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Chun.YuI felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Friday, November 28, 2008
UPDATE Tuesday: Trying to finish up my Etiquette report. We even skipped our Statistic lecture to rush our FOM project. I've no idea what I've done for this day. I just remembered that my whole day was basically spent rushing these 2 things. Wednesday: Finally finished the report and had it print. The price difference for printing a coloured page and a non-coloured page is damn big. coloured page is 50cents while non-coloured page is jus 5cents. -.- I spent $3.65 to have a 10 page report print. OMG. I shall start to save up for a printer and earned money out of printing papers for people. HAHA. Rushed the FOM powerpoint till around 1am plus. SHAG. I said something which I shouldn't have said. Regret. I refused to believe that you may be this kind of person. Thursday: Was supposed to stay back in school to study but the girls decided not to. I FINALLY managed to collect my handphone today. Wahahahahas~ Met up with Ball and realised that she's super stressed. *Relax and smile* Went home and slept for 3 hours till 7.30pm. -.- There's when I start having flu and my voice turn kind of sexy. LOL. Today: GREAT. I woke up late again today. -.- It always happened on those important days. The other time was my Statistic test and now, it's my FOM presentation. I wondered if it's going to happen again next week when we are going to have our MST. I SHALL PRAY HARD THAT I WOULD NOT WAKE UP LATE FOR MY TEST. Managed to rush to school in time with the help of my dad's superb driving. Hahas. But, feel kind of bad to wake him up early in the morning. :X We were supposed to be the last group to present but most of the other people were late so we end up being the first. I think the advertisement that I came up with was super cute. (: Revised Statistic in school while waiting for SP Star to start. I feel accomplished. Hahas. Candy was really great on stage just now. :D Shall post up the video I had taken of Candy another time. IMPULSE. A sudden impulse. =/ Nobody can be trusted. WORK TOMORROW. I know, I know. I'm going to have exams next week and I'm still working. -.- Hope I won't have to end my work late like last week. A: 看屁阿? B: 你是屁吗？ 就因为感动，所以才会有伤害。 Monday, November 24, 2008
quote We are not far apart for we are looking at the same sky. It's not yet over. Why do I keep running away from the truth, when all I think about is you. BUSYYYYYYY A short update first. I dont think I'll be able to update for this few days or week. Cos' I'm currently super busy with a lot of things. Projects, report, work and exams. Exams is just next week and I seriously need to get my ass moving. Working till 11 plus before I went home on Saturday. By the time I reached home at 12 plus, I'm already half dead. It wasn't any better yesterday. I need energy to burn midnight oil for revision and finish my 1,500 words report. ANYWAY, main priority should be our FOM project and Etiquette report cos' both of them are due this week. -.- I really wonder if I'll ever have the time to sleep well. YEAHHH, my handphone is finally ready for collection. The problem is, when will I be able to go collect it when I'm like so damn busy? On a happier note, 2 more weeks to holidays! 3 more weeks to 4/9 chalet! 4 more weeks to Christmas! 5 more weeks to 2009! Soon, it'll be my birthdayyyyy! Anybody realise that 1 year is almost over? (: Lots of things had happened this year. Friday, November 21, 2008
Seriously, I'm getting tired of giving in. I have my own temper too. Watching horror movies with the girls are such great fun. HAHA. Yesterday Went over to Yunhui's house to watch DVDs. Our initial plan was to study at library. BUT, we change our plan from studying to watching Madagascar to REC and finally, over to Yunhui's house. That's why they say girls are really fickle minded. Lols. Decided to watch 4bia as we can't find Wishing Stairs. Instead of enjoying the movie, all of us spent our time translating the subtitle cos' their English are really... We even realised that some of their words are direct translate from Chinese. For example the word, 机长 which means captain in English. Guess what words they used for the word "captain". They used "The machine is too long". LOL. My dear daddy drove me to school today. Lols. So nice of him right~ Have to stay back in school to do FOM powerpoint today. T.T They told me that my handphone is not ready for collection YET. @!##&%!@#$!@# Wednesday, November 19, 2008
. CONGRATS TO JIAJIA AND SANDY! Jiajia still keep saying that she won't be able to win in the Fashion Parade competition. In the end, they got second place! :D Headed over to Jiajia's place to help them sew their clothes after our lesson yesterday. EH, I know how to sew though it's not really nicely done. LOL. We were talking about how we plan to celebrate our 18th birthday and what kind of presents we would want. I don't even think that there'll be many people celebrating for me. And I suddenly realised that I've never received a birthday cake from my friends ever. Ok lahs, maybe it's not really a big deal since I only realised it till yesterday. Hahas. If not for the compulsory AIDS talk just now, I would have been able to watch Jiajia and Sandy doing their catwalk. But well, at least I found out some interesting facts during the talk. (: Great, I've to finish my report that's due in 2 more weeks. And there's FOM project that need to be done by next week. -.- CONDOM HAS EXPIRY DATE. And I didn't know it. HAHA. B**** Monday, November 17, 2008
. No one is perfect. That's why pencils have erasers. Jeremy's nick is so damn true. :D Currently still in school, waiting for Sandy and Jiamin to finish their rehearsal, ALONE. I know I'm a really great friend. HAHA. SUPER BORED LAHS~ -.- And great, my handphone is out of battery. So, sorry for not replying your message~ I tried to deny it. I tried to console myself. I tried to bluff myself. I still can't shake off that thinking. It's terrible to feel this way. You are not keeping anything from me, right? Maybe this is just an illusion. My dear friend Cheer up~ I'm sure things will get better after experiencing such a bad incident, . (: Heaven takes away something but gives you something back in return. OK, so I spent my weekend working again. This week is even busier than last week. Went home at only 10.30pm on Saturday. Met some fussy customers as well as nice customers. Those nasty customers can really pissed you off but some can really make you feel satisfied serving them. AND OMG LAHS. Some customers just love to make a mess of the shop and we have to clear their mess after they go. I thought I dream of folding clothes while I was sleeping. LOL. One great thing I had done during work. I cut my feet with the chair while trying to stand up to hang the clothes. That's the thing about being short. I almost jumped my way home after work. T.T Work = money = injuries. Hahas. As usual, had a bun as my dinner yesterday at 8pm. YES, 8pm. We were so busy that we didn't even know it's already way past out dinner time. -.- That explains why I'm so hungry this morning and I didn't even have the time to have my breakfast before going to school. AND THAT EDDY keeps making fun of me when I had a burger for dinner on Saturday just because of an incident last year. "一个汉堡包就可以满足你。" -.- I MISS MY HANDPHONE. T.T Friday, November 14, 2008
诚实地想你 This song is damn nice. Sandy: What's your name?
是我做了什么让天使生气 Thursday, November 13, 2008
feeling of betrayal. Let's just ignore it and carry on with our life. No big deal. As if. Alright. I'm really getting confused of what kind of person you are after the talk I had with the girls just now. I had enough of it. Please, don't take me as if I'm naive. I know a lot of things but I just didn't bother to say it out. No, I'm not referring to you, you or even you. Day out with the girls tomorrow. Schedule has even been planned out nicely. LOL. "Popeye the sailor man, poo poo!" I'm super tempted to buy a camera. But, I know my money have to be put aside for other more important uses. $500 camera lehs~ T.T I feel so helpless. Something seem to have gone wrong between them but I can't do anything. I don't even know what had really happened. :/ You're still my best friend. Past, present, now. Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Learn to face it . I wonder what's wrong. Someone please tell me? O.o WTH, my phone is not ready for collection yet and it's been almost 2 weeks. T.T That explains why I hadn't been uploading any photos on my blog recently. Ok, I think I know what I want. I want a new phone on my birthday. HAHAHAHA. Kidding lahs~ LOL. Just reached home after going to Orchard with Jiajia and Sandy. Met with a really strange guy who keep talking to strangers. SCARYYY~ AND! Jiajia did manicure for me. JIAJIA, IT'S NICE LAHS~ RELAX OK! It's already consider ok for a first timer. Confidence, confidence! :D Chatted a lot with Sandy on the way home. (: I guess 我们都该学会面对。 Been through and I know it's hard. I'm still trying so let's jiayou together, ok? :D Hey, maybe he's the one for you. HAHAHAHA. So drama~ And OUCH. My finger got burned while helping my dad to pray just now. *PAIN* Monday, November 10, 2008
Currently multi-tasking. Having my dinner, chatting on MSN, looking at the article for tomorrow's CRS oral and searching for other articles on the net and blogging. LOL. It's been long since I've last been so busy. :D Feel great, though it's tiring~ I'm super looking forward to Thursday. Cos' all the things that should be completed, would be completed. At least we won't be that busy UNTIL our next marketing project, which is just few more weeks. TILL THEN~ Had a really funny day with the girls. Practically laugh my ass off. The girls always said that my 笑点 very low. Yes, indeed. Hahas. Off to research more on my article and finish off my dinner. Lucks to HuiPing and me for our test tomorrow. (: . It's a cold, rainy morning. *SHIVER* Been busily working for the weekend. At least I only have go to work in the noon and not in the early morning. Work was pretty fine. Just that I've to get use to the new products AND new staffs. I think I'll get to slim down cos' my dinner for these 2 days was just BUNS. Lols. With only half an hour of break and the never-ending- customers, there is just not enough time for me to have a proper meal. -.- Thanks to uncle. Cos' without him, I don't think we'll even have buns to eat for dinner. Met up with Wong Har and Xuehua after work yesterday. Celebrated her birthday 1 month earlier as she won't be in SG on her actual birthday. Ate the ice-cream cake at her house. NICE. And we played with the dry ice. LOL. Crapped awhile before I walked back home. Tiring but fulfilling. (: I realised that I've got lots of things to do for this week. CRS oral, presentation for CD, Etiquette report and WORK. Seriously, I don't know what I am doing now. Friday, November 07, 2008
sleeeeeeeepy . Such a warm weather but I keep sneezing. -.- Today was the only day that I get to go home early after having been going home late at night recently. LOL. Slept for 2 hours before waking up to rush my ITAB powerpoint. SUPER tired. Working tomorrow! Do visit me if you are free, though I guess I will probably be busy since this few months are the peak period. -.- Back to those days again. LOL. Hope that the shop won't be too messy if not, it will only means staying back late to clear it up. STRESS. I still didn't manage to remember all the facts. Yes, I really don't understand what I'm stressing about. :/ It's like other people are not even worry about it. P.S Sorry to the girls for yesterday. I'm just feeling rather dazy all day. Wednesday, November 05, 2008
hotel626 OBAMA WINS! LOL. Been sneezing lately. My eyes seem watery. Just back home from school. YES, the girls and I have been staying till late after our lessons to finish up our projectS. Feeling really stressed up. -.- Imagine having to complete so many projects and having to do your tutorial work at the same time. OK, Hotel626 is really scary. The game look so damn real. OMG. We didn't realise it until we played it ourselves. One of the guy who was sitting beside us just now at the yellow bench said that his friend got really frightened from playing it. A GUY IS ACTUALLY SCARED OF PLAYING A GAME. He told us there's a part whereby you've to sing a lullaby using your computer's microphone to a baby if not it will scared you. :d SCARYYYYY. Interested to play? But, I shall not reveal what is the website to the game. LOL. Off to have my dinner before doing my Econs. TIRED. PLEASE, can't you put yourself in her shoes? She's tired and stressed up but here you are, blaming her for not spending time with you. WTH. A boyfriend isn't supposed to be like this. 有些眼泪是值得流的 Monday, November 03, 2008
对不起 . /EDITED. A song that Xinjie introduce to me. Thanks. (: Friend is not as easy as A-B-C. 震惊。 “对不起。” 在看到这一句话之后， 让原本最近心情已经有点不好的我, 终于崩溃。 眼泪不知不觉地掉了下来。 因为还在学校，所以也不能大哭出来。只好用projects来麻醉自己。 说了对不起，是不是就能让你好过一点？ 说了对不起，是不是就能过像以往一样？ 说了对不起，是不是就可以当作之前所发生的事情只是一场梦？ 我不能理解你说这句话的用意。 因为你没有错，所以根本不需要道歉。 以前是这样，现在也是这样。 也许一开始就根本是个错误。 如果能回到最初的原点，或许我们能够还是非常要好的朋友。 到底哭什么呢？ Next week. I'm dead. Projects to complete: Sunday, November 02, 2008
3 months & 20 days Anybody realise that my birthday is just 3 months and 20 days away? LOL. AND YES, I've decided to do a really meaningful thing on my 18th birthday. Something which I've been yearning to do long ago. (: Oh well, something is seriously wrong with my phone. Got a call from Nokia service centre and they said they won't be able to return my phone back to me by tomorrow (which they promised me initially) . I've to wait till next week before I can collect it. It's going to be a busy, busy week for me! Have to stay back in school everyday to finish up on the 3 projects this week. Having to go back to work from this weekend on, I reckon I would have to work extra hard on my academics if I want to have a better GPA for this sememster. I'm feeling rather reluctant to go school tomorrow. :/ How I wish life is a bed of roses. I'm sorry I didn't handle it well. Saturday, November 01, 2008
. 这样的雨天， 只会让我更想哭泣。 我以为，一切以结束。 谁知道，原来回忆是那么容易被唤醒。 我是应该恨你的。但我依然把你当作是我的朋友。 一个不管多久以后我都还是会想起的朋友。 我只希望大家都能够过得很好。(: I know what you are going through now cos' I've been there before too. Just don't care about it anymore. Cheer up, ok? :D It's that person who do not know how to treasure your friendship. Sometimes, things just don't go along with how we want it to be. Maybe that's fate. And fate loves to make fun of people. 哈哈，原来我之前所怀疑的事情真的是这样。 My sixth sense is really accurate. :D 很失望。 在当时，你发生事情的时候，想起的人竟然不是我。 . 人生无常。 I know I've said it for umpteen times but I'm still going to say it right here We are always here for you. (: Hope you'll be fine soon. It's really important to treasure the people around you. Just got a call from my ex-workplace. Eddy wants me back to go back to work. LOL. I don't know why I agreed cos' I wanted to find a new job with a new environment. I guess I was too shocked by that fact that there's only pathetic $5.25 in my bank account that I decided to go back. I seriously need a job BADLY. -.- Stressful life. I've to memorise all the facts again cos' I've forgot almost everything. Work starts next weeeeeeeek. Lucks to me. Currently at Macdonald doing projects! OMG, OMG, OMG. -.- I'm going to get so damn busy soon. At least that could keep my mind off things. I really thought I'm fine. I thought I'll be fine. |
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