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Chun.YuI felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Wednesday, September 30, 2009
He's Back
*Type* *Backspace* *Type* *Backspace* *Type* *Backspace* I've no idea what I want to write but I just feel like typing. A lot of feelings all mixed up. Bugis with Chiamin and Guoting yesterday. Just plain talking and eating without doing any shopping is enough. Pay day is still 5 more days away. I can't wait to shop till I drop though I don't really know what I want to buy. Hahahaha. Working again tomorrow. Buying mooncake after work with Ruiling. Yes! Durian mooncake, here I come. (: P/s. Daesung is back in action! (L) Labels: Big_Bang Monday, September 28, 2009
Awaiting P-Day Back from the Johor trip! I didn't forget to take my passport. But, guess what did I forget to take in the end? Money. Zzzzz So, I've to trouble Ruiling's mum to help me pay for the expenses first and return it back to her next time. Ok, it was incredibly fun! Ruiling's cousin and her hubby, Ruiling's mum and her friends were really friendly. They are a lot more funnier than us. HAHA. (: It didn't turn out to be as awkward as I thought it would be. They brought us to shop and eat around Johor. The one who gained the most from this trip should be Ruiling. She bought 5 tops and 2 shorts. Never have I ever seen her bought so much clothes before. HAHA. So I'm currently watching Family Outing, Seungri's and Hyung Joong's episode. Watch it or you'll regret. It's hilarious to the maxxxxxxx. Labels: Big_Bang, family_outing Sunday, September 27, 2009
Your Mind Is The Key Life has been pretty mundane. I need something to spice up my life. Just finished reading another online novel yesterday. I suddenly really miss writing chinese composition. Really regret not keeping all the compositions that I've wrote in secondary school, not even those that were published on the paper and the speeches that I've wrote to take part in competitions. :( Johor trip with Ruiling tomorrow! Lucky that her auntie and hubby is driving us that so that we won't have to queue and wait for the bus. P/s. I wonder how would it have been for me if I had chose Chinese Studies instead of Business Admin. Thursday, September 24, 2009
Less Work, More Money Work seem to be a little bit more interesting than usual. At least I'm working with someone I'm familiar with and it's not as awkward as compared to the others. Oh yeah, I think I twisted my hand cos' the ice cream were really hard today. Any idea why? Cos' we forgot to adjust the temperature. And that explains why I've been having much more difficulty doing my cone today. Zzzzzz Good news! Daesung is back for filming of Family Outing. (: Another day at work tomorrow and I can't wait to end it. P/s. I'm happy with my result. I did manage to get an A for FMA. :D P/s/s. I'm tired, physically and mentally. Labels: Big_Bang Happiness "Every moment is an opportunity for you to be happy" Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Where Your Heart Leads You
" Go where your heart leads you to." Violin practice yesterday and we went over to Taka to look for Lingquan. As usual, went sampling the mooncake that she's selling and something happened which makes me and Guoting super embarrassed. LOL. An enjoyable day out with them. <3 Went to work for 4 hours only. HAHA. Chia Min and Sook Fui came to find me today. :D Ok, really don't feel like working any more. I think they'll kill me if I tell them I want to quit. Zzzzz YEAH, going Johor with Ruiling on Monday. (: Monday, September 21, 2009
Can't Breathe w/o You Oh yeah! I just watched "Breathe" MV. Totally different style from Heartbreaker. Hahahahaha. He look so playful and happy in the MV. (: I like it, especially the ending part where Ga-Ho appeared too. Lols.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Finally - 2009/2009 Just make my new spectacles awhile ago. $170 and I'm officially broke right now. HAHA. Actually, slacking at home isn't too bad a thing. I realised time pass by even faster at home than when I'm at work. Zzzzz Ok, I still can't wait for Tuesday to come. Outing with jie mei men! (: P/s. Results out on Wednesday. :@
You're My Heartbreaker Hope it will be out in full soon. I bet I'll laugh till my stomach hurts. HAHA. P/s. I can't wait for ""Breathe" MV to be out tomorrow. (: Saturday, September 19, 2009
因为 因为想一个人而寂寞
Beat it End of work. That is, for this week. Visited Chia Min and Lingquan after my work with Guoting yesterday. Chiamin's situation is exactly the situation I've always been facing at work. Lols. Anyway, I love the durain mooncake that Lingquan is selling. Went back home and I keep talking about it. So much so that my dad ask me to buy 1 box home. No, in actual fact, he asked me how many boxes I want to buy. HAHAHAHA. <3 P/s/s. Don't be disheartened! By the way, miss me ok! (: You know who you are. Thursday, September 17, 2009
Enjoy The Peace Show encrypted text There is hidden text here Peace Met up with Ruiling, Chong Ying and Daniel today. Headed to Wistma to accompany Ruiling to service her phone and went to PS for lunch. We even had ice-cream at Swensens because of the 1-for-1 deal. (: Went over to ChongYing's friend's house to try out her blogshop clothes. Back home and I slept all the way till 7pm. How I wish this holiday is longer.
Working tomorrow. All for the sake of money. P/s. Lucks to Ruiling and Chongying for their results tomorrow! Happy Birthday! First of all, Happy Birthday to HuiPing! :D
Had an early celebration with her yesterday. Blindfolded HuiPing and gave her a surprise with Jerome's help. Lol. After that, settle down at the steamboat restaurant at Novena. Oh my god, the price is really worth it cos' we ate a lot. (:
Headed back to Bugis for neoprints. It's been a enjoyable day with the girls. Meeting up on Sunday for our 2009/2009 date!
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Twinkle Twinkle Yes, had our violin practice and we're still at the song, Twinkle Twinkle Little Star. I think I've already memorise the whole song and that guy actually told us we're still going to play that song next week?! Zzzz Oh man, he can't even get the beat right. Catch up a lot with Chia Min and Ling Quan. Too bad Sook Fui didn't come back for it. We all miss you! Hahas. Mostly talked about our work and I realised we had the same situation. I guess it just takes some time for us to blend into them. Till then, I'll still feel outcasted cos' I just can't seem to find a topic to chat with them. :/ Kill my craving of eating Macdonald with them for lunch after practice. Guess what? Lingquan saw Big Bang's socks! Needless to say, Chia Min and I bought it. Almost wanted to buy the file but it's just too expensive. T.T And and and and, I want to cut my hair since ages ago. Zzzzzzzzzzzz Running in the morning again tomorrow and birthday celebration with the girls after that! :D Monday, September 14, 2009
FO - Noraebang to 2NE1's Fire I swear it's hilarious. HAHA. Can't wait for his return. (: <3 Daesung Labels: Big_Bang, family_outing Friday, September 11, 2009
unknown Started my first day of work yesterday. Felt rather awkward at first but eventually it got better. There's actually a lot to learn even though they're just selling ice cream. A lot of skills are involved to scope the ice cream into a cup and onto a cone. Yes, I'm still trying to learn how to make the cone cos' its really difficult. Saw the picture I posted the other time and you'll know what I mean. Oh well, I just hope to master everything and deal with all sorts of requests from the customers without feeling scared. HAHA. The worst thing is having to eat your lunch alone. Even though there's staff meal, I don't even feel like stepping into the restaurant. It feels really odd. I shall just munch on my bread in the shop. :( All in all, it was pretty ok. Meeting new people again today. Argh, I hate this. LOL. I bet I'll feel better if I get to know all the people who's working there. Might even start looking forward to work with them instead of looking forward to get my pay. Hahahahas. P/s. You reap for what you sow. Wednesday, September 09, 2009
Quote "I feel as though I did something wrong. :/" Exam results I just found out that our results will be released on 23rd September. : @ 090909
Starting work tomorrow! OMG, supposed to be Sook Fui but she can't make it as she's now back in Malaysia. Have to find out if they still going to hire any more people for Ruiling and Sook Fui. Erm, I hope it's going to be fun? Kind of like a dream come true cos' I'm finally able to work in the ice cream shop instead of being a waitress. Lols. Feeling excited and yet nervous at the same time. Oh my, oh my! I wonder how it's going to be like tomorrow. It's especially difficult on first day of work cos' you're clueless about everything. Will be at Clarke Quay so do come and find me ok! Hahahahaha. I think I'm soooo going to taste all the flavours of the ice cream tomorrow. (: P/s. It finally came! But, my stomach hurts. :( T.O.P look-alike
" It was announced today that actor, Lee Minho will be dropping by Singapore this October and meet his fans. Credits to allkpop. Oh My God! I can't wait! *BIG BIG GRIN* Labels: Lee_Min_Ho Tuesday, September 08, 2009
Hear from you soon (: Oh yeah! Finally manage to play a song with violin today! (: Suddenly, my interest in violin came back. HAHA. Anyway, the practice was fun. It was filled with laughters all because of Giap Giap and his friend, Mo Mo. Had a chat with Lingquan, Chiamin and Sookfui after the practice since we still have plenty of time before my interview. Ruiling came to find me to go for the interview together because her partner was sick and she couldn't go to her church thingy. I realised Chiamin, Sookfui and Ruiling are one of a kind. Surprisingly, we have a common topic to gossip about. As for what's the topic, I shall keep it a secret. Lols. They keep joking about my height. Never mind cos' I'm used to it! :D Glad that they get along fine. The interview for bossini was smooth except for the fact that I may reject their offer. It's too much of a commitment for me. Even the job at GV is so much better cos' it's flexible. 2nd interview at The Central introduced by Giap Giap. I want to sell ice cream instead of being a waitress leh~ Seems so much more fun. I can even "sample" the ice cream as and when I like. :X P/s. Chiamin said she's been assigned to Taka. *Fingers crossed* Hope they call soon. (: With Love Class outing turns out to be a birthday celebration for September's babies. (:                           Guoting is a "crazy" fan of Timothy's. HAHA. Labels: DBA_08 Sunday, September 06, 2009
Obesession My current obesession is reading online novels. Finally manage to find something to do during this holiday. HAHA. :D Outing with classmates tomorrow! That monster keep asking so many questions. Seriously, I tried hard to treat you as normally as I can. But the words and action that you said and do just makes us feel really, irrtated. I know you don't feel good but think about it, why are we feeling this way? Can't you just stop having so many negative comments and keep spoiling our mood? Zzzzz I pray that it'll not rain tomorrow morning. It's been 2 days. :( P/s. Novels always never fail to give me this feeling. Friday, September 04, 2009
Nostalgic Jogging at the canal and breakfast at Bangkit with Ruiling in the morning. Haha. I guess it'll become a usual rountine for me to go jogging with Ruiling everyday. (: Went back home and fall asleep while watching tv. Zzzzz I didn't even wake up with people calling and messaging me. Sorry! LOL. Dinner with Xinjie at BPP and had ice-cream at Swensens. Talked about tons of stuff and was feeling really nostalgic about secondary school days. Going to have fun after her exams! Genting trip please! Lols, I shall try to save up. Meeting up again next week. Holiday has been rather good. May be going to work as waitress at banquet and the F1 event. Wahahahahaha, thanks to Ruiling. Will ask her if she need any more people so that Chia Min can work too. :D Chia Min asked me if I'm interested about the job her cousin introduced but it's not confirm too. Have to get a lot more of other options in case the one doesn't work out. Lols.
P/s. Any interesting dramas/movies to introduce? ^^ Happy-ness "For every minute you're angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness" Thursday, September 03, 2009
Where are you now?
To my favorite teacher P/s. unworthy. (: Love the breeze I finally got a new fan! HAHA. Thanks daddy. Slacking at home all day long makes me blur. I kept thinking that I've a date with the girls on 09/09/2009. Instead, it was actually 20/09/2009. That was the date we set last year on 20/08/2008 to meet again at the park. :D Cool, isn't it? Dinner date with my beloved Xinjie tomorrow. Too bad Eeling can't make it. Never mind, next week ok? (: Morning jog with Ruiling tomorrow. P/s. Somehow, I don't like. what's with it? I don't know is it just my luck or it is really just a coincidence. My fan stopped working all of a sudden. But it started to work after I tried to spin the wheel of the fan. HAHA. Then, it's my webcam's turn. I don't know what happened but it can't seem to be opened ever since I clicked on it. Luckily, I managed to recover it by switching back to Vista. Now my webcam's working fine but not my fan. It stopped yet again. Why didn't it spoiled just now before I went grocery shopping with my parents! I could have gotten a new fan. :( I need to ask my dad to get me a new fan ASAP before I die of heat stroke. Zzzzz Tell me, is this how it's going to be? P/s. It's hard. My acting skill suck. (: P/s/s. Can't wait for the dinner with Ruiling, Ben and the others. :D Wednesday, September 02, 2009
First Day Started my day with a jog with Ruiling. OMG, it makes my day. :D Shall go to AMK someday ok! Hahahas. Anyway, Chia Min and Sook Fui came to my house in the noon to watch Big Bang's Big Show DVD. The DVD was really great. Seriously, I don't regret spending a bomb on it. :X Chatted about things that we can do during the holiday and we realised all the plans that we had made during exams are mostly about food. Zzzzz Yes, we love to eat. LOL. Aston, Chomp Chomp, Popeye etc. Not forgetting about the other plans like going to JB(again to have Baskin' Robbins), go K Box, East Coast and picnic. (: Grocery shopping with my parents just now. I LOVE IT cos' I can get whatever I want to eat and just dump it into the cart. Lols. Oh well, I'm still thinking of what to do tomorrow. Need to look for a job sooooooon. If not I'll be rotting at home with my TV and laptop. :@ Tuesday, September 01, 2009
Finally an end I'm officially free from exams~~~ HAHAHAHA. This is a feeling indescribable in words. Blaw was manageable. It'll be even better if I had time to memorise all those laws before the exam. OK, so the guys and Bel were like waiting for us to have lunch together. Note: They finished the paper and left the room earlier. It's really a tedious task to decide on what to have for lunch. I guess we spend almost 20-30 minutes deciding on where to go. Zzzzz Eventually, we settled for Mos Burger at Tiong Bahru. So the next question that popped up after lunch is where to go next. HAHA. Initially, SookFui, Chiamin and I were planning to go to Haji Lane but it started to rain. Again, after further LONG discussion, they decided to go to Ang Mo Kio and for some reasons, we went to Timothy's house to play with his dogs and guinea pigs. Erm, his dog was unusually shy. LOL. Headed for pool. Watching them play is so much more entertaining than playing it myself. Ha-ha. We kept disturbing Jason till he really cannot tahan. Accompany them for dinner and home sweet home. (: I'm going to start my holiday by a jogging session tomorrow morning with Ruiling. :D Yes, it's time to unwind myself. P/s I finally watched CTP featuring T.O.P, GD and Gummy. I swear that it was HILARIOUS. The gift that touches your heart Happy Teachers' Day! (in advance) Yes, I know teachers' day is tomorrow. LOL.
The gift that Mei Yen and RuiLing did for the teachers, cookies! And the receipe is contributed by none other than ME! Lols. Too bad I've to study for exam which explain why I didn't went back to CCKSS with Ruiling and Mei Yen. Hope the teachers remember me, especially Mdm Jiang. HAHA. I still can't believe that it's my last paper tomorrow. Can't wait to go running with Ruiling after my exams. (: Yessssss, I've to mug again. Till then~ P/S Any people has any jobs to intro? Time to fill up my wallet. HAHA |
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