm already 17years old! I know the way my parents are treating me is already really nice compared to some of my other friends. I get to do things which their parents disapporve of. I know I'm a girl and shouldn't be wandering around at night or even sleeping over at other people's house. However, I'm not wandering around at night ALONE or even sleeping over at GUY'S house. I'm already sensible to know what to do and what not to do. They really shouldn't get so paranoid. I know how they feel so I always come clean with them about where I go, whom I'm with and what time I'll be going back. But recently, it seems that the freedom they had been giving me isn't enough. I know I'm being too much to ask for more but who wouldn't want to have more freedom? I feel soooooo much better after all this ramblings. Phew. Thanks to all friends who told me not to be emo and try to cheer me up. I'll be fine soon. Don't worry. :D I swear I won't eat any FISHBALL, SOTONG BALL or whatever BALL from now on. At least not for this few months. -.- Headed to East Coast Park for 4/9 gathering. Cycled awhile with Meiyen, ahBALL laopo, Samatha, Nicholas, Chun Man and David before we managed to catch up with some of the 4/9 peeps. I heard they cycled all the way to Changi. -.- Anyway, Samantha fell down and we accompanied her to walk back to meet the rest of them at MacDonald. I think it's kind of like 4/9 spirit. :D Anyway, ShaoQuan, Benjamin & Justin came from MacDonald to find us so that we will have a double bicycle to "lombang" Samantha back, cos' we are still like a super long way from the MacDonald. Before long, Wong Har called me and said that they have arrived. So I've to bid goodbye to 4/9 peeps after I've gotten my ice-cream from Daniel LAOPA. :] Alfred drove us to Suntec but we arrived way too early. Sat in the car and explore the SPI website using his laptop. We went to don't-know-what's-the-name restaurant to have steamboat buffet! Yes yes, I know I just had it last week. But this is definitely nicer. LOL. Anyway, thanks for the treat! I seriously feel that this 2 guys are just like my big brothers. :D The guys just kept adding food to my bowl which make it seems as if the food in my bowl is like never ending. -.- But I guess they are just trying to make sure we eat more as it is kind of expensive? NVM, I think this meal is enough to last me till tomorrow's dinner. Almost quarrelled with my parents because of my curfew. How I wish I had more freedom. Aftermath, we went to pub. 4 of us were in Alfred's car while the others went to take a cab. The most stupid thing was that we didn't know the exact location of the place. So Alfred was like droving round and round till I almost fainted ok... When we finally managed to find it, we realised that the others had been giving wrong directions and it's already 11pm. I saw a guy who dress up like a women singing. Hell disgusting. Sat till around 11.40pm before they drove me back home as I was supposed to be home before 12am. I feel so bad that they had to always end their programme early because I have a curfew. It's like I'm always the one who spoiled their programme. -.- Arrived home and luckily, no scolding from my dad. Perhaps due to XJ who came up to my house with me to use my house's toilet so he knew that I wasn't lying when I said I was with XJ.(: Once again: Thanks to all my friends for cheering me up. Thanks Daniel for the ice-cream. Thanks to the guys for the steamboat buffet. Thanks to the guys for bringing us for an eye opener. Thanks to the guys for rushing me back home. Sorry to 4/9 that I've to leave early and didn't managed to have dinner with you all as promised. Sorry to the guys and XJ for having to leave early cos' of my curfew, spoiling all of your plans. Sorry to the guys for having to rush me back home. I really wish that I'm an adult. :/ Saturday, June 07, 2008
friends Ok, I did study awhile today. Yet I think that nothing has gone into my brain. -.- I wasted another precious day again! Going to East Coast again tomorrow. Wee, meeting up with my beloved 4/9 classmates. (: I hate this kind of life. How I wish I can do something to change it for the better. But, what can I do? And, don't emo! It's bad for health.  
I really wonder, am I still important? Seems that I've been forgotten. It's only till recently, that I felt this way. I hate to admit it but I've to say it. I feel so lonely:(( F.R.I.E.N.D.S Friday, June 06, 2008
IRONMAN! Today was the first time ever in my life to watch such an early movie! LOL. Ironman was really nice! Flled with actions, comedy and romance!(: We went to have our lunch at Macdonald after the movie. Talked about things regarding Primers. Woo, it just makes me look forward to the days spend in Primers! :D Some of them went off while Steven, Shermaine, ahXIANG, ahJIA and me went to walk around Vivo since the "day" is still young. Hahas. Toured around the pet shop and the dogs are just so cute! Kind of reminded me of the dog I used to have~ Played pool with Steven and I lost! I own him kopi. -.- Hope he will forget about it. :X Sandy and I took a long route back home. We were basically cam-whoring through the whole journey. You can just imagine how much photos we took. :]      Steven is in the background! LOL.  I think I look funny in this photo. LOL. Of course, there are still more photos that had yet been posted. TOMORROW! I shall post them up tomorrow. As the saying goes," Leave the best to the last". (: Thursday, June 05, 2008
Kill me please. Another early day out tomorrow. -.- Going to Vivocity to catch Ironman at 10.30am with my campmates. I think I have to get to sleep early today if not, I think I'll sure oversleep tomorrow. HAHA. Woo hoo, I can't believe that I actually slept until 3pm. And it's because of a SMS that woke me up. If not, I guess I'll still be sleeping right now. HAHA. I finally get to spend my time at home today. Been going out for consecutively 3 days which means I've been returning home late too. It's super tiring, both mentally and physically. Lols. And supposedly to go to Sentosa tomorrow yet I think it's going to be postponed again. It's like this Wilma outing has alot of "obstacles". -.- I don't even know what's their plan for tomorrow. Hahas. Spending my time like this is definitely not what I intended to do. Almost 1 week had passed by and I've not revised anything. 2 more weeks and MST is here! I seriously should do some studying now. Someone motivate me please~! 4/9 class outing on Sunday! A day to spend again. =/ I seriously almost forgot about it. Too busy I guess. Any job recommendations? I'm B-R-O-K-E. ❤Love is in the air~ (: I wasn't feeling really good today. Guess it's partly becos' I felt like I'm a lightbulb. -.- Adding on to it was that I felt left out, extra and lonely just now. :(( And the fact that I've already been emo-ing for this past few days made it even worse. AH, I think I'm too addicted to the novel. It just reminds me of all the sad things. Oh my, I should have stayed on at ahJIA's house. Shouldn't I? =/ Anyway, it was still fun. Hope that everything will turns out fine and a happy ending for all of them! :] Seeing them blissfully together makes me delighted too even though I've not found my the other half yet. Wahahahahahas. Seeing them lovey dovey just makes my hair stand up!!! No way, I'm going to find one soon too. Of course, I'm just KIDDING only~ Lols. Study is more important! Planned to study and discuss about next Thursday class chalet at ahJIA's house. In the end, as all of you would have guess it, we didn't. Instead, we were chatting about things that are totally not related. Ahahahahas! Ok, at least we managed to figure out the things that need to be bought for the BBQ and games that we could play at the chalet. Thanks for offering to come and help us to take with the groceries. But, I think that we girls should be strong enough to do it. LOL. Do catch "What happen in Vegas". I think it's a pretty nice movie which will make you laugh till your jaw drops. As usual, there's some censored things in the movie. :X To you-know-who: Stop calling me a kid please~ Im already 17 for your information. -.- How I wished that you were still there with me. Wednesday, June 04, 2008
I've been going out consecutively for this past 2 days. & I'm going to ahJIA's house tomorrow to study and talk about the chalet. Oh god, see how busy I am? LOL. YESTERDAY. Went over to Chevrons to sing with XH, XJ and some of XH's friends. Oh god, XH and XJ kept making fun of me and the other guy whom I just known. -.- For heaven sake, stop pulling him and me together. He's definitely not my type. After singing, they drove us to Geylang to have supper. Saw quite alot of CHICKENS with extraordinary costumes *Opps, no offence* while I was eating my beancurd. Ahahahahas! :X As if it wasn't enough, they drove us around Geylang after our supper for some "sight-seeing". It was really an eyeopener for XJ and me cos' we normally only get to see this kind of things on the newspaper. LOL. Was planning to go home after the ride but somehow they suggested to go to East Coast Park instead. I almost got a scolding from my dad. =/ Cos' it was already almost 2am when he called me asking where I was! But he said that I'm already old enough to know what's to be done and what's not to be done. In the end, I still tagged along with them. Ok, I admit I felt a tingy wingy guilty about it. :X Saw alot of stars in the sky. It's such a romantic sight that I wished that it is my prince charming whom is beside me instead of my friends~ Hahas. Sat at there till 3am before heading back home. Gosh, I fall asleep the moment I'm on my bed. Thanks for sms-ing with me till I reached home. Though it's cos' you can't get to sleep. Lols.(: TODAY. Supposedly to meet up with XJ, XH and ahBALL laopo at 1.30pm at BPP. Yet, I overslept! Somehow or another, I set the alarm to be 12am instead of 12pm. -.- Guess I was really tired yesterday to have realised it. So yups, I was late. Luckily they didn't mind. HAHA. Ate at Kopitiam before taking 190 to CCKSS. Been ages since we've last went back there. Took our cerfiticate and testimonial. Wee, I finally felt that I've graduated from that school. Ahahahahas~ Went back home to sweep the floor and rushed over to XH's house. How nice of XH's friend to come over to her house to pick us up to Marina Square. :D Accompanied them to have dinner after I've taken my cheque. Still wondering if I should go back to work. -.- XH's friend, Alfred, drove me home while the others went to Suntec. Anyway, thanks for the ride! He's seem to be a nice and funny guy. Lols. So here I am, blogging while the rest have gone to watch movie. AH! I really regreted coming home. I should have gone to the movie with them. RIGHT? Seems so fun~ :(( Still, I think I better be a good girl and stayed at home after having been home so late yesterday. Lols. Anyway, hope they have fun. :] How nice it is to have a BF who can drive. (: Sunday, June 01, 2008
Just finished reading the novel "恋空"that ahJIA had lent me. It just makes me feel that losing someone you loved is something really scary and I don't ever want that to happen to me. I've no idea what I'll do if something like this was to happen, especially if that person is someone I really can't leave without with. OMG, I'm going to start emo-ing soon. -.- If nothing goes wrong, I guess I'll be going back to CCKSS with XJ, XH and ahBALL laopo to take my certificate & testimonial. I just don't feel like I've graduated until I've taken my certificate. LOL. Who else wants to go back too? Wahahahahas. Wonder if we'll be able to see our teachers. Anyway, here's the rest of the photos that we had taken yesterday. (:   The neoprints that we had taken yesterday. Kind of small though...      I love this photo! :D 生命是如此的脆弱， 却又是如此的珍贵。 To my dearest friend: Yes, it has ended. You may be crying now, feeling miserable and all but hey! I'm here for you. Ok? Remember that we'll always stand by your side no matter what happens... If there's anything that I can help you with, just tell me. I'm willing to be your listening ears. Do call me if you need someone to talk to. It's always good to let out all your emotions at one go rather than keeping it inside you. Sometimes decisions have to be made no matter how unwilling you are to do it. I know you don't wish for this outcome but it had already happened. Don't blame yourself for it. I've been through it & I know it's hard to walk out from the past. Anyway, it really takes time. Still, I hope that you'll get it over soon and the smile on your face will be back again. (: Please, do take care of yourself. I guess it's really hard to find that special someone for you to spend your lifetime together. Time heals every wound, yet leaving a scar behind. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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