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Chun.YuI felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Friday, January 30, 2009
DAMN IT. There's Chingay tomorrow and the bus that I always took would be affected. SHITTTTTT. I don't want to take MRT lahs~ It'll be morning by the time I reached home. JUST KIDDING. HEEEEEEE. -.- I remembered I caught a glimpse of the Chingay parade with Xinjie after our work last year. OMG, a year has passed. OHHHHHHH. After so many days of considerations, I've decided to choose logistic. (: ouch, gastric. Thursday, January 29, 2009
TIME TO SAVE UP. But, I want to go Kbox. Opps. ![]() OMG, I took a 3 hour nap just now. HAHA. I think it's worth it to skip PACC lecture for this 3 hours. :X OKKKKK, role play was fine. One more project to go. :DDDD And it'll be exam soon. First paper: Economics, 6pm - 8pm. The timing for this paper is so stupid. What's more, I can't understand why can't they just put all the papers on the first week. After taking our Statistic exam which is on the 20th Feb, we've to wait till 25th Feb before we finally take our last paper, FOM. IT CLASHES WITH MY BIRTHDAY LAHS~ Maybe not directly and we have 5 days to study for FOM. LOL. OH! I'll be free from work after this weekend. Time to study and enjoy my weekend. ((((: Wednesday, January 28, 2009
OMG, I super love this NEW YEAR. :D Was out to take HONG BAO yesterday. Something unpleasant happened at my uncle's house before we left. My impression of Chi** girls are getting from bad to worst. -.- ANYWAY, my luck was really great yesterday! Was playing Blackjack with the girls and I keep winning. AHAHAHAHA, even I can't believe I'm so lucky. (((: Poor Sandy lost almost 40bucks yesterday. We really had a good laugh while gambling cos' alot of funny things happened. Too bad Huiping had to leave early. :/ BUT! After being lucky for yesterday, I think bad luck has come to find me today. The girls went to watch movie while I went back home before going to do project. I want to watch DA XI SHI TOO. T.T Just as I was about to reach home, I realised I forgot to bring my keys. The worst thing is that, my handphone is out of battery. T.T The worst of the worse thing is that, I was going to be late in meeting my group members at Chinese Garden. After using public phone to call my brother for N times, I went back home to try my luck to see if there's anyone at home and I found out that my dad was actually at home. -.- Rushed to change my phone and took a cab down to meet them. I think we spend the afternoon playing monopoly. I don't think I've done anything for it at all except for making the prawn shapes. HAHA. Hope all goes well for our role play tomorrow and not ending up like last week. -.- OKKK, I'm still stucked between retail and logistic. :/ Monday, January 26, 2009
HAPPY NIU YEAR TO EVERYONE. :D Met up with Jiajia and Sandy yesterday for our manicure. It seems like we are not the only kiasu people who booked the appointment early in the morning. LOL. Weee, I managed to buy a denmin skirt and a new watch. Wahahahahas... Last minute shopping at NTUC with my parents after I came back. My dad was really nice as to buy 2 cans of abalone just because he knows I want to eat it. (: As usual, had steamboat and went to pray at the temple. OK, this year seems to be a really bad year for me. They say that it's the worst year for us (goats). -.- Anyway, headed over to Chinatown after going to see flowers. There weren't much stalls at Chinatown as compared to the previous year. Maybe it's because of the rain? Welllll, didn't get to buy pineapple tarts cos' we didn't see any. T.T My dad was teaching me how to change gears on our way back home. He told me it's better to learn manual instead of auto. OKKKK, I know that but I don't know if I'm capable of it. Cos', I still can't figure out which is the 'sound' that tell us when we have to change gears. LOL. Going over to Uncles' house tomorrow and Jiajia's house at night. Staying over at her house. :DDD But, the really disapppointing thing is that I've to go back to school on Wednesday even though I don't have any lessons. ALL BECAUSE OF THE STUPID PROJECT. 5 more days to the final decision. Saturday, January 24, 2009
I feel so bad today. My mum actually asked me to take MC for work today so that we can go shopping for CNY clothes together. LOL. Ok, at least I can get to accompany my mum since we haven't get to go out together for a long time. Seriously, I almost shopped till I drop. :D Bought alot alot of things but mostly it's my brother's and my mum's. I only bought a top and some undergarments. HAHA. Today is the only day that I feel that CNY is coming cos' of the CNY music as most of the shops' background music and the HUGE crowd at JP. Going to do manicure tomorrow with Jiajia and Sandy. My nails are going to be soooo pretty. Last minute shopping with Sandy tomorrow too. HEEEEEE. More shopping to do tomorrow. Day and night. Muhahahahaha~ Get to know of a fact that got me really shock. Till now, I still can't believe it. -.- Friday, January 23, 2009
2 more days to Chinese New Year. :DDDD Our FOM presentation is finally over~ It was rather ok, just that we were kind of upset about something. It totally spoilt our mood. -.- Had Popeye at Singapore Flyer after school with the girls and that clique of guys. We almost die from walking under the hot sun with our formal wear. Ok lahs, maybe we are not really wearing formal outfit. HAHA. Watched 幸福万岁 after the meal. Realised that there's alot of other movies that is rather nice like Bride War, 大喜事, Inkheart etc... Jiajia was saying that we shall watch a midnight movie next Tuesday when we are staying over at her house. But, I wonder if the cinema is open. LOL. =D OMG, I just realised have to do Etiquette project on next Wednesday. Which means, I've to go back to school even though I don't have any lessons. I was still thinking that I would be free~ T.T I hope my mum will be fine. It's just a mild case. A mild mild lump. Right? Thursday, January 22, 2009
WEEEEE, today is a happy day. :D Maybe it's because it's the 22nd. HAHA. Was supposed to present the role play for the etiquette today. But due to lack of props and that we are not as well-prepared as the other group, teacher allowed us to postpone to next week. Of course, nothing is free in this world. He said our percentage will be 75% instead of 100%. Even though we won't be able to get an A, it's better than failing miserably. Anyway, enjoyed myself throughly shopping at Bugis just now. Went over to Bugis with Sandy and Huiping after our FOM project though it's already 5pm plus. Bought 2 more shirts which I intend to wear 1 of it for tomorrow's presentation. Bugis SUPER CROWDED with people. WOOOT, it's our presentation tomorrow~ Lucks to everyone. Come to think of it, it's our last FOM project. Tuesday, January 20, 2009
OKKKK, we didn't went for the reunion dinner in the end cos' the people we were expecting to see won't be there. So, we ended up shopping at Orchard. LOL. I bought a dress impulsively and I don't know if I'm regretting it now. -.- But the good thing is that it really suits me, as in the length. Hahahahahahas. It's time to start thinking what is my goal in my life. Monday, January 19, 2009
*YAWN* I'm feeling really tired but I can't go to sleep. It's all because of the role play which we have to put up for Etiquette this Thursday. It's such a torture just to have a lunch/dinner. Like OMG, so many things that you have to observe and do while having your meals. Lessons start at 8am tomorrow and there's this Primers' reunion dinner at Marine Parade which we have to go to after school at 6pm. GOD, who knows what time will I reach home tomorrow. Ok, I'm dozing off any minute. I just wished that we can quickly finalise the script so that I can sleeeeeeep. P/S And I realised that our exams START ON THE 16TH FEB & END ON THE 25TH FEB. T.T It crashes with my birthday~ Overdued Photos for the birthday celebration. LOL. The four January babies. :D I look damn unglam. -.- OMG~ BUSY WEEKEND. Business has been exceptionally GOOD this weekend, especially on Saturday when it's just the day when we are in need of people. -.- Been reaching home late and adding on to the arrival of my best friend, I'm feeling really tired now. Oh well, my pay for Saturday was equivalent to 2 days. WOOT, at least it's worth it. :D Shall head over to the Acer centre this Wednesday since I think we will be free? Lols. Time to change my adaptor~ It's irritating me. Friday, January 16, 2009
SIAN. Have to report for work earlier than usual tomorrow. T.T Of all the times, why must she get an MC tomorrow? ARGHHHHH. Other than having to wake up early, what I dread the most is having to work alone with Eddy. Boring. LOL. Aiya, I'm super reluctant to go for work tomorrow. Chatted with Xinjie yesterday and she has already booked my on my birthday eve~ Ok, may be there ain't such thing as birthday eve. Hahas. Anyway, I'm booooked that day. :D My brother was telling me that some of his friends can't be trusted. They can laughed and joked around with you but they actually look down on you and even talked behind your back when you are not around. SHIT THOSE FIRENDS. I really wondered when will I be free to go over to the service centre to change my adaptor. SO MANY THINGS ARE BUGGING ME. Please, let some good things happen to me instead of all those bad things. P/S The cramp is just sooo @*&%$!@*&%$!@#~ Thursday, January 15, 2009
SHIT. I think something is wrong with my adaptor of my laptop. The power keeps going off even though I didn't turn off the main power. And it happened all of a sudden. OMG, someone help me. IT CANNOT DIE ON ME NOW~ T.T I still have a lot of projects that I've not completed. I need it. ARGH. Shall sees how it goes tomorrow. WALAO, I don't want to go to the Acer Centre lahs. Economics tutorial has always been a torture. -.- Ok, maybe I did attitude her a bit. BUTTT, I'm really really pissed off by her way of teaching. I'm not the only one who can't catch what she's saying or writting. I'm really doubting if I'll pass my exam. *SIGH* Chinese New Year is just next Sunday and I've not get my clothes ready yet. OMG~ And the girls are planning to go out this Saturday to shop for their clothes and I can't join them because of work. T.T OH WELLL, just finish editing the whole marketing report. :DDDD Etiquette role play CD powerpoint ITAB designning of webpage Ok, at least 2 is done. LOL. Deadline for the rest of the projects are getting nearer and nearer. 2 more to hand up next week and we've not started. What to do for tomorrow if my laptop really have a problem? Wednesday, January 14, 2009
I love bedtime stories. (: Ok , I mean the movie, Bedtime Stories. HAHA. It's a really greattttt movie. If only it happened in real life. After spending time to play with my new phone, I shall go back to rush my marketing report. T.T OHHHH, I still have not consider what option to take next year. Retail or Logistic? Just believe. Monday, January 12, 2009
Those photos were taken last week. Damn funny with all those unglam shots. LOL. People were looking at us when we were taking the jump shots right in the middle of the road. So, we were basically dodging away from cars and jumping up and down for the photos. Supper with them again after work at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe. Oh gosh, I was feeling really full that day. -.- It's not necessary to eat so much even though we don't have to pay. Lols. Dinner with the girls and the guy clique later to celebrate Keng Lai's birthday. Shit, alot of my tutorials are not yet done. =/ ANYWAY, tomorrow is CRS presentation. Presentation = formal wear = heels = torture. T.T Andddd, Christopher just told us that our CD project is due next week. Like WTH, we have to hand in our marketing report this Friday and the stupid CD project is due on next Tuesday. EHHHH, no time man. OHHH, my brother is taking his O' level results today. God bless him. LOL. Friday, January 09, 2009
WEEEE, shopping with Xinjie was really fun. Both of us managed to get stuffs which we wanted. But I guess she's more happy with it since she bought much more stuffs than me. :D Coincidentally, we saw Eeling with her sister at Bugis Junction when I was just mentioned that I've not seen her for a long time. Managed to give her the keychain that we bought for her and went off after having a short chat. Had our dinner at MOF, Ministry of Food. It's rather worth it since the food is delicious and we got some "special treatment" by the staffs when we went in the restuarant. Everyone was looking at us with this weird look on their face. -.- Chatted a lot while we had our ice-cream. Hahas. GREAT DAY~ Jiayou for your A's level. (: DO US PROUD. LOL. *YAWN* I'm falling asleeeeeeep. Another report is coming our way. T.T Wednesday, January 07, 2009
Ok, I don't know how to balance them. =/ Got back my PACC result today. I am satisfied with it even though I forgot to do one part of the question. LOL. Ok, I would have done better if I'm not so careless as to overlook it. -.- Oh well, let's all buck up for the next exam and do Ms June proud. :D And I could have go home early if not for the option talk. It is really useless cos' I can actually get those information easily on the website. I shouldn't have waste the time to go back to school for the talk when I could have continue shopping at Jurong Point with Xuehua. T.T ANYWAY, I stopped myself from buying a lot of things with my determination. HAHA. Still, I went back to M(phosis to buy the shoe which I saw awhile ago. Damn pretttty. Even the bags are damn chio too. Too bad I have to save up if not I would have bought the bag I saw just now too~ Shall wait till there's a sale. :D Have to discuss our skit for project after school tomorrow. Might be meeting up with Xinjie after that to accompany her for shopping cos' god knows when will we be able to meet up after her school starts. First resolution for 2009: To grow just a little bit taller. Second resolution for 2009: I shall curb the urge of wanting to wear the shoe I bought till Chinese New Year. Tuesday, January 06, 2009
SHIT, I've been having stomache ever since I woke up. I even wish that there was a toilet in front of me on my way to school. LOL. Skipped Statistic tutorial today. Cos' I have to wake up early in the morning and I didn't do my tutorial. OMG, I think I've been skipping lessons ever since school starts. I'm even thinking of skipping this Friday's Economic makeup class. -.- I'm soooooo going to get crushed to death by all the projects soon. I guess I've to do the powerpoint till late tonight Why must I forget to bring all the information today. T.T It's going to be a hectic week. Life is such a bore. Monday, January 05, 2009
Almost late for work yesterday. I almost wanted to try flying to work. HAHA. Ok, I'm just joking. Busy re-packing all the clothes to prepare for the coming stock take. The shop is a total mess. Ended work, got home at 11pm and I smelled like curry cos' of all the passengers who boarded the bus at Little India. No offence ok. Anyway..... I finally received my pay. Wahahahahaha~ BUT the problem is, I don't even think I've the time to go shopping though I've the money now. Even after school. Cos' there are This spells D-O-O-M. There are soooooo much things that I want to do but I don't have the time like there are couple of movies which I want to watch but can't find the time, shopping spree for CNY, projects to be completed, working, spending time at home and of course, SLEEPING. T.T Maybe I can go late night shopping. LOL. Chinese New Year is coming realllllllly soon and I've not get any clothes or a haircut. Seriously, I think I need to grow taller just by a little bit more. I've having alot of problems just to find a dress that fits me well. It's either too big or too long. OH GOD, don't tell me I've to alter my dress? Someone help me. -.- Wallet, digital camera or handphone? OH, anyone knows how much does a router cost? O.o Shit, shit, shit. P/S That idiotic ITAB tutor just told us that we need to hand up another project in week16. WTH. Friday, January 02, 2009
Everybody think you got a motive. Hope not. (: Chatted with Xuehua just now. I realised there's really a lot of things to be completed before exams. HEYYY, it's only the start of school and I can already feel the pressure. -.- Oh well, time to think about what option to choose for next year. Logistic, Retail, Marketing and International Trade. International trade is really cool cos' we'll be able to go overseas BUT I've heard that a lot of people is eyeing on that module too. Awww~ Any suggestions? LOL. BTW, I SPEND THE FIRST DAY OF NEW YEAR WITH XINJIE. :D I think my pay is not here YET. T.T Shall pester Eddy again tomorrow. Wahahahahas... *YAWN* I was out shopping and watching movie with Xinjie yesterday. She gave me a really NICE surprise on the first day of new year. -.- Firstly, I didn't know she called her friends along for the movie. And secondly, she and the other friend actually arranged for me to sit with the other guy during the movie. Like, OMG. How do you expect me to talk to him like friends when I don't even know him in the first place? So embarrassing. Caught the 9pm show, "Yes Man". By the time I reached home, it was already 12am and my lessons start at 8am the next day. T.T It was nice of him to send me back home. Maybe it's partly because Xinjie asked him to do so. -.- Lols. Luckily, my dad didn't say much about me returning home late. :x Xuehua asked me out after school later on. Shall see how it goes cos' she end at 3pm while I end 12pm. -.- Maybe I should go home and sleep. LOL. P/S Xinjie, no more next time ok? LOL. Thursday, January 01, 2009
HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D A new year, a new start. Just saw Jiajia, Sandy and Yunhui's blog. OK, I'm very touched. T.T We shall try to keep in touch with each other when we are in Year2 ok? OH WELLL, I sure don't wish to spend my first day of 2009 at home. So..... May be going out with Xinjie later on. Movie and shopping spree. OH, the latter is for Xinjie cos' I have to wait till my pay comes. Yes is the new no. (: |
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