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Chun.YuI felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Thursday, July 31, 2008
HEADACHE. -.- The weather is freaking warm today~ Nothing interesting happen in school today. Attended PACC and Statistic lecture. Jiajia and I ran out of the lecture hall halfway during the Statistic lecture as we had to print something for our project. Stayed back in the lecture hall after the lecture to touch up on our project. There were only few of us left in the lecture hall and we started to play around. FUN. Something is seriously wrong with my handphone. ARGH, I shouldn't have bought it in the first place. The rest of my day was spent travelling around Hougang. LOL. Yeah!!! I'm going to catch the movie "The Dark Knight" with my classmates at Cineleisure after school tomorrow! :D Cos' our school ends early so we should be in time to catch the 2.30pm show. Weeeeee... My parents kept on telling me that it's the starting of the ghost festival tomorrow so I should try not to return home late from now on. Like sooooo ..... -.- Opps, I still have to get my formal wear for next week's presentation by this weekend. How~? I predict that my leg is going to ache from wearing high heels next week. Lols. You never fail to surprise me. HAHA. Wednesday, July 30, 2008
![]() Male lead of "Sky of Love". Ping found this picture while surfing the net. Ahhhh~ So charming. Jiajia kept disturbing me when we were doing our project just now. So irritating... HAHA. Joking lahs~ Hohoho, love her tooooo much to find her irritating. (: Money Not Enough 2 is really NICE. I strongly recommend all of you to catch it. :D I bet you will laugh your ass off, just like me. LOL. There are also some touching scenes that would make you feel like CRYING. You wouldn't want to miss it. :] YIPPEE! There's no ITAB lesson tomorrow. Which means I don't have to wake up early in the morning. GREAT~! I found someone who's even blur-er than me. Both things are right in front of him yet he didn't notice it. :D ![]() Almost skipped my MOB lecture today. LOL. Cos' I thought I won't be able to make it in time. :X Anyway, I met up with Ping and Sandy as they were late too. Went into the lecture hall and she just started. Phew. It was a super short lecture today and we've finished all the topics for MOB. So, we won't have to attend MOB lecture next week. :D Staying back in school for project later on. And I've to rush off at around 6.30pm. Don't be late again. Hahas. SEEEEEEE, bad habit. Next time if you are really tired, just tell me. STAY HOME AND REST. I won't mind going to school by myself. Lols. Tuesday, July 29, 2008
What a day... All of us seems to be encountering some problems which makes us seems so moody just now. Had a great chit chat session with the girls but it's a pity that Yunhui wasn't there with us. If we were more truthful towards one another, I believe our friendship will last forever. (: Sometimes, it's not that we don't wish to tell our secrets to each other. It's just that the time is not ripe yet. Perhaps it's only been a few months since we have known each other and we still do not have the trust that you should have for a friend. Thus, it makes it difficult for us to confide in one another. I hope that as the time goes by, our trust for each other will increase and eventually, we would be able to share our problems with each other no matter what it is. I really feel like boxing that guy right in the face. He has no right to talk to a girl in that manner, especially to her. For those who understand her well should knows that she's a really sensitive girl. And this makes it even more important for him to watch his words when he's talking to her. -.- And girl, don't fret over your parents. I'm sure that no matter what kind of decision they make, they will still love you as much as before. Don't worry. You would want them to be happy too, right? So if they think that by making that decision they would feel alot more happier than now, I guess it's alright. I know I'm not the one who's going through all this so I don't have the right to comment anything about it. Just remember that no matter what happens, we will always be there for you. (: A really meaningful phrase that Jiajia kept saying, 不要学会可惜, 才懂得珍惜 Don't you agree? Hope all of you will cheer up soon. :] Thanks for the lollipop. :D Do drink more water. 既然遇见了永远, 就不要说再见. I'M SO FULLLL. Been so long since I've last ate it. LOL. 谢谢你。(: I love Mr ah.HUAT! He's soooooooooooo cute. :D Poor xuehua still has not recovered. :/ If only there's a medicine that can cure all sickness! That will be soooo GREAT. And I shall invent something that xuehua can eat without hurting her throat. Which, I think it's impossible. At least I thought of it. Right? Lols. TAKE CARE~!!! Get well soon and I shall treat you eat ice cream. Monday, July 28, 2008
I feel more energetic after having my dinner and a bath! Thanks for the dinner. (: Stayed back in school till 8pm to do the stupid IDEAL project. It's as though the project is never ending. -.- Gosh, I still have to stay back tomorrow and Wednesday to finish up the powerpoint slides and report. And my eyes were so red that Yunhui thought that I was crying when she saw me holding a piece of tissue paper. I told her that I was not crying but she don't seem to believe me. Hahas. Lots of funny things happened while we were doing our project. Timothy actually played around with Jiajia's hair extension. It was damn hilarious. Perhaps he was too stress out by the project that caused him to act in this way. LOL. Okies, some freaking things happened while we were rushing our project. Firstly, the fan behind us actually switched on by itself. I swear none of us went near it. OMG, damn eerie! I heard from Jiajia and Yunhui that a similar thing happened last week when they were going back home after their project. Something is seriously wrong... -.- Next, Jiajia actually saw a RAT running pass us. Luckily, I didn't see it. If not, I guess I will scream even louder than Timothy. HAHA. Yes, Timothy is scared of RATS. Hohoho, he jumped up onto the bench when he heard Jiajia screaming that there's a rat around. :X Here's Timothy with Jiajia's hair extension. LOL. ![]() ![]() ![]() I better get back to my designs and my MOB tutorial. AHH, I think I'm going to sleep late again. The sky is so pretty!! :D Too bad, the photos that I took of the sky wasn't clear. GIRL, please drink more water and get well soon. -.- REST MORE!! And please try to eat something before eating your medicine. Late for Economics tutorial today. All thanks to someone who love to laze around in the bed even after waking up. -.- BAD HABIT. Next time cannot le okies? But still, thanks. (: Lols. Luckily I'm not the only one who's late, Jiajia reached even later than me. Hahas. Got back our paper and phew, I passed. ^^V Currently having EC lesson now. Went to watch the Talent time performance just now before our class starts. We wanted to stay on but too bad, we had to rush for our next lesson. LOL. A few of them sang quite well. There's a Malay guy who sang "爱很简单" and OMG! He captured all our attention. :D Ping was saying if a guy sang this to her, she'll be so touched. I totally agree. Hahas. Bought Doraemon's snack! But, I've not bought my donuts yet. :(( I realised junk food is enough to fill my stomach. Heh heh... :X Shall get back to lesson. If not someone is going to say I'm not paying attention again. Hahas. 我不要你的呵护 你的玫瑰 只要你好好久久爱我一遍 就算虚荣也好 贪心也好 哪个女人对爱不自私不奢望 我不要你的承诺 不要你的永远 只要你真真切切爱我一遍 Sunday, July 27, 2008
至少还有你 我怕来不及 我要抱着你 直到感觉你的皱纹 有了岁月的痕迹 直到肯定你是真的 直到失去力气 为了你我愿意 动也不能动 也要看着你 直到感觉你的发线 有了白雪的痕迹 直到视线变得模糊 直到不能呼吸 让我们形影不离 如果全世界我也可以放弃 至少还有你值得我去珍惜 而你在这里就是生命的奇迹 也许全世界我也可以忘记 就是不愿意失去你的消息 你掌心的痣我总记得在哪里 我怕来不及 我要抱着你 直到感觉你的发线 有了白雪的痕迹 直到视线变得模糊 直到不能呼吸 让我们形影不离 我们好不容易 我们身不由已 我怕时间太快 不够将你看仔细 我怕时间太慢 日夜担心失去你 恨不得一夜之间白头 永不分离 PROBLEM. MSN is giving me alot, alot, alot of problems. $#%*#^&#$%* HEADACHE arhs.. -.- Peeps, if I didn't reply you in MSN means I didn't receive your message ok? And, please don't get irritated if I keep signing in and out of MSN. Lols. I'm seriously considering using Skype instead of MSN. 适当的时间和适当的人在适当的场合。 可遇不可求。 Feeling really lazy to do anything. LOL. Xuehua called me just now and she was just trying to tell me that Wong Har and her were at my block's downstair. Hahas. -.- Glad to see her smiling so happily again. All because she finally get to see her beloved Wong Har after the toturing 2 weeks. Hohoho, wish them all the best. (: Ping told me that her group had kind of finished up the project for IDEAl. Like so OMG, her group only started today and they are almost finishing. Whereas, our group started yesterday and all we had done was a mindmap. Wahs, this means that I HAVE to stay back in school again to rush my project tomorrow. :(( Awww, what's more is that my school starts at 8am. I don't want to spend my entire day in school like last week~ =/ I shall get some donuts tomorrow to make myself happy. So long since I last had one. LOL. I know I'm feeling really happy now. :D 有些事情,是不需要开口的。(: My eyes hurt. :(( Lesson of the day: Never ever play around when your car's fuel is low. (: Did IDEAL project with my group members and I think we were super efficient today. LOL. At least, we finished our mindmap. Had a laugh over how Timothy pronounced pipette. He acutally said it as "pipi" cos' he forgot what was the name for it. Jiamin kept laughing and making fun of it. :D Anyway, met with a really funny incident today. Alfred was playing around when his car fuel is low. As in, he could have go to the nearby petrol station to pump petrol when the car's fuel is low but he chose not to just cos' of what I said. And, he thought there's enough petrol to last him to the next petrol station which turns out to be otherwise. The car suddenly stopped moving near the bus stop and this cause a serious jam. The bus driver even went down to see what happen and Alfred had to get down to direct the direction for him. LOL. Cars were like honking and honking, creating a din. -.- Well, we were quite lucky to have a kind uncle who stopped by to find out what's wrong with our car. He helped to push the car to one side of the road so as not to obstruct the traffic and even went to buy the petrol back for us. So there ARE still kind soul out there in Singapore. To think we've even doubt that he would come back for us with the petrol. :X SOOOO in any case, we shouldn't have been so playful. Hahas. At least buy a tin of petrol to put in the car if we want to do this again. :] After that, we had supper with Ivan, Wong Har and xuehua. Seriously, Wong Har didn't change much except for his botak head. In fact, I do agree with xuehua that he does look better with his botak head compared to the hairstyle he had before he went in NS. HAHA. It's miracle that my dad allows me to stay out till 12am. Hoho, though I still came home later than 12am. Sunday, sunday, boring day. I hate Sunday cos' it just reminds me that there's school the next day. :/ And omg! Money not enough 2 is out next Wednesday. Gonna catch it. Wahahahahahas... If a beanstalk can be grown out of jellybeans, then our stomach would be filled with growing beanstalk tomorrow. :D And when can I wash~~~ LOL. Friday, July 25, 2008
TO WONG HAR: WELCOME BACK! LOL. The long awaited weekend is finally here! I really need it to catch a breather. It's been a hectic week for me. Time to relax and unwind myself. :D As usual, PACC tutorial had been a fruitful one for us. Whereas for IDEAL, I think we were basically idling our time away. Luckily, there's no IDEAL for next week so our class shall end at 1pm! Yeeeeeaaaahhhh, so cool lahs~ If only it's always like this. :X And I just found out that we have a study week whereby we don't have to go to school which is starting on 8 August. Also, there's only 2 module that are tested for this semestral exam and this implies that we have ALOT of time to study! And our last paper is on 25 August. I wonder why I took so long to know all this. I must be day dreaming. Ahahahahahas~ (: Chatted about our parents with Sandy, Yunhui and Huiping during our lunch. We realised that each of us has the same problem. Our parents just love to think alot alot alot. They thought their daughters are soooo stupid as to let people take advantages of. They thought their daughters have boyfriends and we don't want them to find out. They thought that we are keeping something from them. Like so... Paranoid. They are way too paranoid. Just can't understand them, why can't they just believe what we say? Got to do my project with my IDEAL group at Esplande tomorrow. Have to wake up early again since we are meeting at 10am. AHHH, our deadline is next Thursday and we've not even really started on it. Guess we have to stay back in school again next week to finish it up. Pray hard that we won't have to stay till 8pm again like yesterday. -.- Another worrrying thing is that I still have to get my formal wear for the presentation. OMG, I think I will look so weird in formal wear lahs... LOL. That plan after doing my project is still not confirm. Always not specific lohs... Hahas. (: P.S OMG, 冲动 is really nice. The girls and I are crazy over this song, singing it everywhere we go. ^^ Uncertainty. Everything's a blur. Thursday, July 24, 2008
Havingt ITAB tutorial now. I would rather use this time to sleep at home than coming to school for this module. OMG. -.- & what's with the weather nowadays? So cold~ So xuehua, Ivan and I went to celebrate Mr. Alfred's birthday after our school yesterday. Had quite a laugh over some jokes. LOL. Especially when Ivan bought a cake from the shop and wanted the waitress to bring it over to give him a surprise. That waitress spoiled the whole surprise by coming over to ask Ivan if he wanted the cake NOW or after our meal. -.- Stupid right? The most ridiculous thing is that, they gave us a cake with candles without any lighter for us to light it. Moreover, they SHOULD have light it before bringing the cake to us. WALAO, damn pissed off by their service. I purposely asked Ivan, "Eh, I thought you say you want to complain?" when the waitress came over to give him back his card. LOL. Okies, I've to stay back in school after lesson to finish up the MOB project today. I shall finish it up quickly to go home and get my beauty sleep. ^^ Hope you enjoy it though it isn't some BIG BIG celebrations like how you wanted it to be. (: Found this on ahJIA's blog. She said it's an article written by 蔡康永 about idols but I found it more suitable for relationships. :D 如果你喜歡了一位偶像,請一定為了他更好地學會生活。那個已經慢慢滲入你生活點滴的男孩子, 那個使你常常熱淚盈眶的男孩子, 那個笑容乾淨而甜美的男孩子, 那個無論如何長大你始終只願叫他孩子的男孩子。 因為你深愛的他是一個如此心高氣傲的人,他用力詮釋著自己的不甘心, 用力將自己最好的一面展現,所以你也用盡全力愛著他。因為愛他就等於愛著你自己,愛著因為他而變得更加溫柔的自己,愛他,是本性,是注定,是天然。要對得起自己的人生,就要盡量給別人的人生添加美好的成分, 拼命地挽留自己遇到的美好的東西,拼命挽留。 他一樣,你也如此。 Wednesday, July 23, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR ALFRED. Congrats on being 21. Opps, OLD LE LEHS~ LOL. You can finally step into the cinema to watch R21 show without having to fear of being check. I know this doesn't really matter to you cos' you can always watch it whenever you want instead of watching it in a cinema. :D Don't be jealous of your sister. (: Tuesday, July 22, 2008
I'm super duper pissed off. Is it so hard to just call and tell me that she isn't cooking today? ARGH, I am sooooo hungry but I didn't eat with ahXIANG and ahPING at Long John just now cos' I thought she will be cooking. Yet, I returned home only to find out that she didn't cook. To think that I've even called and ask her about it just now. Now what? Eat maggie again? DAMN IT. Well, headed straight to Bugis with ahXIANG and ahPING after school. Shopped around and I got a pair of sandals which I wanted to buy long ago. HAHA. I almost die of exhuastion from carrying my heavy bag and lappy. -.- I'm really hungry~ I feel like eating sushi, pizza, KFC, Macdonald, DONUTS, ice-cream and many more... :(( Joke of the day: We were walking in Bugis Junction and there's this food fair going on. We walked past a stall selling 台湾超级大鸡排. ahPING saw it and said, "超大鸡排". I repeated after her but she thought I said, "Chao Ta(burnt) 鸡排". Ok, not funny. LOL. YES, they said that it's nice. (: I'm so gifted in it. Like real~ LOL. I CAN WASH LE! :D Omg lahs, a super good news for me the moment I stepped into the class. 95 for my Stats which means it's an A!!! I thought I was still dreaming when I saw my results. Couldn't believe it. It's not that bad to have a re-test afterall. Lalalalalas~ And, I guess I've to wait for xuehua after my school again today. Have to pass it to her no matter what. LOL. ![]() This the kind of biscuits that 蜡笔小新 always eat. I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT IT REALLY EXISTED! ahPING was so excited to tell us about it. Hahas. (: Well, it tastes nice. So cute~ Yesterday, ahJIA bought the 铜罗烧 that Doraemon loves to eat. Yum Yum~ Seems that food in the cartoon keeps appearing in my life recently. LOL. ![]() ![]() Can see the black patch on my palm? LOL. I want to watch PROM NIGHT~ Right xuehua? (: I JUST WANT TO SAY THAT, I FINALLY FINISHED ALL THE THINGS THAT I'M SUPPOSED TO DO TODAY! INCLUDING MY MOB TUTORIAL. :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D I can finally go to sleep now. Wee~ Left 7 hours of sleep. -.- NVM. Can't wait to see Mr Ah.Huat He's such a cute old man. HAHA. Die, I'm in love with an old man. :X Monday, July 21, 2008
Happy Birthday to Samantha. (: OMG, I practically squeezed out all of my brain juice for the Econs test just now. Even till now, I can still feel the stress that I had while I was doing the paper. -.- HEADACHE. I would be glad if I can just pass the paper, not to mention getting a B for it. TIRED! I fell asleep during EC tutorial just now. And our class tried to grab any opportunity that we can find to study for our Econs. LOL. Mugger class~ Though most of us were mugging HARD for the Econs test, we didn't forget that it is actually Samantha's birthday today! (: It's fun seeing her un-wrapping the 17 layers of newspaper and a few layers of tapes just to open her present. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA~ :D And I got burn by the fire while lighting the candles. There's this black patch on my palm. Look CHAO TA~ LOL. The funny thing is that I didn't realise my palm was in touch with the fire until ahXIANG and ahPING told me. My reaction is super slow lahs~ Hahas. Luckily the black patch on my palm is gone though it still hurts abit. >.< AHHH, no~!! I just went to find out for the TOTO's results for today. I guess you guys expected it, won none of the prizes again. SOB, my oversea trip's dream is SMASHED. =/ NO MOOD. NO MOOD TO DO ANYTHING. MOB tutorial not yet done. Hoho, another night for me to chiong my homework. But I don't have the mood to do it. -.- I still have to wake up at 7am tomorrow. I WANT TO SLEEEEEEP. LAHSSSS Sunday, July 20, 2008
OMG, all the durians that I ate are making me siiiiicccckkk. -.- Don't be surprised if you hear my Ah-Du voice one of these days. (: I'm tired but I still don't feel like going to bed. If I fall asleep during lectures and tutorials tomorrow, you should know the reason why. :D I wonder why did I have to think soooooooo much. I wonder why did I have to care sooooooo much. I wonder why did I have to bother soooooo much. I wonder if you ever care. I wonder if you ever know. I wonder if you ever appreciate. But I guess I won't ever have the answer. Cos' it's OVER. :] The clouds are really beautiful today. Thanks. (: Wee, MOB report is only half-done as all of us felt that tomorrow's Econs test should be our main priority. Hoho, I'm only left with half of the chapter but I guess I shall leave it till tomorrow. :D Went over to xuehua's house to discuss about the notebooks thingy. Ok, just before I went home just now, I told meimei not to miss me. Guess what she replied me? "Ok! 我不会想你的!" -.- Omg lahs, I'm damn shocked by her answer. But that's what makes her soooooooooo cute. :] Tomorrow's another day whereby I've to spend almost my whole day in school. I'm gonna have to turn in early today to prepare myself for the war in the morning. I'm not going to get push around again like last week. -.- I've to go and get my things by TOMORROW! By hook or by crook cos' time is running out. Lols. Well, chatting with ahBALL in MSN now and she suan me again. ✞ ★☆Rui Ling aka ahBALL is here.....★☆[be a gd finisher....wherever u go.... wanna b by ur side...ahfish n ahball jiayou~~!!!] says: nt lyk ahfish ✞ ★☆Rui Ling aka ahBALL is here.....★☆[be a gd finisher....wherever u go.... wanna b by ur side...ahfish n ahball jiayou~~!!!] says: fork n spoon also cn gt wrongly ✞ ★☆Rui Ling aka ahBALL is here.....★☆[be a gd finisher....wherever u go.... wanna b by ur side...ahfish n ahball jiayou~~!!!] says: LOLX The dark chocolate donuts at Donuts Factory is DELICIOUS. YUM YUM. I'm too tired to do anything. Too tired. Saturday, July 19, 2008
Updated my blog's song again. Heard it from ahYUN's blog and I thought that it's really nice. :] Sadd-ed. I could have had 1 movie being cancelled out from my 3 must-watch-movies today. I could have already finished watching "The Dark Knight " today. Yet due to the fact that there isn't a suitable timing for me, I didn't. SOB. AHHH, if only there weren't so many people today, I could still be able to get a ticket for the timing I want. And if only I don't have a curfew to reach home by 10pm. I would have been able to catch the midnight show for it. Boo hooo.... Omg, I want to watch lahs~ The guy in the movie is so handsome. :p The screen protector of my handphone dropped off and I don't know why. I didn't do anything to it and it just suddenly came off. Now, it's so difficult for me to see the screen lohs... I don't bear to peel it off cos' I'm afraid that it will get scratch. LOL. -.- Thanks for the screen protector though it hadn't been pasted on my handphone. Hope it won't get scratched YET. Hahas. And yups, thanks to whoever who had treated me to the chicken rice. Meeting the girls to do our MOB report at the Esplande library tomorrow. Woah, I've to wake up super early since we're meeting at 10am at City Hall MRT. I thought it's REALLY early. But, ahJIA was saying that if we start early, we will be able to end early too. I hope so, hahas. Anyway, I guess we won't be doing it till too late since ahJIA had to go back to her shop to work. Hope that whatever I had prayed for today would come true. That would be so great. (: Too bad it didn't work for you today. :X Perhaps next Monday? Hahas. Even an IRONMAN need to rest. I think you need it more than him, UNCLE. Especially after the movie marathon today. -.- He chatted with me in MSN, saying that he saw me in LRT yesterday too. OMFG. All of you thought that he's so nice as to chat with me? In actual fact, he just want to ask about his money. -.- I really wonder what makes me fall for him in the past. When he only knows how to criticise me, hurt me, scold me, make me cry and be violent with me. HE PISS ME OFFFFFFFF! Donutssss. :(( I want my bubblegum. Saturday = Boring day Nothing better to do~ Came across this quiz so I decided to do it. LOL. #1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? Been through, done that. I would just break up with him. Seriously, I can't tolerate this kind of act. #2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be? To live happily after with my family, friends and future hubby(: But for now, I want to TIO TOTO/4D so that I can go overseas! :D #3. What will your dream wedding be like? A simple white wedding on a small island with a great sea view. #4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you? Yes, I'm SUPER confused. :/ #5. What’s your ideal lover like? I bet the girls knows it. Hahas. I would want him to place me as his first place in his heart, to be there for me whenever I need him, listen to all my grumblings, endure all my bad points and yet still love me as much as I love him. (: AND AND AND, he must not mind that I'll be sticking to him like a super glue for 24/7. #6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? Being loved by someone. #7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love? Until I'm tired of waiting~ #8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? I would just be secretly supporting him behind his back and gives them all my blessing. All it matters is that he's HAPPY. #9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days? YES. #10.Who makes your day? HIM :] #11. Is being tagged fun? I do it on my own accord, nobody tag me cos' I'm BORED. ^^ #12. How do you see yourself in ten years time? Kind of similar to the previous quiz that I've done. And it's still the same answer, staying at home looking after my adorable kids with my hubby. #13. Who are currently the most important people to you? Family and friends. #14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is? NIL. #15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor? Married but poor. I believe love is more important than money. The happiness that I have being with him is something that can't be bought with money. #16. What is the first thing you do every morning? Turn off my alarm. #17. Would you give all in a relationship? That's for sure. #18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick? I won't ever fall into that kind of situation. I have faith in myself. Hohoho~ #19. What type of friends do you like? I like anyone who like me. HEH HEH. #20. What type of friends do you dislike? No one. OPPS, I'm hungry. -.- Friday, July 18, 2008
CHEER UP LAHS, life is short. Why not just enjoy it? (: I know it's easy for me to say but hard for you to do it. But just don't think sooooo much ok............... Stay like this and be careful that I will box you! :X (R)Ennovy... 08 days more....He's sick.... Pls take care... says: i be guinea pig Xuehua wants to be my guinea pig. :D I saw him in the LRT today. & he didn't change much. :/ Hohoho, it's end of the week. (: I CAN FINALLY RELAX~ Okies, we were having IDEAL today and it just so happen that she's our Stats lecturer. So it's human nature for us as to ask her if our paper is going to be difficult or easy since she may had already seen the paper. Candy: So is the paper going to be hard? Tutor: No, it's soft. LAME RIGHT~ Surprisingly, time pass by really quickly during IDEAL. Perhaps it's because Titus was kind of entertaining us with his idea of kaya-spreader. LOL. It's really damn hilarious. I bet you would also laugh like how we did just now if you were us. :D Another joke. Timothy was telling us about Mr Brown. You know that the IR is going to be open real soon right? So, he was suggesting to open a 24 hour night safari. But do all of you how he's going to do that? Day time: Put all the animals inside a room and turn off the lights. Night time: Put all the animals outside. ............................................................................................................. Forget what I wrote ok? I know it's LAME. LOL. Stats paper was kind of easy? I should be able to score better than the previous paper if I manage to get all the definitions right. Wahahahahas, hope I can get an A. :D Anyway, I didn't tio TOTO yesterday. What a disappointment~ There goes half of my chances to go overseas. :(( NEVER MIND, there's still Monday. Where's my bubblegum? (: What do you call a deer with no eye? No IDEA. no-eye-deer. By Zheng Yan. LOL. -.- Thursday, July 17, 2008
/EDITED So, once again, our girl's outing is being postponed. LOL. I guess this should be the final arrangement. We shall not have dinner together tomorrow. Hoho, hopefully my mum is cooking lahs~ If not, I would have to eat maggie mee AGAIN. -.- OKIES, I'm really damn fed up. Why can't my mum just tell me when she's not cooking dinner?! ARGH, I guess I've to survive on maggie mee yet AGAIN~ :/ Supposedly to have breakfast with the girls before our lesson at 11am but it's cancelled. :/ I shall stuff my stomach with bread before going out. LOL. But well, I guess we should be heading out for dinner together after our Statistic exam tomorrow. Wee~ Hope we won't be eating out till too late, I need to go home EARLY. >.< Oh gosh, I think I need to start digging out all the money that I can find. HAHA. This is how broke I am now. Hide and seek was fun just now, it's been long since I've last played it. LOL. See how engross ahYUN is while doing PACC tutorial. The guys behind were also engrossing in their GAME. I was soooooo bored that I took this photo. :D The girls were busy doing the PACC tutorial while I was having fun with the webcam. Hoho, I'm such a slacker. GOD, PLEASE BLESS ME WITH GOOD LUCK FOR THE STATS EXAM TOMORROW! I MUST GET AN A. It's a MUST. And bless me that I will win the first prize for TOTO. :} I better start with my PACC tutorial now if not, I'll not have enough time to revise for Stats. Ciao~ 我的便便在哪里? 那个人, 绝对不是你。(: I shall wait for xuehua again today. IF NOT SHE'LL SURE PON HER LESSON~ :D BOX her if she pon. HAHA. See I'm so 伟大, wait for her to end class so that she won't pon her lesson. Credits to XINJIE. (: Damn hilarious but kind of true. 爱情就像便便 来了挡也挡不住 爱情就像便便 水一冲就再也回不来 爱情就像便便 每一次一样又不太一样 爱情就像便便 有时努力了很久却只是个屁! Okies, I HATE THE MORNING CROWDS. They just practically squeeze their way into the LRT/MRT using all their means without sparing a thought for the others. -.- Feets being stepped on, people pushing me around, smelling their smelly armpits and my beautiful hair being messed up. By the time I reached the school, I looked as if I've just came back from a war. That's another reason why I hate Monday and Thursday as lesson starts at 8am. OMG, I don't want to become a roti-prata YET. I was looking at the donuts webbie again. I gave the link to ahPING as she's being tempted by me. Pity her, she's hungry and yet she has to bear with me as I kept telling her how delicious the donuts look. Anyone can buy me one? LOL. Ah, I'm craving for donuts again. -.- ![]() ![]() I was trying to capture the clouds behind. But, ahJIA and ahYUN posed so I took a photo of them instead. LOL ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Weather was really good yesterday, right? I should have go to the beach~ :(( YEAH, finished uploading the photos. I shall go back to my ITAB lesson and listen to him attentively. Hohoho, I'm guai. (: Wednesday, July 16, 2008
It's almost done! :D I'm sooooo proud of myself. HAHA. Of course, not forgetting xuehua's effort too. Got back my MOB paper. And I just need 2 more marks to jump to another grade. Imagine just 2 more marks to A. AHHH, I feel like box-ing myself. -.- Oh well, I shall strive harder for next exam. LOL. I took a few pictures of the clouds just now while having lesson cos' I think it's really beautiful. BUT, I shall upload it tomorrow. (: Met up with xuehua after school and we didn't went over to East Coast although the weather is SUPER GOOD today. I want to go to the beach lahs~ I'm tired but I guess I shall complete it first before going to bed. Wahahahas... TOTO tomorrow! GUAN YIN MA, 保佑哦~! I didn't eat any donuts today. Awww~ I'm going to have it tomorrow. :D Tuesday, July 15, 2008
hungry me. :(( NO DINNER~!!!! -.- OMG lahs, my mum didn't cook dinner tonight. I only found out when I reached home and my mum didn't even bother to inform me about it. I should have eaten with the girls at Burger King just now. Now, I'm seriously hungry with nothing to eat. And I'm just simply tooooo lazy to go downstairs to buy. AHHH, damn it. I think I will start eating myself up soon. HAHA. Had lots of fun doing the Alpha Challenge with the class just now. Although not all of us manage to get to the other side, at least some did. Right? LOL. It's really hilarious to see that everyone starts hugging the pole the moment the pole is within their reach. I LOVE HUGGING THE POLE AND HUIPING! LOL. My shoelace drops off just now during the activity. And it's really nice of Zheng Yan to help me tie it back. HAHA, THANKS DUDE! Okies, so we were like screaming and laughing at the same time. And this makes it even difficult for us to balance on that thin thread. :/ I even pulled my arm's muscle while trying to help YunHui to get across to the other end. I can feel the pain even more when carrying my lappy. AH, PAIN~ & it's really a pity that I didn't manage to complete the activity. THANKS XINJIE FOR HELPING ME TO GET MY FBT. I LOVE YOU~!! LOL. So tomorrow's Wednesday and I'm going to fly with xuehua! LOVES* HAHAs, joking. Of course NOT by flying. (: WIN 4D arhs!!! So that I'll get the chance to go over"SEA" :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D I want you to be my pole to support me. And not him. :/ CAM WHORE! Wahahahahas~ CUTE RIGHT? I know. :D Ok, I think I'm super addicted to doughnuts lahs~ I bought 1 again just now. LOL. :D ahJIA had been asking us if we want to go to Taiwan with her. She's super excited about it cos' she's going to 小猪's hometown. LOL. I would definitely go if I've the money. -.- Perhaps a trip to Genting would be a better one? At least it's cheaper. :X I WANT GO OVERSEA DURING HOLIDAYS LAHS~ Hahas. Who would be so rich & nice to give me a pair of tickets to Japan?! (: I would love you to death! MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS! Notice: It's a PAIR of tickets. Cos' I won't want to go alone. Okies, I should quit dreaming and get back to Statistic tutorial. The stupid re-exam is this Friday and this means that's not much time left. AND SHIT LAHS, I forgot that I have Statistic tutorial work even though the girls had been reminding me from yesterday. Yet the moment I reached home, I totally forgot about it. -.- Mr. Ah Huat is so cute just now, he said, "Bo leh"*Hokkien* when he can't find Candy's name on the namelist. LOL. ahBALL and me wants to be loved again. (: WALAO JOEY, your personal message for MSN put my name until SOOOOOOO BIG. I think everyone going to know there's a girl call CHUN YU le. -.- I think I won't forget to SMS him le lahs~ My name is so BIG in his personal nick. -.- Monday, July 14, 2008
XINJIE!!! DOUGHNUTS is not equal to BREAD! LOL. Chatted with her in Skype cos' my MSN is not working!! -.- She kept suan-ing me about the incident whereby I mistakenly took spoons instead of forks. Anvy says: LOL. okay, bye to the kuku who uses spoon and knife for western food. Anvy says: LOL Anvy says: BYEBYE~ ahFISH says: bye ahFISH says: WAHS, BYE ahFISH says: lols I just want a shoulder to lean on, a hand to hold on, a word of concern and a pat on my head when I'm sad. Will you? Can I really trust you? 在我还能负载你的爱, 钟爱我一生. 今天早上的天空好美啊! Seeing the beautiful sky in the morning today just brighten my day! :D It will be nice if I can see it everyday. But that means I've to wake up early lahs~ Reached school before 7am for the Econs extra lesson today. Hoho, we girls were the first one to reach! Yeah, another good start for the morning. LOL. So yups, I think it's worth it to wake up so damn early in the morning cos' we have truly gained alot from the extra lesson. It's lucky that we did came for it cos' if not I think I'll still be blur-ed. -.- Ate 3 doughnuts today! Wee, I just don't feel any hunger. In order not to suffer gastric pain, I decided to get some doughnuts to eat. It's a pity that it's not hot from the oven. I LOVE DOUGHNUTS!!! Nevertheless, it still taste great! Just that it would be better if it's HOT. :(((( Oh yars, I think I'm sooooo going to fail my PACC test. LOL. I just forgot how to do the last part for question 1a, finding the net profit. :/ I don't know why but my mood is super GOOD today! Despite after having the PACC test which I think I will surely FAIL. ^^V High-ing all the way with the girls. Hahas, they kept saying that I was super high today. Discussed about hanging out clothes with ahJIA and ahPING. Funny lahs, I never get to do it cos' my mum scared that I would fall out from the window. Why? COS' I'M SMALL SIZED LAHS~ -.- By the way, any lame jokes? Tell me okies! I want to share them with the girls. Make them COLD~ Hahas. (: ANYWAY, GIRL. I HOPE YOU REALLY MEANT WHAT YOU SAY OK! DON'T EVER DO IT AGAIN. IF NOT I REALLY HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO ANSWER TO HIM. HAHAS. THE NEXT TIME YOU DO IT, I WILL DO IT TOO!! AND IT'S DOUBLE FOR ME. LOL. HECK CARE ABOUT THEM AND STAY HAPPPYYYY!!! =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D P.S Sorry for not going even though I've got nothing on tomorrow. I shall just stay in school to wait for xuehua to end her lesson. (: I don't know what I'm doing. Sunday, July 13, 2008
HAHA, I was trying to be lame with xuehua just now in MSN while we were thinking of where to go on Wednesday. By the way, something is seriously wrong with my MSN. Either people can't chat with me or I just can't sign in to it. -.- STUPID lahs~ So people, if I didn't reply you in MSN it could be because I didn't receive it. Definitely not because I don't want to reply to you ok? :} ♥ ah.FISH I can't smile without you. says: i noe le lahs! we go eastcoast on wed. HAHA (R)Ennovy... 13days...06.32 min of happiness.. says: LOL (R)Ennovy... 13days...06.32 min of happiness.. says: nice huh ♥ ah.FISH I can't smile without you. says: yeah, i want go beach~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (R)Ennovy... 13days...06.32 min of happiness.. says: =.= ♥ ah.FISH I can't smile without you. says: I FEEL LIKE GOING~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ LOL ♥ ah.FISH I can't smile without you. says: I WANT GO AND SCREAM IT ALL OUT. ♥ ah.FISH I can't smile without you. says: hohoho (R)Ennovy... 13days...06.32 min of happiness.. says: hmmm (R)Ennovy... 13days...06.32 min of happiness.. says: c if enuff time den go lor (R)Ennovy... 13days...06.32 min of happiness.. says: how to go? ♥ ah.FISH I can't smile without you. says: fly there~ hahas! (R)Ennovy... 13days...06.32 min of happiness.. says: u fly (R)Ennovy... 13days...06.32 min of happiness.. says: LOL ♥ ah.FISH I can't smile without you. says: yeah, flying fish mahs ♥ ah.FISH I can't smile without you. says: stonefish ♥ ah.FISH I can't smile without you. says: pigfish ♥ ah.FISH I can't smile without you. says: any fish ♥ ah.FISH I can't smile without you. says: LOL (R)Ennovy... 13days...06.32 min of happiness.. says: =.= ♥ ah.FISH I can't smile without you. says: lols. ♥ ah.FISH I can't smile without you. says: i shall carry u and fly to east coast tgt ♥ ah.FISH I can't smile without you. says: HAHA! (R)Ennovy... 13days...06.32 min of happiness.. says: thx (R)Ennovy... 13days...06.32 min of happiness.. says: i walk ♥ ah.FISH I can't smile without you. says: lols. dun wan lahs, ltr i nid wait for u to reach ♥ ah.FISH I can't smile without you. says: by the time u reach what time le ♥ ah.FISH I can't smile without you. says: fly tgt Updated my blog's song. (: Thanks ahBALL laopo for introducing this song to me. WTH is wrong with my lappy? It just keep blacking out when I've not been abusing him. P.S I assume it's a him cos' my lappy is my laogong. LOL. And it's not only mine, all my other friends' lappy have some kind of problems too. Damn, we seriously shouldn't have brought our lappy from the school. -.- As much as I want to go out today, I've to stay at home to revise my work. SADD-ED. Projects, tests & camp. Woah, I suddenly feel that I'm sooooo busy. Luck to me for my PACC and EC test tomorrow! I still have no idea how to do accrued expense and prepaid expense. And also not mentioning doing the Profit and Loss Statement without referring to my textbook. :/ Some accountant save me please~ AND SHIT, I've forgotten all about my Econs tutorial work. -.- I CAN'T SMILE WITHOUT YOU; my ahBALL LAOPO. LOL. HAPPY LE MAHS? :D I'm over it. (: 爱一个人,是让他/她得到应有的快乐, 即使那位带给他/她快乐的人并不是自己。 放手,是让你能够得到幸福。 只要能看到你的笑容,一切都值得。 Yeaps, I know I shouldn't be blogging at this wee hour. I should be sleeping on my bed, snoring like a pig. Or PIGFISH/ZHU YU? LOL. But I just can't get to sleep. :/ Just finished the "Sky of Love" movie. I finally manage to watch it at one go without any interruption from anybody. Cos' everytime I watched it, there will be someone to interrupt me. LOL. Well, the novel is definitely better than the movie. There's just ALOT ALOT of things in the novel that are not included in the movie. Nevertheless, I did cried while watching the movie. Hahas. But stiil, I highly recommend all of you to read the novel too. The feelings that you get while you are reading the novel is totally different from watching the movie. (: AHHH, almost 3.30am. And I'm still not sleepy. In fact, I'm actually hungry. -.- Saturday, July 12, 2008
Cant smile without you.
You came along, just like a song. And brighten my day. (: OMG! Someone is even more blur than me lahs~ Hahas. Below is my conversasion with Jerome just now in MSN. ZepherX™- says: lol ZepherX™- says: eat spoon wif western food ZepherX™- says: eat western food wif spoon ZepherX™- says: ps ♥ ah.FISH I wish I can stop. says: LOL ♥ ah.FISH I wish I can stop. says: hahahas, u EVEN FUNNIER BLUR or STUPID HEADACHE~~~~ I did a really stupid thing yesterday. It's like this, I was REALLY tired yesterday so I thought I would just rest my head on the table for awhile. And I actually FALL ASLEEP. Yes, FALL ASLEEP. All this while, my lappy was on. & I didn't sign out from my MSN so there were people talking to me. All of them must be wondering why didn't I replied them. LOL. SORRRRRRYYYY! I'm not dao-ing or what ok! :D Yeah, I should have gone to bed instead of online-ing and still using my lappy yesterday. But, I just don't feel like going to bed so early. Perhaps I was looking for people to chat with bahs... -.- After sleeping in that position for all night, my body is aching so badly. I'm just super blur recently. Apart from not bringing my lappy's adapter and battery to school, I mistook spoons for forks and now this. WTH am I doing? :/ LET ME TELL YOU HOW DID I MISTAKEN A SPOON FOR A FORK. So as usual, we girls were having western food for lunch that day. We had been eating this everyday ever since don't-know-when. LOL. So I was happily helping them to take the "FORKS" and knifes while they helped me with my food. Walked back to the table and just as I was giving them the "forks" and knifes, YunHui suddenly told me, " Ehs, why you take SPOONS arhs?" I still didn't know what she meant so I replied, "Huh?". She pointed the SPOONS to me and then to the western food. I blur-ed for 5 seconds before I finally realised what's wrong. -.- How to eat western food with SPOON and KNIFE?!?! Tell me how you cut your chicken cutlet with a SPOON and KNIFE? And we're not even having the chicken cutlet set with rice. So I shouldn't have even taken spoons in the first place. -.- SEE, this is how blur I am. Or maybe I'm really stupid. Like what JOEY and them were saying, PIGFISH/ZHU YU. -.- CURRENTLY SUPER BORED. :/ Friday, July 11, 2008
Another song. Too bad I can't find it on imeem. :/ AND JOEY KEEP CALLING ME ZHU YU. I WANT TO BOX HIM LE. LOL. 连哭都是我的错 - 东来东往 分手到底是不是你要的结果 给不了我太多还不准我难过 不知道是为了什么 还要把你无力的爱 记得那么多 怎么放手 也许上天安排你我擦身而过 我明白和你的爱不可能会有结果 你留下泛黄的承诺 要我抱着你的双手 流着泪不准你走 说我贱我也无话可说 连哭都是我的错 在你面前还要我怎么做 我看见你们拥抱还一笑而过 沉默是我的错 连哭都是我的错 空房间独自等待着日落 爱没有进入身体已经太执着 爱你是我错 连结束也是我的错 I've decided to go for the camp. (: Luck luck to me! EMO Thanks xuehua for being my listening ear today. (: Also, not forgetting the others who showed their concern for me yesterday. I will be fine soon, I hope so. Headed over to xuehua's house after school cos' I didn't want to go home so early. Told her about the thing that's bothering me and I felt slightly better. I'm sure I will get over it soon. I must and I can. Cos' I still have hell loads of tests that are coming up and I can't let this affects me. :/ Left her house at around 7.30pm but I went loitering around BP before heading back home. I just want to be alone for awhile. The person whom you like don't like you while the one you don't like just keep showing concern for you. This is something which ahPING, ahXIANG and I were talking about just now. It's really pathetic, isn't it? I'm always the one who's cheering people up, accompanying people whenever they are lonely or sad. But, there ARE also times when I need people to be there for me too. I'm also human and human have feelings. AHHHHH, I want to SHOUT. Cheer me up, cheer me up! Suddenly, I feel like going to the beach now. Anyone? Now I know why people love to "HAIX" when they are emo-ing. I've been "HAIX-ING" since morning. Becoming an ahma soon.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
NICE SONG (:
Nothing at all. RAINY DAY~ Raining again, luckily I'm already back home. =} AND AND AND, the doughnuts taste exceptionally DELICIOUS today! Yum yum~ School ends super early today. We were supposed to end at 4pm but we're released at 3.20pm instead from our Statistic lecture. LOL. The girls went off to Jurong Point while I sat at the yellow table waiting for my dear xuehua. I think they went to watch movie. =/ I WANT TO WATCH TOO~ Waited for xuehua till around 4.45pm before heading to Lot1 to buy bubble tea. Accompanied her to alight at Bangkit LRT as she didn't wanted to go home so early. So we went to sit at a voiddeck near her house to chit chat. I kept complaining to xuehua that I was feeling super cold despite the fact that I was already wearing a cardigan. -.- Guess I'm going to fall sick soon. Xuehua still said that it might ends up that she's the one taking care of me rather than me taking care of her. But I want a shuai ge to take care of me lehs~ LOL. Joking. AHHHHH~ All the girls have programmes for tomorrow except ME. ahXIANG going to celebrate her friend's birthday, ahJIA going to see her doctor, ahPING going to meet up with her primary school friends while ahYUN has CADC. -.- Sad sad sad, it's really rare that I'm the one without programmes. Hahas. Anyway, I guess tomorrow's going to end super early again, just like last week. IDEAL is slacking but definitely a waste of my time. Perhaps going to accompany xuehua to her Statistic lecture tomorrow. But I seriously thinks it feels kind of weird. HAHA. Oh yars! Most of my friends were greatly impacted by the girl's blog. Some of them teared while some felt pity for the girl. I really couldn't imagine what would I do if I were her. Perhaps I'll be soooo sad that I'll go and join him. Opps, CHOY! I WOULD DEFINITELY NOT ENCOUNTER THIS TYPE OF THING. I WILL LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER WITH MY BELOVED BOYFRIEND/HUBBY IN THE FUTURE. :X That's what sister are for. (: Should I go for the camp? =/
Shall wait for xuehua to go home together later on after I'm released at 4pm. Really hope that she's fine. Wednesday, July 09, 2008
想念是会呼吸的痛 I was browsing through my friend's blog when I came across a girl's blog. Her boyfriend died when he's in Brunei for NS last month. I just came to realise how fragile life is. The moment you can still be talking to him and the next thing you know, he's gone. FOREVER. Peeps, do visit her blog. I'm sure after reading her blog you will come to know how fortunate you are that you still have your loved ones with you. You can still SMS each other, talked on the phone with each other, quarrel with each other, hugged each other, kissed each other, hold each other, shop together, eat together, sleep together and watch movies together ETC. These are some of the things that you do with him/her everyday which we all tend to take for granted. Like what I've mentioned previously, look at the people around you and start to treasure them. Maybe you didn't treat him/her well in the past, you can start by doing it now. Never ever take things for granted. You won't want to have any regrets in your life. (: 你总说时间还很多 你可以等我 以前我不懂得 未必明天就有以后 muddle-headed; not brainless -.- I'm sooooooo muddle-headed. I actually brought my lappy without it's battery and adapter to school today. Funny, isn't it? LOL. Luckily, I manage to lend an adapter from Hanting the man if not I would have really wasted my effort in bringing my lappy to school. Had MOB lecture and tutorial today. I was really surpised to see it when I went out of the class just now with the excuse of going to the toilet. I SERIOUSLY DIDN'T EXPECT IT. Well, I had a hard time smuggling it into the class though. Luckily, I was sitting at the back of the class so my tutor didn't smell anything cheeky(chicky). LOL. Thanks for the nuggets. I appreciated it alot. (: Hoho, it did came in the nick of time. Sing, sang, sung until around 7plus before going to BPP for dinner with xuehua. Our first meal of the day was KFC and we did felt kind of weird just now. HAHA. I send xuehua back home though I've to walk a super long way back to my house if I alighted at her stop. I know it's stupid but it's just to make sure that she doesn't feel lonely without him around. :X Girl, hope you are really fine. AND WH, see I'm so good ok! LOL. Although I didn't send her back right to the doorstep, I accompanied her to take a bus to her house bus stop before going back home myself. I did help you take care of her when you're not around hors... :D Well, good luck for your NS! Shall see you again in 2 weeks time. I guess it's going to be super funny to see you being BOTAK. Heh heh~ SIAN, lesson starting at 8am tomorrow. Which means I've to sleep early today. -.- 彩虹 - 周杰伦 哪里有彩虹告诉我 能不能把我的愿望还给我 为什么天这么安静 所有的云都跑到我这里 有没有口罩一个给我 释怀说了太多就成真不了 也许时间是一种解药 也是我现在正服下的毒药 看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着 你的声音这么近我却抱不到 没有地球太阳还是会绕 没有理由我也能自己走 你要离开我知道很简单 你说依赖是我们的阻碍 就算放开但能不能别没收我的爱 当作我最后才明白 TOLD YOU IT'S 彩虹. LOL. Tuesday, July 08, 2008
To love someone or be loved by someone? I would rather to be loved by someone. I'm happy with the way things are now. Hope it stays this way. And girl, don't emo. (: You still have me even when he's not around for this 2 weeks. I know I can't be compared to him. But, you can still find me if you're bored or lonely. Anyway, I'm also already used to being a substitue. LOL. So yups, just enjoyed the time spend with him and don't think so much. 2 weeks will pass by very quickly. :D 我放手, 我让座, 假洒脱 谁懂我,多么不舍得 太爱了, 所以我, 没有哭,没有说 You'll only regret it when he/she is no longer with you. Human nature. I'm not feeling really well today. -.- Well, my stomach is giving me problems again. LOL. Ok, it's not the cramp this time round. I guess it's something that I've eaten. My stomach is like super sensitive lahs, just some dirt on the food and I will have the runs. It's lucky that I didn't went for MOB tutorial just now. :X I think that's explains why my attitude sucks at some point of the time today. Sorry for this. Xuehua told me that she joined a CCA whereby we will be able to do volunteering work. I told xuehua that I wanted to join too, since that's what I always wanted to do. Hahas. Doing volunteering work is really meaningful. :D GIRLS! Sorry about today. :/ I hope all of you are really not angry with me. Impossible. (: I know. ![]() The photo we took yesterday. :] Having Statistic tutorial now and Mr Ah.Huat is being cute again. LOL. Opps, I didn't do my tutorial again. :X Monday, July 07, 2008
Happy Youth day too! I GOT A B FOR MY ECONOMICS. B grade again. -.- Can I have at least an A grade for 1 of my module? Just came back home from the dinner. Yeah, I went to have dinner with them in the end despite having only a pathetic $2 in my wallet. -.- ahJIA was like persuading me and I didn't want to disappoint them too. Moreover, it's ahYUN's birthday and I don't want to be a spoilt sport. So, the 10 of us went to play pool at Jurong Entertainment Centre before heading down to ahJIA's tze char shop to eat. Hoho, the food were really delicious and some of our food servings were also a lot more than usual. :X Perhaps it's because we are ahJIA's friends. Lols. We had to trouble ahJIA to run around attending to us. Thus, we kind of caused her to be unable to sit down peacefully to eat. SORRY~ All of us were like laughing most of the time rather than eating. Chatted about alot of topics with the guys. :D It's really nice to have all of us sitting down together and crap. LOL. Just now, ahJIA surprised ahYUN again. It's kind of a 2nd round of celebration for her birthday. (: Took a photo before we went home. But, I shall upload it during Mr Ah.Huat lesson tomorrow. :X WEEEE, I love Tuesday and Wednesday. Cos' the lesson for Tuesday is from 9am - 3pm while Wednesday is 11am - 3pm. Lessons not only end earlier on these 2 days, I also get to sleep for longer hours. LOL. Yeah, I admit I'm a pig. I LOVE TO SLEEEEEP! :D I'm going to download all of Jay Chou's songs soon. Seriously, I'm getting addicted to listening to his songs. Lols. I think the girls and I are going crazy over his songs recently, especially "蒲公英的约定","我不配","最长的电影" and "甜甜的". Realised that all of the songs came from the same album. =] I'm really tired. Tired till I think I'll be able to fall asleep the moment I lied on my bed. Yet, I'm still here online-ing. -.- I want to sing~! Happy 17th birthday to YUNHUI. (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUNHUI~! ![]() Birthday girl. ![]() My gang of friends. LOL. ![]() ![]() ahJIA aka Jiamin with ahYUN ![]() ahXIANG aka Sandy ![]() I actually have to tip toe to take this photo. -.- ![]() ![]() Birthday cake. (: Yeaps, today's our dear ahYUN's birthday. Hope that she loves the cake and surprises we gave her. I even went over to Bugis specially yesterday to buy the balloons for her. And I simply look like a kid with the 2 balloons. -.- DAMN MALU. Especially if your friend is also laughing at you with the balloons. LOL. OH YA, I shall return back the money that I owned you the next time I see you again. I had to wake up super early today at 5.30am as I'm meeting ahJIA at 7.20am. That explains why I actually fall asleep during the Economics lecture. :X TIRED. They are planning to have dinner with ahYUN today after school. I'm still wondering if I should go. I'm so broke. Currently having EC tutorial now and I've got no mood to finish the work that's given to us. There's just far too much things on my mind now. ARGH. 烦啊!Can someone cheer me up please? Contented. (: Sunday, July 06, 2008
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH~ ahJIA just reminded me that we'll be getting back our Economics result tomorrow. That's scary. Wish me luck. =/ I realised I added quite alot of things to my wishlist. Seems that I'm becoming greedier. :X P.S I still haven't started on my homework. Cos' I think Im hungry & without food, I can't think. I feel like eating SUSHI. LOL. This is something which I find it hard to face. I hope I won't have to go through it again. STOP. I'm back from xuehua's house~ Initially, xinjie was supposed to go over to xuehua's house too as she was the one who wanted to meet xuehua. Yet by the time she finished her project with her friends, it was already 9pm. In the end, she didn't come and I was basically spending my time stone-ing at xuehua's house, watching TV programmes, laughing at her conversation with him, surfing the SPI website, pacifying and playing with meimei. LOL. I seriously think that the children are really fortunate nowadays. Cos' the toys that they are playing now are just so different from the toys that I used to play when I was young. Imagine it's only a few years back when I'm a kid. -.- Plus, they have much more variety of toys than we do now. Just the game "Monopoly" and there's so many different version of it. FACT: It's really hilarious to see an adult playing with toys. I have no idea what's wrong with going to school early? Why must my mum nags at me just because of that? And what did I do to make her think that I actually have a boyfriend now? -.- She just loves nagging at me when she's not working. And she loves to nag at those trivial matters especially. To keep herself occupied, I guess. I only had 1 meal again today. My appetite has been really poor recently. Perhaps it's a good start for me to lose fats. HAHA. I remembered the time when you specially bought doughnuts for me and even bring it to my house downstairs just because I'm having gastric pain. And yes, it's the past. Why am I still even thinking about it? I'll be having lessons from 8am - 4pm tomorrow. How nice it is to start off my week with this. SHIT, I've not done my Economics tutorial. I've not even written a single thing. I guess I've to sleep late again today. Loss for words. In a serious state of confusion. Why did I land myself in this type of situation? LET ME UPDATE ON WHERE DID I DISAPPEARED TO FOR THE WHOLE AFTERNOON TODAY. :D Accompanied xuehua to National Library to do her ITAB project & I tried to help her on it. Though they are neither my group members nor my classmates, I'm still damn fed up when I saw them doing nothing to help xuehua with it. They were just plain talking among themselves while xuehua and I were racking our brains. Hey, I'm not even in their group or their class and I'm helping xuehua with it. WTH did they help her on? I seriously think that xuehua deserve more credits than them. Woah, I think my mood just now was really super pek chek. No idea why but I just feel really moody. Perhaps due to the stupid lightings of NLB and the smell of books makes me feel super unwell. Ok, enough of ramblings. I guess the incident that happened later on after finishing the project is enough to make all her unhappiness go away. (: It's just so sweeeeeeettttt! HAHA. I didn't reached home before my curfew today. :X Luckily my mum was fast asleep while my dad wasn't home yet. So there's nobody to rant at me. AND THAT IVAN KEEP ON SUAN-ING ME IN THE CAR. >.< I realised that the duck rice I had for breakfast/lunch is the only meal I had today. Yet I still don't feel any hunger. -.- Mosquitoes love my leg. Saturday, July 05, 2008
Bored, so I went to search for the lyrics of "对的人” sang by 戴爱玲. I find it quite meaningful. :D 你问在我心中是否还苦恼 那次受伤否决了爱的好 谢谢你的关照我一切都好 一个人不算困扰 爱虽然很美妙 却不能为了寂寞又陷了泥沼 爱要耐心等待仔细寻找 感觉很重要宁可空白了手 等候一次真心的拥抱 我相信在(这个)世界上一定会遇到 对的人出现(在眼角) 那次流过的泪让我学习到 如何祝福如何转身不要 在眼泪体会到与自己拥抱 爱不是一种需要是一种对照 能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少 然后得到多少并不计较 当我想清楚的时候我就算已经准备好 放手去爱海阔天高 Opps, I'm feeling hungry. Still waiting for xuehua's reply~ LOL. Look at the time now, it's 9.44am and I'm actually wide awake already? Wee, I can't believe I woke up so early today despite the fact that I only went to bed at 2am yesterday. :X ANYWAY, I'm soooooo bored. I shouldn't have woke up so early. -.- And the first thing I found out when I woke up was that my mum was actually working today. Which means, I've to eat maggie for lunch again. Awww~ Lyrics for "I still believe". (: 卸下美丽的外壳 透明的我们还剩下什么 爱情就象水晶球 坚固而脆弱 一个人也许自由 两个人的感动大过天空 喜怒哀乐通通拥有 不让你泪流 baby i still believe(baby i still believe) 爱你可以走过暗流 紧紧握住双手 一秒就够 不孤单寂寞 baby i still believe(baby i still believe) 爱要有你才会快乐 就算未来的路不同 你在我心中(你和我) 到永久 感觉寒冷时候 我抱你在我胸口 当你泪流的时候 我在这里不走 爱散发的温柔 在此刻有些感受 我想和你一起 让幸福转动 baby i still believe(baby i still believe) 爱你可以走过暗流 紧紧握住双手 一秒就够 不孤单寂寞 baby i still believe(baby i still believe) 爱要有你才会快乐 就算未来的路都不同 你和我 到永久 好烦啊~ If only life was much more simpler. I guess I would have been happier. TAGGED BY LAOPO After I've finished blogging the previous post, I realised I've been tagged by my ahBALL laopo. -.- So I shall be nice and do it. =] Instruction: Remove 1 question from below and replace it with your personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 10 people in you list and list them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their chat box. 1. What is my favourite colour? PINK 2. Where will you go if someone sponsor your tour trip? JAPAN; DISNEYLAND! :D 3. What do you like to do most? Talking crap with friends, shopping, sleeping, eating. LOL 4. Do you think that money can buy happiness? Depends. Well, money can buy things that you want to statisfy your wants and this in turns makes you happy. But, I guess the real happiness is the time that you spend with your loved ones and that can't be bought with money. (: 5. If you have one dream to come true, what should it be? To have all my other dreams to come true. Wahahahahas... Ok, if I'm only allowed to have only ONE dream to come true, I want to get marry to guy who loves me ALOT now. ^^ 6. Do you think you can survive without money? CAN. I'm surviving without money now. -.- 7. Do you encourage girls to admit their love to the guys? YES, cos' you should let the guy knows how you feel in case you regret in the future. Who knows perhaps he likes you too? But I don't think I'll be so daring as to do that. HAHA. 8. What do you dream of doing in the future? Being a kindergarten teacher/nursery teacher. Though it's totally irrelevant to what I'm studying now. 9. List out 3 good points about the person who tagged you. Ever ever so happy-go-lucky, friendly and helpful 10. What makes you happy? Being able to spend time together with my loved ones. Be it friends, family or my future husband. HAHA. 11. What type of person do you hate most? Hmmmm, I don't hate anyone. Waste of my time & energy. 12. Where do you see yourself 10years down the road? A rich tai-tai looking after my children with my husband. LOL. 13. If you do not have a boyfriend/girlfriend, do you feel like having one now? YES. :D But, I shall let nature takes it's course. 14. Who is the most important person in your life? Everyone. 15. If you have the chance to change your life, what would you want to change? Hope my parents would give me more freedom. 16. Who do you think is the most important person in your life? I think this question is almost the same like Qn14. -.- 17. If you have the chance to re-live your life, would you live it the way you are living now? I guess so. I've no idea how I'll be like if I were to choose another way. LOL. 18. Are you courageous to tell a person that you like him/her? Mention it in Qn7, I would never ever tell him that I like him. I admit that I'm a coward ok. 19. Would you rather follow your heart or mind when deciding your right one? I tend to follow my heart. That's why I always makes the wrong decision. =/ 20. Do you luv ur friens? I LOVE ALL OF THEM!! MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS~ FINALLY DONE. I'm too lazy to tag anyone. Hoho, who's ever bored can do it. |
But baby, where they knock you down and out
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