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Chun.YuI felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Sunday, May 31, 2009
It's the last week of school. Yeah, the first term of year 2 is going to end. Woah, can't imagine that I've been in the new class for a month plus. I remember I was still grumbling about the changing of class. Well, everything does turn out to be fine in the end. Known and made new friends. ((((: I'm left with 5 episodes! HAHAHA. People have been studying for the weekend. And me? I've been watching Boys Over Flower. :XXXXXX 3 weeks of holiday. Holiday isn't the right word to use. Cos' we've to study for our MST which is right after our holiday. -.- DIE LAHHHHHH. No confidence to do well in it. Woots, having violin practices on Tuesday. P/S I don't know who are you anymore. P/P/S Oh, it's the GSS right now. And I've not gone shopping yet. T.T P/P/P/S Down, all of a sudden. To: Jiajia It's been a year since I've met you. (: Seriously, time really flies. The 5 of us have been a clique ever since on the first day of school and it's been a year! Like, OMG. I guess it's really fate that let us know each other and became good friends. Hahas. And I'm glad I know all of you. HEEEEEE. Things may not have been rather smooth for you recently. But, I believe that you'll get through it. =D Cos' YOU ARE JIAMIN! You are who you are and you like it that way. The Jiajia I know is strong and will not give a damn about those stuffs. Jiayou ok! We're always here for you. Must go SHOPPING/KBOX/EAT/GOSSIP together during the holidays hor! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Lastly, happy 18th. P/S Thanks for being there, sending me nice SMS and stood by me whenever I'm feeling down. (: Saturday, May 30, 2009
Surprise attack Replies: Happy 18th to Jiajia! =D Yeah, we succeeded! HAHAHAHA. It's like Jiajia didn't anticipated the surprise that we had given her just now. Took much effort before our plan went on without any hiccups. LOL. On our way to Popeye... Yeah, we went to eat at Popeye first. As usual, we ordered a lot of food which we didn't manage to finish them up. :XXXX I know, it's super sinful. Lols. Cam-whoring in the toilet... Jiajia and the other girls went out of the toilet first while Sandy and I prepared the first surprise we had for Jiajia. Sang the birthday song and gave her the mango steam cake we got for her. After which, we told Jiajia that we're going home when in fact we're going to her house to prepare another surprise for her. HAHA. Went to get her cake and flowers before heading to her house to plan our surprise attack. She's super shocked to see us in her room holding the cake when she reached home. Her brother has really been a great help to us. ((((: The flower is nice right! I chose it. HAHAHAHAHA. I like daisy~ =D More photos... And and and, FLYER! MUST GO TO THE FLYER DURING HOLIDAY OK! =DDDDDDD And our Kbox and BBQ plans. (: Thursday, May 28, 2009
![]() DBA/08 ![]() Ling Quan said Timothy look as though we're going to rape him. HAHA. By the way, he's our LAO DA in the class. Look at his actions and you'll know. :X ![]() Meet my new classmates! Haha. Anyway, went to Pizza Hut for lunch with the class. Yeah, getting more bonded arh? LOL. SHIT, I've difficulty opening my Internet Explorer in XP. The moment I open it, it closes by itself. -.- I think I've to ask the professional at T21 on Monday. HAHA. Oh well, long day tomorrow. (((((: P/S Lazy to do Blaw. -.- Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Replies: Yeah, can see that there's a nonsensical person. HAHA. Shall not bother with this type of people who has nothing better to do. Cos' I'm a busy person with many important stuff that had to be done. Welllllll, chose the slot for violin lessons today. (: Can't wait for it to start. Monday, May 25, 2009
busy Shit. I feel like I've a lot of things that are not yet done. Like... The report for FEB. Still rushing right now. -.- Busy week this week lehhh. LOL. Occupied with tutorial, projects and friends. Staying back after school tomorrow till 7pm to choose our timeslot for the violin lessons. HEEEEEEEEEE. Ok, I give up on PSCM. It sucks totally. P/S I think I've mentioned that PSCM sucks for like a lot, a lot, a lot of time. HAHA. Boys Over Flower After Story DAMN SWEEEEEET. Sunday, May 24, 2009
Home sweet home YES! I'm finally back home. Souvenirs from the camp were dark circles and muscle aches. LOL. Didn't really get to sleep well for these 2 days since we're sleeping on the floor which is like super hard and cold. -.- Luckily, I brought sleeping bag along. Imagine sleeping on the floor at 16 degrees celsius. HAHA. It was damn funny cos' it's really amazing that no one actually thought of adjusting the temperature on the 1st night although all of us were feeling really cold. First day of the camp was kind of boring cos' didn't manage to be in the same group as Ling Quan, Chia Min and Sook Fui. All of us were like seperated into different groups. The night walk wasn't really exciting either. HAHA. Paired up with Sook Fui for the night walk and I'm proud to say that we were super calm throughout the whole walk. They didn't manage to scare us. :D We only managed to like sleep for 3 hours during the first night. Super tiring. Second day was much more better. Went to Chinese Garden for some race. It was just super hot and tiring and thirsty and blah... Headed back to school to prepare for our dance. The only thing I really enjoyed alot was the Retro Night. All of us were just so high, dancing around like mad. LOL. After that, we played UNO with seniors. Ok, it sounds weird calling some of them seniors since we're of the same age? Hahas. Anywayyyyyy, we were so bored that we actually played 'Spot the Difference' on Facebook in the Lecture Theatre using the big, big screen. DAMN COOL LOH. Played Captain's Ball today. YEAH, my group win. HAHAHA. Prize presentation, photo taking and went Clementi for lunch with seniors. Oh, and I realise there are alot of scandals going around in the club. LOL. It really feels different when you're the one holding the violin. OMG, it is just damn cooooooooooool. Monday tomorrow. P/S AHHH, I miss out the project discussion for FEB today. -.- Thursday, May 21, 2009
Camping Replies: Camping tomorrow! My bag looks seriously big on me. It look even worse with my sleeping bag in it. Have to bring it cos' we'll be sleeping at don't-know-where. God, I think I've already tried to minimise the amount of stuffs to bring. BUT. The bag looks ok on my brother lehhhhh. Maybe cos' I'm short. T.T Anyway, just completed Blaw tutorial! Well, kind of. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Law is really difficult. I salute all the lawyers! Misssssss me ok! Be back on Sunday. =DDDDDDDDDDDD Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Shit him lah. He's always right. He can ask people to help him do things without any complains. WHAT ABOUT HIM. What about the time when we need his help and he start to scream and shout and whatever. ZZZZZZZZZZZ Enough about him. Went to Sim Lim after project with Ruiling. She super pro to lose HALF of her adaptor. LOL. I really can't understand how she managed to forget to put it in her bag. -.- Seriously feel like getting a IPOD shuffle. Cos' of the clip function. HAHA. So, I won't have to hold it in my hand if I'm running. Speaking of running, I have not been doing it for like a week. AHHHHHH. Fats. -.- RUILING, next week ok! LOL. P/S 78 bucks. Should I? Tuesday, May 19, 2009
battlefield Feeling really tired. Just want to sleeeeeeep all the day. I think it's cos' of my every month best friend. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Ok, I think I'm starting to talk rubbish. Oh well, having camp this weekend. (: Make new friends uh~ I shall try my best. EHHHH, those who knows me well should know I'm pretty quiet at first. Note the word "at first". LOL. What to bring lehhhhhhhh. What if my bag is too big? What if I'm the only weird one with a big bag? HAHA! AHHHHHH. I think I'm so going to fail for my coming exams. Everyday is like a battlefield to me. Oh god, I'm dying. Monday, May 18, 2009
skipped Replies: OMG. I have a sudden craving for Popeye. HAHAHAHA. Anyway, skipped school for today. Cos' the 3 hour RWPS was cancelled. Which means we'll have 5 hour break right after out first lecture. Kind of pointless to go for the remaining 2 lectures so... HAHA. Well, the rest who did went for the first lectures headed over to Orchard after it too. Ok, kind of miss out the first outing of DBA/08. LOL. Welllll, trying to do my PSCM tutorial. Don't think I will be able to do it since I didn't attend the lecture today. Damn it, I shall give up. HAHAHAHA. She better don't ask me to give answer tomorrow. Opps, I think I'm kind of biased towards her. Cos' she just resemble one of my secondary school teacher too much. Oh, I finally manage to catch a few episodes of Boys Over Flower these few days. Really nice! He looks better with straight hair. <3 Too much like a fairytale. Saturday, May 16, 2009
hard I saw a lot, a lot, a lot of cute little notebooks today. Like OMG, I feel like buying all of them. HAHA. Wanted to buy a planner. But, half of the year is already gone. LOL. Still, it's really pretttty lehhhh. T.T Oh well, I tried to make myself to be more hardworking. Try to revise but I didn't manage to do so. It's really not good to be sick. Holiday coming in another 2 more weeks time. Which means that exams are coming soooooooooon too. How time flies. P/S I felt as though there's a lot of things that I've not done. NOT GOOD. I don't like it. Friday, May 15, 2009
Feeling really drowsy now. I think the medicine is really useful. HAHA. Oh well, going for the carnival at Millenia JC tomorrow. Definitely will have a fun day cos' going with Mei Yen and Ruiling. (: Photos, photos! P/S I bought mmy first TOTO today. =DDDD Hope I win arh~ LOL Thursday, May 14, 2009
my voice.... Reply to tags: Went Bugis shopping with Sandy just now! More shoppping!!! But the bad thing is, the money keeps flowing out yet none is coming in. SAD. GEMS was fun as usual. So, everyone thinks that those were the better looking ones in class too. LOL. Lunch with my dear classmates Chia Min, Ling Quan and Sook Fui. After that went to look at the guys playing basketball. A really funny sight. :XXX Oh, we realised something too. Squirrel. HAHAHAHAHA. Just seen a doctor just now. Throat infection sia~~~ -.- The cough is making my voice sounds like Ah Du. Or is it the phlegm? LOL. Anyway, no more fried food for me during this period of time! FEB tutorial and Blaw tutorial. I'm still rushing them. OH MY GOD. T.T Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Attend the briefing just now with my classmates. EHHHH, I hope the camp turns out fun. HAHA. Running with Ruiling again just now. Yeah, mum was like telling me not to go cos' I'm sick. My throat is soooo itchy that I keep coughing. -.- Really feel like using my hand to scratch it. LOL. Yet, I still went cos' have been PS-ing Ruiling these few days. :X Totally unwell. BUT THERE'S GEMS LESSON TOMORROW LEH~ I'm sooooo excited about it. Wonder what are we going to do tomorrow. DAMN FUN LAHHH. =DDDDDDDD Still waiting for my classmate to online. To send me the stuffs that I need to do. And I've not finish my FMA. Too sick to think. Tuesday, May 12, 2009
PON I pon-ed lectures today. T.T Ok, I'm feeling really guilty about it. Not because of missing out on the lectures, but also leaving my dear friend all alone. AHHHH. Lols. Anyway, changed my EZlink card today. The new card feel as though it's going to break any time. -.- Had the mad scientist class aka FMA and have a good time laughing with my classmates. After that, Jiajia suddenly call and I'm super tempted to pon my lessons as she told me HUIPING is going too. HAHA. Why? Cos' it's really rare for her to tag along with us for outings. HEEEEE. Trimmed my fringe with Jiajia before going to Bugis to meet up with the rest. Watched X-men at Iluma. Super action packed. Didn't regret watching it. Hahas. And I think guys are really charming when they are shooting with guns or fighting with enemies. (; But, I think it'll be better if we watched at the other cinema. :X OH WELL. MORE OUTINGS LIKE THIS OKKKK!!! But, no more pon-ing class. HAHA. Opppps. :X Why is the moon always lonely? I LOVE THIS LINE. Monday, May 11, 2009
I was feeling super down just now. Maybe it's this rain. Maybe it's the stupid tutorial work for PSCM. Maybe it's all the work that are piling up. Maybe this week is already week 4 and we've not really finish any projects YET. Maybe I'm really angry with him. Maybe I'm just tired. Maybe I just need a break. WTH, seriously. PSCM is totally alien to me even with the notes. SUCKS. Totally. I'm super touchy right now. So don't agitate me. Thanks. 你简直就是无理取闹! Note: That's my DAD. P/S Xinjie messaged me in the morning just to tell me that she don't have school today. Purposely make me jealous lohhhh. So cute of her huh? LOL. Sunday, May 10, 2009
4/9's Teachers' Day video This is the video that 4/9 had made for all our teachers during Teachers' Day.
Happy Mothers' Day Happy mothers' day to all the mothers, especially to my mum! =D I know it seems to be a rather normal day as it has always been to my mum. But mum, I LOVE YOU. I know I won't say this 3 words to you face to face cos' well..... I'm shy. HAHAHAHAHA. Anyway, may be going out for dinner with family. Or maybe my dad will be cooking. YEAH, my dad can cook and his cooking skill is excellent ok! Especially his fried bee hoon. YUM YUM. Some of my friends who have tired it before said so tooooo. Lols. It's supposed to be a holiday for us tomorrow loh~ NOT FAIR. Why JC students but not us? T.T Saturday, May 09, 2009
sickkkkkk I DIDN'T COMB MY FRINGE BEFORE TAKING PHOTOS. T.T Yessssss, I had a really, really bad sore throat. I can't really speak now cos' it hurts when I do. -.- OMG, it came so suddenly. Right after I had lunch with the girls, Keng Lai and Xie Wei yesterday. It got worst after I got home from Orchard with Sandy. Sorrrrry to Ruiling cos' we supposed to go running in the morning today. :X ANYWAY, finally get to catch up with each other again yesterday. :DDDD I guess Friday is the only day which all of us would be free. Hahas. Had lunch at KFC and slacked at there. Cos' Clementi is a really boring place with no entertainment. Yes, I had KFC again. And I feel damn sinful. T.T Went to arcade at the new mall before going back school. Damn fun since we've not been to arcade for a long time. Headed to Orchard with Sandy and Jiajia after school. I almost die from carrying my super heavy bag. -.- P/S YES, I agree with Jiajia. When can the 5 of us go out together again? (((: Thursday, May 07, 2009
Is this TRUE? OMG. Avoid Drinking Fresh Sugar Cane Juice! P/S I don't know if it's true. OMG. I LOVE SUGAR CANE DRINK LEHHHH. T.T I feel like going for KBOX. T.T I LOVE GEMS! Not because of the guys lah~ LOL. But because we always get to learn new things from it. :D Had a rather unique learning experience today. We had speed dating among our class and the other class. It's like tables are arrange in a row and the guys sit one side while the ladies sit the other side. So, we are like supposed to be talking to each other for few minutes before the guys had to switch to the seat beside them. All of us were rather shocked by this arrangement. Didn't really know what to talk at first. HAHA. But, it gets better after a few guys. Ok lah, maybe I'm really toooooo quiet. OPPPPPS. :X I tried to talk ok. I TRIED~~~ Rushed to tutorial after GEMS. OPPPS, I think I was abit blur today. -.- Oh well, had lunch with my classmates after that. VERY NICE PEOPLE. Lols. ((((: Signed up for the SP string emsemble. Like damn cool, can learn violin. Not confirm yet though. I think I still have to consider a bit. If ok, will be handing up the form for camp tomorrow. :D JUST RAN 2 ROUNDS OF THE CANAL WITH RUILING. I FELT SO ACCOMPLISHED COS' I ACTUALLY RAN MORE THAN THE OTHER TIME. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Ok, this is getting a bit long. Shall go back to my BLaw tutorial. I've not started AT ALL. T.T Wednesday, May 06, 2009
Had our first ever presentation for HRM today. Everything works out well even though it's super simple & the tutor was like asking zillion of questions. -.- Luckily, didn't meet up with the girls and Ruiling had to discuss projects with her friends. Lol. Cos' I was told to stay back all of a sudden to have FEB project disscussion with group members after school. Woots! We've like managed to complete the SWOT analysis and came up with really innovative idea for our project. ((((: Met up with my mum and auntie at BPP afterwards. I keep teasing my little cousin. HAHA. Seriously, kids nowadays are just like adults. Either they act like one or they are influence by them. GEMS class tomorrow. =DDDDD I think all of us look forward to having the class despite that we have to wake up early for it. I think I've to force myself to be more independent. :( Tuesday, May 05, 2009
work out Today was totally tiring. No idea why but I just felt really tired. -.- I really feel like sleeping nowwwww. T.T You can't get into SP anyhow anymore. LOL. Cos' they will check your admission card before you enter the school to check if you're the student of SP. It's seriously adding more trouble to us. Oh well, had a run with Ruiling at the canal just now. Felt better. Physically and mentally. =D I think it's really getting better. At least we ran for another extra half an hour this time. Let's keep it up. HEEEEEEE. Monday, May 04, 2009
Who's this? ![]() HAHAHAHA. My brother took my camera and took this photo. -.- postpone. :(( Reply to tags: Ok, just saw the notice on Facebook. Our alumni dinner has been postphone till further notice. =/ All because of the stupid swine flu. WTH, this flu has been affecting all of us. ARGHHHHH. Anyway, doing my tutorial work now. Guess what? I realised I don't understand a single thing for Principle of Supply Chain Management. The notes ARE NOT USEFUL AT ALL OK. NOT USEFUL. Note to self: Buy PSCM textbook. Oh well, there's CCA drive this coming week. :D May be going for it with the girls. Shall see what we can join. I want to do sports lehssssss. But, there are trials. -.- GOING RUNNING WITH RUILING AGAIN TOMORROW AFTER SCHOOL. HEEEEEEEE. Brother told me how to get to the canal. Let's go there to run tomorrow ok? ((((((: Sunday, May 03, 2009
MUFFIN Yessss~ Yeah, just tried baking muffins awhile ago. Cos' of the U magazine I bought last week. *There's receipe for baking muffins.* But, I think there's still room for improvement. HAHAHAHA. :X Oh well, at least it doesn't taste so bad. It's just that the outer of the muffin look a bit.... -.- ![]() ![]() ![]() Lala~ I'm really thinking of opening a bakery. HEEEEEEEEEEEE. I told my dad about it and he said he would sponser me. IF HE GOT MONEY LAH. LOL. Oh well, at least it's a target for me to achieve. :DDDDD Saturday, May 02, 2009
Typical Singaporean Went out with my mum just now. And after that, headed back to BPP to buy thermometer and some other stuff. Was searching up and down for the thermometer but just couldn't find it. Asked the salesgirl about it and guess what she said? "I'm sorry but it's sold out." SOLD OUT?! LOL. That's Singaporean for you. Always prepare themselves for the worst. Way ahead. (((: If I didn't manage to get a thermometer, can I tell the school that it's sold out? HAHAHAHAHAHA. Swine Received an SMS from SP yesterday telling us to bring our thermometer to school. Like LOL, it's been ages since we've last took a temperature test. It's becoming worse which reminds each and everyone of us of the SARS incident. It may look like everything fine's but who knows when the swine flu would break out in Singapore. SCARY~ Jogging in the morning with Ruiling just now. :D Quite an achievement I would say. We're currently slowly working towards our goal. Let's ENDURE. Heeeee. Had breakfast with her mum after that. Thanks to her mum for treating me. (: Ruiling accompany walked home after that. Really nice of her. Hahas. Saw Ben's blog with pictures taken during our Biology class. For people with weak heart, don't look at the photos. HAHA. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . TA-DA~ ![]() Cow's/Goat's internal organs. I know, it's super gross. But, I remember our class seem to be rather excited and fascinated by it. Wore gloves and touched them. Some of them even took photos holding the heart. -.- LOL. Oh, I remembered Mr Leong brought a condom to class for us to see too. :XXX Fun days. ((((: Opps, before I end my post... People around me has been falling sick. All of them are down with FLU~ -.- I know that sucky feeling cos' I always have flu like them. Luckily, not this time round. LOL. Ok, I'm not happy that they are sick. So yeah, everyone just take care ok! Weather nowadays just tend to make people fall sick. Take care everyone! Friday, May 01, 2009
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