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Chun.YuI felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Wednesday, December 31, 2008
2008 is coming to an end in just less than 4 hours. The girls and I were teasing each other before we went back home. "See you again next year arh!" I seriously can't help but laugh. It's as though there's still a long way to go before "next year" comes. LOL. Anyway, I haven't got the present for them. Ok, I feel really guilty about it. :X I promise to get it real sooooon. It's been a really happening year. I got to know the 4 girls when school just started this year. It's amazing how we are able to click together on the first day of school. They were there for me when I'm feeling down. They were the ones who cheered me up with just some simple and idiotic jokes whenever they sense that I'm troubled. All of them had become part of my life without me realising it. Not being able to see them for a day is like not being able to bath for a week. HAHA. I sure hope we would still be the same in future though nothing is definite. Even your best friend can betray you. OH WELLLL, I know you girls won't lahs. :D Knowing you girls is the best thing that had happened to me this year. (: Wish all of you good luck in choosing for the options. Hope we'll be able to get into the option of our choice. May those without bfs find their prince charming. May Huiping, who is the only one with bf in our clique, last happily with him. HAHA Oh well, shall see all of you again NEXT YEAR. LOL. P/S Do you girls remembered that we once said that we would see each other again at the Istana Park on 2009/2009 next year? (: Tuesday, December 30, 2008
每一个人都有不可告人的秘密。 而我们都选择了沉默。 大家都用尽一切来保护自己的秘密, 深怕被别人发现后会失去一切。 也许这个世界就是这样子。 I don't blame anyone. May 2009 begins on a happy note for all of us. (: Countdown, countdown, countdown. Why always change of plans arhs~ -.- courage Today is the eve of the New Year's Eve. (: I did a really bad thing yesterday. I PON PACC and Econs lectures. Even Yunhui and the other girls did so too. LOL. Went home straight away to sleep. :D Got to know my Statistic results yesterday. Even though I failed badly for my SPSS test previously, the test I took before school closed actually pulled up my marks. Wahahahahahas~ So, the countdown is tomorrow. The only exciting thing that I'm expecting this week is that I do not have to come to school on Thursday and the possibility of getting my pay on Saturday. WOOT. How fun is that? Lols.  OMG! I just went to the toilet and I saw this. Doesn't it look like cotton candy? Lols. Monday, December 29, 2008
Ok, I still can't believe I'm right here in school NOW. I can't believe 2009 is arriving in just 2 more days. I can't believe I'm going to be 18 real soon. OMG. Time seriously pass by just like a stroke of lightning. Imagine having to say the word "last year" next week when you are talking about things that had just happened last week. Sounds so weird. LOL. Everything happened so quickly that I don't even have the time to even stop and relax. Or maybe it's just me cos' I've been busy with so many things at one go. -.- 2008 had been an eventful year. Let's hope 2009 would be smooth sailing for all of us. (: I was rather reluctant to come to school today. Especially when it's raining in the morning when I could have sleep till the sun shine on my butt before waking up. T.T Oh well, I should face the fact that holiday is over and school has started. I love this photo. :D  The sun rise at Changi. I realised I've not been able to do it. I can no longer find the trust I had in you. It's funny how you can trust and not trust someone so easily. Thursday, December 25, 2008
MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D 又是一样。 I don't feel good. What more can I say? 别把我当成笨蛋好不好。 Monday, December 22, 2008
生命可悲的是不能够从来, 但可喜的是不需要从来。 I'm back! I shall update on my chalet last week first. Suddenly realised that I've not been updating lately. LOL. Chalet was fun, especially during the second day. :D We were plainly slacking on the first day. All I remember was that we stayed in our room while the guys were out in the living room playing dota. Went to NTUC to shop for our BQQ stuffs the next day. Checked out the rate of renting bicycles overnight. Almost couldn't get enough bicycles as alot of people were also renting it for overnight. Lols. Started our journey once we finished watching "Little Nonya". We spend 10 hours to cycle from Downtown East to Singapore Flyer, East Coast Park, Changi Beach, Loyang and finally back to chalet. We just fall asleep the moment we finished bathing. All of us were suffering from leg cramp and butt pain. :D I crashed into a pole once, my leg got ran over by Rui Ling's bicycle when Justin and Jinyou stopped suddenly, and I fell down from my bicycle when I got hit by an "unknown" thing. LOL. Ok, I'm really super unlucky. -.- The wind was super cold when we were at East Coast Park. I think all of us were damn beat cos' it's almost 4am by the time we reached there. The most memorable incident was when my face was being hit by a fruit that fell down from the tree. I thought I was imagining things but suddenly, I felt a really sharp pain. -.- So I just lose control of my bicycle and fell down. Luckily there wasn't any cars passing by at that point of time. If not, I would have been crashed. Didn't really managed to get to see the sun rise at the Changi Beach. Still, the sky was beautiful. (: BBQ was successful though I still feel hungry after that. Lols. Rui Ling said that that day was the most unusual day cos' I ate alot. HAHA. Ate a few chicken wings, few mouthful of pineapple rice, 2 otahs for BBQ. Had a bowl of Katong Laksa and a waffle for supper. Is that alot for me? O.o Yesterday Went to work as usual. LOL. There wasn't much customers so we spend most of our time chit chatting. Eddy said something that really makes me worry. He said I've symptoms of a bad illness. -.- Wanted to have tang yuan together after work but the dessert stalls at Bugis were all packed with people. We end up having toast at Toast Box. Hahas. Today Went over to do our volunteer work at an Alzheimer home for the elderly with the girls. Almost got lost while trying to search for the place. HAHA. We went round and round Bukit Gombak and Bukit Batok and we realised that we would have reached the place long ago if not for the stupid bus driver who gives us the wrong road directions. Played board games with them and they were really cute. It's just wasn't what we think it would be. :D Celebrating Christmas Eve with the girls. HEEEEEEEE. I suddenly remembered that we have to hand up our 3 page personal reflection once school reopen. OMG. It suddenly dawned on me that it's time to spend more quality time with parents though they are pretty busy themselves too. Uploaded only a few photos for the time being. Currently using the house computer which is lagging like hell. -.-  Geylang - Hotel 81  Changi Coast Road - Beside Changi Airport. We get to see some of the planes landing. (: However, this stretch of road seem to be never ending when we are cycling here. Lols.  The sunrise. (:  Night cycling group.  BBQ time. :D Tuesday, December 16, 2008
4/9 chalet Off to chalet. :D 16th - 19th December Monday, December 15, 2008
4/9's chalet is tomorrow! :D So I won't be updating the blog till next week since the chalet is until Friday and I got to work on weekend. Have to meet up early with some of the others to head over to Mei Yen's house to take the BBQ things. I want to watch sunrise~ I've never watched it before. Lols. Please don't rain for this few days. :/ Christmas is next weeeeeek! Wondering if we should go countdown or just stay at home. HAHA. And I realised that we are only left with 1 WEEK of holiday before school starts. GIRLS! We've not gone out together during this holiday~ T.T I guess we can only wait till next Monday before we meet up again. LOL. Anyway, we should really enjoy this holiday as we'll be busy with projects again once school reopen. Even before the month end, I'm already hoping to get my 2nd pay. Hahas. Actually, it's just 1 week more before my next pay day. WEEEEE~ OH YA! I've not packed my bag. LOL. BYEEEE~ And I really don't know if I should feel that I'm lucky or unlucky. Why can't it wait till it's over ? -.- Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Watched "海角七号" with Jiajia at Vivocity. I guess it's a rather ok-ok movie. Perhaps different people who watched it have different views about it. Shopped at Daiso after the movie. Shall shopped at there again to prepare for the Christmas presents. :D Met up with Meiyen and Rui Ling. FUNNNN~ Chatted alot about the chalet issues. Seriously, I see no point in not going because of money issues cos' we've already been informed about the price of the chalet way before the actual date. I am sure there's enough time to raise up $45. If even a person who has finanical problems can do it, I don't see why you are not able to do it. Just save $2 a day from the day we are informed about the chalet till today, it's already more than enough. Now that there are couple of you backing out of the chalet, have you all think of the extra money that others might have to fork up? It's not a small sum since each of us have to pay $45 and there's quite a number of you who are not going. Spare a thought for them. They are not obliged to pay more than what they are supposed to pay. Most importantly, have you ever wondered how the organisers would feel if some of you back out at this last minute? They took the time and effort to organise this outing yet people said that they do not want to go last minute. Do you know that they will feel disappointed? Somehow, people just don't appreciated the things the others did for them. They always take it for granted. Enough of these unhappy issues. I'm sure we will still be able to enjoy ourselves. (: Well, meeting up with both of them again tomorrow. Weeee~ P.S Sorry if the post offended any of you. I'm just saying out my views. Tuesday, December 09, 2008
Happy birthday, Xuehua. GREAT. Xuehua went to China, Sandy is currently in Taiwan and Xinjie just flew to hong Kong yesterday. NBM, I shall miss all of you everyday. HAHA. Could have meet up with Xinjie and Xuehua last Friday before they go off. But, it's like they took forever to fetch Xinjie and me. LOL. In the end, I was seriously too tired to wait for them so I went off to sleeeeep. Been working hard this 3 days. There are really some idiotic customers whom I really can't stand. I mean, you bought a pack of disposable panties from another outlet and there you are, coming to OUR outlet and making a huge scene just because we don't let you change the size? Please lahs, you said that you didn't wear it before cos' you only bought it yesterday. Who would believe you since there's so much time interval between yesterday and today. It's hygiene purpose OK. PUT YOURSELF IN OUR SHOES. It's also not OUR fault that you bought the wrong size so why must you raise your voice at us. #$*#$@*#@* Ok, done with complaining. :D Good luck to Rui Ling for your exams! You will be able to have your freedom tomorrow. Lols. And, let's head over to ECP someday after your exams. I can't wait for next week!!! Chalet, chalet, chalet. (: PAY IS HERE. EDDY ACTUALLY THOUGHT THAT IT'S NOT HERE YET. BOX HIM. LOL. Shall collect it tomorrow. Friday, December 05, 2008
EXAM IS OVERRRRR~ Happy birthday to Mei Yen. (: YES, I managed to survive till my last paper. Wahahahahas~ I can finally sleep early and enjoy my 3 weeks of holidays. :DDDD Currently anticipating 4/9's chalet! Discussed about what to do at the chalet at MacDonald with Ruiling and Mei Yen yesterday. We had so much fun talking about it. (: Welllll, I guess I should be able to pass all the papers? I ACTUALLY didn't saw question 2's part C for my PACC paper yesterday!!!! OMG, my 6 marks flew away just like that. -.- And I only realised it till the last few minutes so I didn't manage to scribble it out. SHIT, hope Ms June won't scold me. LOL. ANYWAY, Jiajia and I went for our honeymoon right after our paper just now. We were deciding whether should we watch the movie "海角七号" or Kbox. Went to Cineleisure for singing so that we can watch the movie another time with the girls. Heard from Jiajia that it's a really nice movie. :D We seriously sing till our heart's content lohs~ Lols. Got an unexpected phone call while singing half way. I think if not for Jiajia, I would have cried on the spot. Hahas. OH! And I actually saw Guo Xiang when I was leaving just now. Such a coincidence. HAHA. Working tomorrow! I wonder if my cheque is here. :DDD 谢谢你让我知道事情的来龙去脉。 虽然在知道真相之后，我的心里真的不好受。 但终必还是傻傻的觉得是因为环境所逼所以才会分开。 不知道我是太天真还是太笨，为什么总是那么容易相信人。 To think that I've always treated you with sincerity. I've realised that compared to our friendship, you are just so not worth it. I want to say sorry to all my friends. Sorry. Still, I don't feel good knowing that you keep so much things from me. I know it, it's just that I keep slient about it cos' I didn't want to make things complicated. 你知不知道你再这样下去，迟早会失去身边所有的东西。 例如：友情。 你的所作所为不会让你得到你得不到的东西，反而只会让你失去更多东西。 也许有一天你也会寂寞。 最后，谢谢你让我看到人性的丑陋。 谢谢你让我知道，就算我所付出我的一切，我也不一定就能够得到幸福。 Wednesday, December 03, 2008
"Don't let someone be your piority when you are just an option." 2 papers down, 2 more to go. (: Been busy revising till the wee hours this few days. I NEED COFFEE. Shall update more when I'm done with my MST this Friday. Back to revision for PACC. I feel so S-H-I-T. I'm slowly losing it. I really do not have any idea if I should agree with all of you. In this situation of mine, it's hard to determine which one of you is doing the right thing. I've struggled for a long time before deciding it. It's just so not fair to you, you and you. I don't like this. They said,"你根本不把我当作是你的朋友。因为朋友并不会这样对待彼此。" Where are all my friends....... Cheer up ok? Though I know it's hard not to think about it, especially so when you get to see him everyday. Things just happen without any reason. Maybe it's fate? No matter what, do remember that all of us are here for you. :D It's not good to bottom up all your unhappiness. Maybe I shouldn't. But wait. Have you ever put yourself in everyone's shoe? |
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