Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Chun.YuI felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Sunday, March 14, 2010
Post Who would be so kind to buy me a ticket? :(((( Post Why is it that weekend end so fast? Another week of working start again tomorrow. Anyway, I wanna go sing K and club after work. = ( WHO WANNA GO? HAHAHAHA. 5 more weeks!! :D Saturday, March 13, 2010
Here comes Saturday OMG, I've been waiting for the weekend since... Monday. LOL. Yes, work has been stressful and busy. Maybe I shouldn't complain so much but then it's really stressful working for them. :( Luckily I got to meet up with friends after work which helps to take my mind of that. =D Met up with dba08 on Tuesday for dinner at Bugis, the girls for dinner at Cathay on Wednesday and Arthoven, Bee and Butterfly for dinner at Far East on Friday. They seriously cheered me up alot. Headed to IT fair with lingquan today to get my hard drive and speaker. It was seriously worth the money. :> Countng down 25 more days before we finish our ITP! Monday, March 08, 2010
First Day First day at work. Somehow, I'm still feeling nervous now. LOL. Perhaps it's because I made a few mistakes at work today. Plus, my other ITP mates seem to be very competent. :( But then, the guy, Ken, said that we don't have to worry about our grade cos' they'll not mark it like a school based work. Rather, it's what we learn during this period which are more important. True, learnt quite a lot of things today. All of them seem to be related to logistics. BUT THEIR PACE IS SO FAST! And I'm known to be slow. Sigh, I hope I won't get any scolding during this period. Oh ya, did I said that there's a cute guy at my workplace? HAHAHAHA. He said he's same age as us, which I really doubt so. Cos' he seem so familiar with all the work processes etc. Anyway, I don't know if I should look forward to work tomorrow. The thing I'm really scared is making the purchase and sales order. Not only do I have to call the other party to enquire about it, any 1 mistake may cause them alot of money. =/ Saturday, March 06, 2010
Life, all about choices. All of a sudden, it occurred to me that I've to make a decision whether to go to University after next year. Quite a few asked me about this question for this past few days, which I've no answer to it. Even my mum was asking me. I don't know if I'm able to make it. Of course, if I make it, everything will be so much easier. But what if I didn't? What am I going to do? Go to private university? Go overseas university? Go NIE and be a teacher? Or shall I just quit studying and look for a job? Or maybe I should start working and study part time. Hahaha, see. So many type of decisions and I've no idea what to choose. :/ I can't even make up decisions on which way should I choose to get to the company, let alone this major decision that's going to affect my whole life. Sometimes I really wondered, what would have happened to me if I've chosen to go to JC instead of poly. Oh well, let it just be a dream. Life, is all about choosing. It doesn't matter if the choice you make is right or wrong. What's most important is not to regret the decision that you've chosen. What a joke While helping dajie to check out the directions to her company, I was checking mine too. And I discovered that there are actually quite a few ways to get there, no direct buses though. :( Anyway, I'm getting really really confused over it. My ITP mate asked me if I want to meet at Lavender MRT and walked over. I don't mind, the problem is I've already bought my bus concession. >< OH WELLLL, sure see how it goes on the first day. Hahaha. Timothy suddenly talked to me just now and said that I look like somebody in a MV. I bet he must have been watching videos to look at girls whenever he's at home. LOL.P/s. Definitely, tomorrow!!! P/s/s. Girls, remember to meet up even during ITP! (: Friday, March 05, 2010
> < Done and over with Year 2's modules. Haha. Planned to do a lot of things today, like Kbox, JB trip and picnic after our exam. Ended up we had lunch at JP with the guys. LOL. Whenever I'm alone, I can't help but think about what's going to happen next week. Well, lucks to my friends who're taking their A level results tomorrow. (: P/s. FF must take care, pass your piano exam with flying colours! Thursday, March 04, 2010
:/ Time check : 2.02 am. It's getting really late and I'm still not in bed. Mixed up feelings - anticipating, fear & anxiety. Nothing can describe how I feel right now. I'm happy that my exam is coming to an end in another few more hours time but I'm scare of my ITP which starts from next Monday. I know, nothing to be afraid of. Afterall, I've worked alone before too. But this time is way different. You can't take leaves whenever you feel like it, you can't quit just because you can't stand the people there, most importantly, I've to do my best so that they'll give a good grade. Oh shit, why must it be like this? :( *Crossed fingers* May everything be as smooth as a ... beancurd? LOL Wednesday, March 03, 2010
BSX - Big Bang Tuesday, March 02, 2010
:( Ending soon Surprised Lingquan at her house yesterday after our paper. Same old trick using different way and we still managed to surprise her. Had lots of fun time and took lots of photos. :D Yes, 1 more paper left and it marks the end of year 2. Like woohoo! But, don't forget that we've to go for our ITP next week. Boohoo. :( One part of me is looking forward to end the exam but the other part of me wish that it'll never end so I won't have to start my ITP. Yes yes, ITP is really a drag. It spoilt my holiday mood. ARGH. Never mind, jmm were planning to go to club one of these days after our work. Must must ok! HAHA. |
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