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Chun.YuI felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Thursday, April 30, 2009
Ms Lim I tried hard the other time and I'm still trying. Destory it or save it?  Spot Ms Lim. HEEEEEEEEEE. I swear my PSCM cum PTN looks and acts like her. OMG. I wish I can achieve it like you did. Really need you now. Don't so busy lehhhhhh. T.T I think my effort has not been appreciated. At all. SYF Showcase for CCKSS Reply to tags: I'm just back home. :D School was fineeeeeee.Everything ended really quickly. I realised we chose the right GEMS module this time cos' learnt quite alot of things from it. Lols. I managed to meet up with Ruiling even though my handphone was out of battery. Went Westmall and had my Subway. Wahahahahas, I've been craving for it since ages ago. Thanks to Ruiling for willing to sacrifice her diet just to accompany me. HEEEEEE. LOVE YOU. Met up with Mei Yen and went over to Nanyang Girls School. Saw alot of familiar faces including Eeling! I was really super surprised to see her. (: Listening to them really brings back fond memories of CO. Saw Mr Leong too and we wished we didn't. -.- A really BAD encounter. HAHA. WE HAVE COMMON SENSE OK. ARGH. I really miss the days we used to stay back till late to have night practices for our SYF. Took photos with Eeling and Mdm Jiang. Mdm Jiang was like so happy that we still remembered her and took some time to take photos with us even though she's damn busy. OHHHH, we'll definitely will be back for the alumni dinner to continue our chat with her.  They wanted to take this angle. OMG. LOL
 Eeling. =D  Saw this really cute playground. SUPER CUTE.  Mdm Jiang. (:   Mei Yen. :DDDD  Of course, with my darling Ruiling.  Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Anger I'm feeling rather upset right now and this feeling sucks. You can always tell me if you think you've been unjustified. It's as though I've done something wrong. Ok, I don't even know if I did something wrong. Like WTH, I don't understand why you're so agitated about it. I seriously have no idea what's wrong with you. Continue being like this and I can assure you that everything will be gone one day. My mind has been soooo occupied by that matter that I almost forgot about doing my tutorial work until my classmate reminds me. -.- Feeling really sleeeeeepy right now. Only happy thing: Bought blusher from Make Up Store and a new piece of clothing. (: My dad just bought a new handphone and he's super excited about it. Been playing ever since he came home from work. HAHA. Damn funny. Oh well, shall discuss about our project with my classmates now. Get my mind off it. I should have done what she had done. Tuesday, April 28, 2009
schoooooooooool Reply: Today is only the second day of school and I'm already feeling worn out. Business Law is simply too CHIM for me to understand. Things that he said from his slides are totally different from the notes. So much so that I can't seem to find the points that he said in the notes to highlight. I try to console myself that he is just talking some alien language which I don't understand. LOL. At some point of the time, I really almost got berserk. I wondered how lawyers survived from reading all those CHIM laws. What we are studying now is definitely peanuts to those lawyers. Next, I really can't stand the FMA lecture. He's always seem to be finding a bone in the egg. No matter how quiet we are, he just don't find it to be satisfying. Either he got a problem with his ears or he got a problem with his brain. Seriously, no idea why is he picking on us. Even the slightest sound from us, he'll still find it noisy/irritating. Damn. NEVER MIND. Something happy to look forward to tomorrow. It's going to be a short day. =D Going to shop for Mothers' Day present though my brother has already decided on it. Shall see what can we get. Bye. NIGHT. Sayonara. I'm tireddddddddddd. YAWN. Monday, April 27, 2009
I wish I'm Peter Pan. I wish I never grew up. Now I knew how carefree it is to be a kid. Free of troubles and worries. I regret for not treasuring my childhood, for not enjoying my childhood, for always wanting to be an adult during my childhood. Can I be a kid, again? Sometime, you would wish for something which you can't get hold of no matter how hard you tried. Nobody Reply to tags: I swear this MV is damn funny. (: Plus, their dance are really WOAH. LOL. Sunday, April 26, 2009
Lone. Reply to tags: Tomorrow's Monday. No matter how much I dread, I still have to go to school. This cycle just goes on and on and on and on.... Oh well, I should try to get use to it since we still have 2 more years to go. Haha. In any case, it might be even worse when we step out to the society to work. We don't always get to choose who we want to work with and work for. It's a matter of your own perceptions; you've to look at it in a more positive manner. (: Never mind. At least we're going to have a long weekend this week. :D I wish I don't have school on Wednesday too so that I'll have a longer weekend too. Nothing is perfect, I know. Lols. I really feel like going shopping leh~ And singing. And many more. Women are hard to satisfy. HEEEEEEEEE. Mother's Day is cominggggg. Have all of you thought of what to get for your mother? I haven't. T.T Saturday, April 25, 2009
Second thoughts I was actually looking through my past entries and I realised how stupid I was in the past. HAHA. Seriously, I was thinking why on earth did I actually believed all those nonsense when I knew it wasn't true. I mean, it's so obvious. Why did I even bother to find excuses for all of you? Oh well, it just kind of taught me not to be so naive in future. OH WELLLLL. I know it's the past and I shouldn't rake it up all of a sudden. I just feel really dumb at that point of time. I actually wish that I've got some kind of magic power so that I can erase it off. (: It's definitely a nightmare to me. At this moment. LOL. I guess most people would be like me at some point of their life. ANYWAY, weather has been damn hot recently. So hot that I think I'm going to melt as though I'm a snowman. -.- Don't all of you feel that you're in some kind of big oven and the temperature has been turned to the highest? I hope some kind of miracle would happen and Singapore would snow all of a sudden. It would be so great, isn't it? I'll sure dash out of my house and use my bare hands to touch the snow cos' I've always wondered how does snow feels like. Maybe I'll even try to put it in my mouth to see how it tastes like. Ok, sounds grosssssss. CCA~ Let's find a sport CCA so that we can actually slim down while having fun. Kind of hard? Yeah, I know. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. P/S I've got 1 thought on my mind right now. I hope Monday won't ever come. =/ Actually, I regret it. I shouldn't have. That's Him. Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares; And how lucky he is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, "That's her." Friday, April 24, 2009
Surprise? It really came as a shock to me. I didn't expect it at all. It even took me awhile to realise it was you. I guess, you're really gone. ((((: I just don't wish to have any more contacts with you. First week of school has finally ended. All I can say is, I'm getting along fine with my classmates. At least all of us tried to bond together. Just that I'm not as close to them compared to DBA/09, since we've only know each other for like 1 week? Lols. Projects are like coming our way. Tutors have been telling us about the projects that we need to complete since the first day of school. ERRRRRRRRRRR.... I hope we won't have to stay back so late like last year just to rush finish our project. That's provided that we don't do last minute work. :XXX Had lunch with the girls at MOS today. (((((: It really remind me of the days we spent together after school. Too bad Sandy is not with us. OUR FEB (Fundamental of Electronic Business) TUTOR IS SHUAI LOH~ HEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Too bad he's married with 2 kids. His elder kid is even already 5 years old. Which means, he's been married for at least 5 years. AWWWWW~ He really doesn't look like a teacher at all, more like a student? LOL. NBM, at least I think we'll pay more attention during his lectures and tutorials. OH! Thanks MEIYEN for the ticket! Shall 叙旧 with our beloved teachers. (((((((((: P/S BALL, it's not wrong to eat flowers ok. HAHA. Thursday, April 23, 2009
Nothing much to update about. Cos' school life is boring. Holiday are much more exciting. :D ANYWAY, tomorrow is finally Friday! Weekend is comingggggggg. Hohoho~ Should I get another CCA? TENNIS SEEM FUNNNNN. Wanted to go the other time but it's full. If not, Poly life is going to be so dullllllll. GEMS class is fun with fun classmates. =DDDDDDDDDDD And Jiajia is really happy. Cos' people has been telling her that the photo she took with Xiao Zhu is really nice. ((((: Really like a couple lohs~ LOL. =D Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Yeah. Getting better, I guess? Maybe I'm just a bit not used to the new environment. Still a bit not used to not having lessons together with the girls and my class. Still a bit not used to having lectures with so many unfamiliar faces. Let's talk about my new class. My class have a bunch of enthusastic people. They tried to make the class bond together. Thought of ideas like playing concentration, outing etc. I guess I should talk a lot more too. I should be more enthusastic. I shall try my best. LOL. I believe it will get better as time goes by~ I have to be more independent. Oh well, I saw 2 lecturers who resemble 2 of the teacher at CCKSS. Their appearance and the way they talked... Just reminds me of Mr Tan and Ms Lim. HAHA. Monday, April 20, 2009
New start. I can't say school is bad. At least I got to know a new friend. I can't say school is good. Cos' I've only make 1 new friend. -.- They are all already in their own separate clique. Tell me, how difficult is it going to be to mix around with them. But, I just find it to be the most toughest thing for me to do. Don't get me wrong. They are really nice people. Just that... =/ I can foresee that it's going to be worse in the days to come. Oh well, I shall try to look on a bright side. Tomorrow going to be another day. P/S I miss my old classsssssssss. I miss having lessons with the girls. Sunday, April 19, 2009
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Thursday, April 16, 2009
        Typical romance scene ah? HAHAHAHA. GHOST. LOL.JUST JOKING. NEEWAY, went to ECP today! =DDDDD We were like crazy women who just got release out. :X Keep shouting towards the sea as though the whole beach was ours. Lols. Luckily, didn't really attract any attention. Took a cab to Marina Square to take my pay. As expected, Eddy commented about my new hairstyle. Hahas. And my "hamburger" friends. -.- Off we went to Orchard. WEEEEE, happy. Super happy. Cos' I managed to get all the things I wanted. Bag, shoe and clothes. (((((((: Seriously, almost shopped till we dropped. Spent over $100 bucks today. Still, it's worth it. Heeeeeeeee. Hmmmm. I really hate the thought of having to go to school next week. =(( I just want to sleep, slack, rot at home. Wednesday, April 15, 2009
OMG! I found out that Weiling's class, which is Jiajia's class too, has the same break time as me on Monday. HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Which means that I can at least meet up with them? LOL. Anyway, finally going out to shop tomorrow! Since school's starting, we should stock up some stuff. Like... Clothes, bags and shoes etc.! LOL. Oh, and we may be heading to ECP too. =DDDDDDD 4 more days. =( Tuesday, April 14, 2009
 OMG, OMG, OMG. I've been playing it for almost the whole day. LOL I just find this game really cute. (((((((: Went out with the girls yesterday for dinner. Had TZE CHAR for dinner and we manage to find CRABS!!! It's been really long since ALL 5 of us meet up. Another outing soon again ok? =DDDD Flu is getting better. But my nose is still BLOCKED. -.- I don't want to fall sick when I'm only left with few days of holiday. 5 more days. T.T And I still don't know what can I do during 2 hour break. P/S CONGRATS~~ LOL. All the best. HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Sunday, April 12, 2009
sick SHIT LAH~ My nose is like going to drop any time. I've been sneezing ever since yesterday night till now. Just when my cough is almost gone, the flu came and find me. Feeling really sick for the whole day. -.- Even my MSN is down with virus. I guess my friends spread it to me. LOL. Cos' I've been receiving those kind of advertising messages from my contacts in MSN. EHHHH, sorry if it bothers anyone of you. Currently reinstalling it. :DDDD Hmmmm, seems like it's hard to arrange a time out with the girls. T.T Wild wild wet~~~~~ Saturday, April 11, 2009
I bought it, finally. Still kind of wondering if it's worth it. LOL. Ok lahs, like most of the people whom I've asked said, "The brand doesn't matter as long as you like it." ERMMMMM. I hope it won't be spoilt so quickly lahs... Hahahahahahas. OHHHHH. GIRLS, when are we going out? Holiday is like ending in a week's time loh~ T.T I wish it's holiday everyday. BOO-hoooooooo~ I'm really eager to use it. HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Wednesday, April 08, 2009
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I am still laughing even after hanging up the phone. Everybody is simply panicking over whether we can get into the same class for GEMS a not. Changed it to "Love Relations For Life - A Journey Of Romance, Love & Sexuality". I think this is another popular GEMS. HAHA. OMG right~ Sounds like sex education. :XX ANYWAY, YIPPEE! 5 of us can get to study together again. :DDDDD Ok, not only the 5 of us. The guys too. Lols. WEEEEEE. Finally decided on choosing the Friday slot. ((((: Chose "Know Your Temperament Blend" for GEMS. EHHH, it sounds rather weird. HAHA. Oh well, who cares. Most importantly is that it's easy to scoreeee. I think so? Lol. By the wayyyyyy... Can anybody tell me which brand is better for a digital camera? Though I really, really like 1 of the Sony camera, T700 But it costs $600. T.T P/S Listen to the meaning of my blog song. It's really meaningful. :D Tuesday, April 07, 2009
YAWNNNNNNNN. Woke up super duper early just to go to the dentist. Today's the earliest I've woke up ever since the start of the holiday. LOL. OHHHHH. Teeth is still healthy and GOOD. :DDDD But, I seriously should box myself real hard. WHY????? Reason: Was opening my umbrella yesterday at night to dry it and I accidentally cut my finger. Like, LOL. Amazing right? I mean, how do you cut yourself with an umbrella? I think I'm the first person to be so dumb. The cut doesn't look deep but the blood came gushing out like nobody's business. I'm not being drama here. The blood really is DRIP onto the floor loh~ -.- One word, PAINNNNN~ Anyway, went to appeal for class transfer yesterday. I don't mind having lessons and be all alone. What I mind is being alone during break. I also don't know what can I do during the 2 hour break. LOL. I HOPE IT SUCCEED. *FINGERS CROSSED* At least there's 1 person in the class whom I know. ERRRRR, the problem for now is, when should I put my gems? Thursday morning or Friday afternoon? P/S I WANT TO GO SHOPPING & WATCH MOVIE. ESP JACKIE CHAN'S & EDISON CHEN'S. (((((: Friday, April 03, 2009
> ahball: YEAH, we shall go shopping together soooooon. :DDD Seriously, I'm not looking forward to school reopen. It's really disheartening lohs~ My mind had been thinking about this since yesterday. And I think that's the reason for my bad temper. ARHHHHH. LOL. Till now, I still have no idea who is in my class. At least, none of my friends whom I know. SUAY. ANYBODY IN DBA/08? P/S Who says 8 is a lucky number? Thursday, April 02, 2009
OH MY. Today's suppose to be a happy day. Yet, it turns out to be a devastating day. Maybe I should have choosen IBT/retail/marketing. Though I still think Logistic is the best for me. We may have been in the same class. SIGH. We are no longer in the same class any more. And, I'm all alone. T.T Ok. You may think it's childish for a person who is already 18 to have this thinking of forsaking her own interest just to be in the same class as her friends. STILL... How would you feel knowing that all your close friends are in different classes? How would you feel knowing that you may still be in the same class with either 1 of them if you had put the same 1st choice as theirs? How would you feel knowing that you are going to be all alone, having to make new friends all over again when school starts? How would you feel knowing that it's not easy at all as people might already have their own clique of friends in the class? I WOULDN'T FEEL GOOD AT ALL. :/ Ok, I'm just ranting. RAHHHHHHHHHH. Accept it and face it positively. I hope it's going to be a GREAT class. I hope. Wednesday, April 01, 2009
I've got ton of things to do/buy.
Ok, I think I'm being a bit too greedy. Shall considered first. LOL HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY! Ohhhhh... Happy birthday to Ying Ying too. :D  Took this photo when we were having our dinner yesterday. Yeah, I know I look super white. Cos' I forgot to off the flash. LOL. God... My parents keep asking me when am I going to register for driving lessons. NBM, shall let nature take it's course. HAHA. OHHH, I'm super happy today!!! :DDDD Shopping spree please~ MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. P/S Holiday is going to end soon. :/ |
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