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Chun.YuI felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Friday, July 31, 2009
Labels: Big Bang Thursday, July 30, 2009
gossip day Wee, Botak Jones for lunch with classmates today. Had a round of gossip session with them too. Haha. It's really fun though I felt rather guilty. Found out a lot of stuff including *******. =D Met up with Ruiling after that. Gossip and update on each other after that. Lols. Ok, today is a gossip day. :X It's really funny. (: And poor seungri, didn't know that he actually got injured while preparing for the REAL concert. :( When will they come to SG? Labels: Big Bang Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Message in a bottle. I know I've been pretty busily lately and have not been keeping in contact with some of my friends. You know who you are. (: Of course, I've not forgotten about all of you! It's just that I need time to do my work and revise. Especially so for this few weeks when most of our projects are due and there's the FMA exam. I don't even have enough time to sleep or complete my projects. Let alone spending/chatting/crapping with all of you. :( Apologise for neglecting you and I know you will be understanding! :D P/S Life's great with great friends around. Tuesday, July 28, 2009
I'm done with my FMA exam and PSCM presentation! Today is a super hectic day. I talked like a bullet train during the presentation all because of the time limit. Luckily, we managed to finish within the allocated time. =D As for the exam part... I guess it's all up to god now. HAHA. I've done my best for it. Even though I'm done with these 2 stuff, there're still tons of stuff waiting for me. Zzzzzz. Next up is the presentation for HRM tomorrow. Great, I'm still doing the powerpoint. But there's something that is here to cheer me up, BB! Watched several video on Youtube while waiting for Jellyfish to finish editing the report. It's so hilarious that I can't stop rewinding. :X I bet I've to sleep at 2am again. It's been long since I've slept well. OH WELL, time to get back to work. =/ It's still not over. A LOT A LOT OF STUFF THAT'S NOT YET DONE. T.T I need more time. Labels: Big Bang Sunday, July 26, 2009
A BB fan should own a BB fan ![]() He's the one. (: Great! I'm really happy today cos' I found a lot more photos of Big Bang and their flash game. :D Anyway, I'm done with FMA! But, I still have not gone through my tutorial questions and the exam paper. And there's the powerpoint slides for HRM and my speech for PSCM presentation. The thought of wearing formal to school just dampen my mood. Zzzzz OK, I'm going to be super busy this week. P/S I want to go to the BANGS store!!!! :( Labels: Big Bang Saturday, July 25, 2009
Thursday Can't really recall what happened that day. All I remembered was that I spent 10 straight hours in school. From 9am to 9pm. Sat at FC4 after school to do project till we got chased out by the aunties. HAHA. Yeah, we're damn hardworking. -.- Friday Went town with Chia Min and the girls after school yesterday. Had Pastamania for dinner and walked around Orchard. Chia Min and Sook Fui said that I was much more excited to see the bread than the sale that's going on at Charles and Keith. I LOVE BREAD! HAHA. And omg, I'm really blur that day. Wasn't really paying attention to stuff around me. I bet it's becos' I've not been sleeping enough recently. Zzzz Today Had FMA study session with them today. Oh god, I just can't seem to memorise all the formula. I think my mind got really tired cos' of doing so many projects. I've not complete the report for HRM yet. Arghhhhh. I think I'm so dead for this test. All the super difficult topics are being tested at one go and it really kind of stress just thinking about it. :( Never mind, something to look forward to next week.
![]() WE ARE SO DAMN LUCKY TO FIND THIS FAN. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD IT MAKES MY DAY! But I still want that F21 jacket I saw yesterday. It's just super pretty. :( P/S Oh god, I'm really lacking in sleep cos' I've been sleeping at 2am plus just to rush my reports. Zzzzzz. I need my beauty sleep badly. P/S Should sleep early today cos' there's another study session with them tomorrow. Labels: Big Bang Wednesday, July 22, 2009
die Seriously, I don't expect to have good grade for the HRM project. Zzzzzz I know I mention it yesterday but then, I'm super sure of it right now. They just don't care a hoot about this project. They are just concerned about their games, games and more games. "Aiya, peer evaluation 10 marks only mah. What's the big deal?" Truth to be told, if you don't do your part well, it'll just affect the whole report which ultimately affects the overall mark for the report. ROAR. Can't they just have a little bit of sense of urgency? Yes, even though deadline has been postponed till next week, it doesn't mean we can slack like this. Please remember we still have a CA2 for FMA and PSCM presentation next week. We are barely left with any time with these 2 stuffs on hand and the fact that we'll be ending school late for both Monday and Tuesday. WAKE UP PEOPLE. WAKE UP. Tuesday, July 21, 2009
i dont care All of us seem to be exceptionally high today. HAHA. Hmm, saw JX today at the MRT. Eh, didn't change much. Lol. Kind of shocked to see him. Anyway, going shopping with Chiamin and the girls after school on Friday. (: Guoting said that this Saturday is the last day of GSS. It's been long since I've last went shopping. This shall be the motivation to keep me going this week. I can already expect that my marks for HRM project is going to be low. Zzzzzzzzz P/S I need more BB videos~~~~ Labels: Big Bang Monday, July 20, 2009
Busy day arh. Lol. Currently left with PSCM and HRM reports to be done. There's no need to worry about PSCM but I can't say that it's the same for HRM. :( Totally clueless about what to write and how to write the report. -.- Anyway, going to Popeye next Wednesday with the girls! But before that, we'll have to work hard for our FMA CA2. Studying session this weekend. (: Sunday, July 19, 2009
OMG, the "once in a month" thing is here. No wonder my mood was so bad yesterday. HAHAHA. Mood is getting a bit better today though it's hurting like hell. Zzzzzzz Supposedly have to go on a mission with Ruiling today. But, I've got those stupid projects to do. :( Sorrrrrrry! Remember to ask me if you're going this week and I'll see if I can make it. :D Tomorrow's Monday. Feel like skipping school even though I knew I won't and I can't. This video cheers me up. Eh, I just happened to see this video. Not pervert or anything. Lols. Labels: Big Bang tied up HOW TO CALCULATE LEAD TIME?! I HATE MATH. Zzzzzzzz A sudden outburst of emotion. I feel super upset and fed up and stress and crazy and tired and whatever now. Maybe it's all the work that is making me feel really stress out. The worst thing is to have the deadlines of 2 reports and 1 presentation all needed to be done by next week. I was so tied up with my work that I don't even have the time to enjoy my weekend. I practically spend my whole day sitting in front of my laptop and I still have not complete any of it. Pathetic. :( Monday is the presentation and we've not even finish the powerpoint. We've not even started on our HRM report and I can't complete my PSCM report with all the missing information. I even got mix up with all the information that I was finding for my projects. I thought the information on illegal music downloading was for HRM and the information for PSCM was for RWPS. HAHAHAHAHAHA. -.- STUPID SCHOOL. Why do we have to complete so many projects? Friday, July 17, 2009
surprise ![]() KIMBUM. But, I still prefer Lee Min Ho more. LOL TGIF. I'm sooooo going to enjoy my weekend though I still have 2 reports and a powerpoint on hand to complete by next week. WHO WANTS TO WATCH HARRY POTTER? People around me has been planning to watch it. Zzzzzz Advanced birthday celebration for GuoTing today. Surprise, surprise! Haha. Kind of bond with Aishu's clique recently. Aishu got a lot of pretty funny facial expressions. Always never fail to make us laugh. Lol. Yeah, got back all the papers and I'm satisfied with my exams results. It's so much better than last year. LOL. Shall pamper myself by watching Big Bang's videos. :D P/S T.O.P forgets his line for the song Lie. Super cute. Labels: Big Bang Thursday, July 16, 2009
Infatuation Infatuation is obsession. P/S This module is really cool. Wednesday, July 15, 2009
미안한 This is the song. HAHA. Let's do that when we say sorry. Feeling really lazy today. Just feel like lying there without having to do anything. But, reality is always cruel. I'm still in the midst of doing PSCM report. :( Realised that we are supposed to hand in our HRM report by next Friday. The worst thing? It crushes with our deadline for PSCM report. S-H-I-T Tuesday, July 14, 2009
bees-zee I realised I've tons of stuff to do.
Feeling really tired today and I still have to discuss the RWPS powerpoint with the other members. I really feel like going to bed now. :( Oh, and we're really sensitive to the word "Sorry". The moment someone said it, we'll start doing the action and sing, "Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry ..." just like the song "Sorry Sorry" by Super Junior. HAHA. P/S I pass my PSCM! =D Monday, July 13, 2009
Irritated Damn it, my laptop keeps hanging when I'm in the midst of changing my blogskin. The most irritating thing is that it hangs not only for 1 time but 3 times. MAKES ME HAVE TO REDO THE WHOLE LAYOUT OVER AND OVER AGAIN. In addition, it's really super tedious to use the photobucket to upload all my BB's photos since there're tons of them and I still have to adjust their sizes. I got really fed-up and decided to wait till next time. Zzzzzzzzzzzz On a happier note, Dad brought my favourite bread. :D I didn't know that he knows I like eating bread. P/S I forgot to do my PSCM project all because I'm busy changing my blogskin. -.- And there's still RWPS powerpoint due on Wednesday. Sunday, July 12, 2009
Nonchalant I BOUGHT THE BB SOCKS! To be more exact, only SeungRi's. Oh well, the chalet wasn't as fun as I thought it will be. Must be because of the fact that we're the only 5 girls who stayed for the night yesterday as the rest of the female seniors went home. Seriously, we felt so out of place even before we arrived at the chalet. Things got a bit better at night when we started playing games with some of the seniors. Still, I wouldn't want to experience that kind of weird feeling again. Zzzzzzz At least it's really fun at some point of the time. Like, Chiamin bringing SookFui and I to the swamp in the morning in the hope of finding starfish. Or maybe it's not called a swamp. In any case, it's a really fun experience which I want to try it again! But I guess not every girls are like me would want to have their legs stuck in the mud. LOL. Sadly, we only manage to see a DEAD starfish which I FOUND IT MYSELF! There aren't even any jellyfish around. :( Seriously, we have to consider all the factors the next time. Hahahahahahaha. Labels: Big Bang Friday, July 10, 2009
Bits and Pieces ![]() Blaw tutor put us on aeroplane today, making Sook Fui and I wait for 5 hours before our last lesson. Zzzzzzz. Anyway, Bryan brought LEGO to school and they were playing with it to spend time away. Damn funny looking at the way they play. There's a video but I don't wish to put it up for some reason. HAHA. :X Anyway, only manage to get FMA and HRM results for this week. VERY SATISFIED WITH THIS 2 RESULT. :D If only the result for the rest of the module is the same. SPSE chalet tomorrow! I hope it'll be fun. Hahahahahahaha. It's the 4th night we are spending together. *SHY* They also announced they will be releasing a new Japanese full album on August 19th titled "BIG BANG", which shares the same date as their official debut at the YG Family concert, held on August 19, 2006 at the Gymnastics Arena in Seoul Olympic Park. Big Bang also stated that they will be releasing a "Best of 2006-2009" compilation album which will include all their past hits.I want their compile album! Labels: Big Bang Wednesday, July 08, 2009
Replies: Sook Fui: ME TOOOO!! It'll definitely be better if you're going with us. :D Must bring us to go nice food ok! I want to buy Big Bang's stuff. :( Especially their new album. Labels: Big Bang Tuesday, July 07, 2009
HAPPY 18 TO YH! HAPPY 18 TO YUNHUI. (: Skipped violin lesson today to celebrate Yunhui's birthday at Bugis. Decided on eating at Seoul Garden since it's easier and we can make reservation. HAHA. OH, and I finally bought the book on how to learn Korean. :D Shall try to learn the basic first. Anyway, we spent almost 2 hours eating and all of us smell really weird. Zzzz. The funniest thing was when we went to take neoprints at the neoprint shop. US: " Eh, I think we really smell super 臭 loh." Zzzzzzzz. I think people around us must be wondering did we drop into the drain or what. LOL. P/S I think I still smell like a chicken or beef or whatever. -.- P/S/S I had a really weird dream last night. How on earth did she get pregant with his child? LOL. Monday, July 06, 2009
Baskin Robbins Finally had the ice cream after talking about it for a week. HAHA. The only really disappointing thing is that blueberry cheesecake flavour is not avaliable. :( Shopping at Holiday Plaza with Chia Min, Ling Quan and her cousin. We almost went crazy when we saw the nail polishes which costs only RM5 for 2 bottle.s. DAMN CHEAP RIGHT?! :DDDDDDD When's our next trip to JB? (: Oh, our dear YUNHUI'S birthday is tomorrow!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE, 1 hour 15 minutes. HAHA. Steamboat for dinner with the girls tomorrow and this means I can't go for the violin lesson. Have not been practising for 3 weeks. :( P/S That stupid teacher makes me rush for the stupid report and ends up asking us to hand up next week. Makes us seem like we are really stupid stupids. Sunday, July 05, 2009
MY REPORT IS FINALLY DONE. Shall sleep now in case I can't wake up early tomorrow. P/S Saw it on the newspaper that Bukit Panjang's going to have a MRT station! OMG, it's going to be so much easier to travel in future. :DDDD Saturday, July 04, 2009
Big Bang rock the night! Replies: ![]() ![]() Labels: Big Bang Friday, July 03, 2009
Freedom I've finally endure through this torturous week. I only slept for 4 hours all because I stayed up to mug. Ermmmm, I don't have high expectations for it. Just a pass will do. Have to finish the stupid report by tomorrow since we'll be going City Square on Sunday. :D I can't wait!!!!!! One (: for Baskin Robbins and one ): for the possibility that Sook Fui may not be going. Headed to East Coast Park after exams and we had lots of fun. LOL. Shall upload the photos of the East Coast trip with the girls when I've receive all. Here's one first. HEEEEEEE. Meanwhile, I shall continue my search with BIG BANG STUFF! I realise I can spend my whole day just to search for their photos/videos/musics etc. P/S Chiamin, let's find a time to exchange our BB's stuff ok! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Labels: Big Bang Thursday, July 02, 2009
Post Baby, baby, baby, baby~ Oh my tians! It's the last paper tomorrow. *WIDE SMILE x100000000* I think I'm super unlucky today. Firstly, the GAY BOY that the girls and I always talk about last year did something which really makes me irritated. He actually snatch the lift from us. Like omg, we came first and had been waiting for a long time and he just simply *zoom* into the lift leaving Sook Fui, Guo Ting and me outside while Chia Min and Lingquan got in. The space that's left can actually squeeze the 3 of us inside but he took it all. ARGHHHHH. Make us walk all the way up to 5th floor. Secondly, Lingquan and I encountered a super weird uncle on our way home at JE. We were talking happily when that uncle suddenly came and talked to us about what death, asking us if we're schooling or working blah blah blah... Both of us were kind of shocked and people around us were like looking at us. Zzzzzzz. Luckily he got off at Bukit Batok. Hahaha. OK, shall go and have my dinner before going to mug again. P.S PSCM seriously sucks. :( Baby, baby, baby, baby~ Oh my tians! It's the last paper tomorrow. *WIDE SMILE x100000000* I think I'm super unlucky today. Firstly, the GAY BOY that the girls and I always talk about last year did something which really makes me irritated. He actually snatch the lift from us. Like omg, we came first and had been waiting for a long time and he just simply *zoom* into the lift leaving Sook Fui, Guo Ting and me outside while Chia Min and Lingquan got in. The space that's left can actually squeeze the 3 of us inside but he took it all. ARGHHHHH. Make us walk all the way up to 5th floor. Secondly, Lingquan and I encountered a super weird uncle on our way home at JE. We were talking happily when that uncle suddenly came and talked to us about what death, asking us if we're schooling or working blah blah blah... Both of us were kind of shocked and people around us were like looking at us. Zzzzzzz. Luckily he got off at Bukit Batok. Hahaha. OK, shall go and have my dinner before going to mug again. P.S PSCM seriously sucks. :( Wednesday, July 01, 2009
I should be memorising my FEB notes right now. But I just can't seem to get anything into my head. No mood even though I've slacked for almost the whole afternoon. :( Wonder what kind of questions would be ask since there's 40 MCQs with 2 short questions. Zzzz. On a brighter note, it's the last 2 papers! I'll regain my freedom soon. :D Will be going to East Coast this Friday. I guess it's the final plan unless it rains? LOL. |
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